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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
wow... time really flies... Choir SYF has just passed... and so the result is also out... didn't expected the result to turn out so badly... haiz... can't we even get a bronze instead of COPper? copper= C.O.P.!!!
C.O.P. lor... pls! certificate of participation!!! what the F*** on earth is this?! not even a bronze?! can't the jugdes just give us a bronze at least? this is so sickening... never imagine my choir getting a C.O.P.
Forget it whatever that has passed has already passed... only god can decided on our fate... and this the type of fate stated for BVSS choir...
today is really a very horrible day... Miss Ang actually thought that i was the one laughing at her when Mdm Toh accidentally open the staff room door and knock her arm... well! the person laughing was actually Joan from 1E5!!! It's not me! and just because of the laughter, Miss Ang thought that the person was me as I happen to be out side of the staff room. (is my laughter really that horrible?) and you know the what the hell she shouted at me?! "STOP LAUGHING!!!" wow! at the moment i was thinking... when did the hell on earth did i ever laugh at her?! shouting at me wasn't the worse thing... she even pointed finger at me!!! never imagine a teacher much bigger size than you to do that to you... the feeling was horrible... i didn't know how to react all of the sudden... HELLO!!! i'm being mistaken k?!
So after that, i went to the class room and took my chinese flies for Mr Shen to check. After that, i went to my locker with Denise, my best pal, to take out our chinese text book for some reason... then the next thing i notice while talking to Denise was that Miss Ang is staring at us with her "big" eyes... well her eyes are not big at all. but maybe to her that's counted big? Then i was whispering into Denise ear:" Oh shit! Miss Ang is starring at us with that horrible look again... i'm dead! she's waiting for me..." then before we can lock our locker and leave the place, " Denise, call Venus to come here." well... Miss Ang called out for me!!! OH SHIT! i'm so dead... well... do i have a choice not to go there? no right? so no choice lar... go then go lor... i thought i just have to go there listen to her nagging and the apologise and that's it! BUT! i was so wrong... miss ang was nagging and nagging and nagging... then finally she made me apologised... then here goes our conversation...
Miss Ang: so what must you say now?
Me: Sorry Miss Ang
Miss Ang: sorry for what?
Me: Sorry for laughing at you just now... (when it wasn't even me)
Miss Ang: so what should you have done instead?
Me: I should had asked if you were alright instead
Miss Ang: so what will you do in future? laugh even louder?
Me: I will not laugh at you again in future
(then she went on and on and on promping me. and finally said this)
Miss Ang: K... so now repeat the whole thing again
and i was like OH SHIT! i can't even remember a single thing beside "sorry Miss Ang for laughing at you" My god... so when i was about repeat, here goes our conversation again...
Miss Ang: Button up your collar botton before you apologise ( this is what you'll get if you have a demanding form teacher)
so i turned around to denise and i said :" OH SHIT!" then i sang the song to her "S H I T i shit you and you shit me... S H I T... i shit you you shit me yeah!" then Miss Ang saw my mouth moving so she said :" Venus... stop cursing me can you?" well i wasn't...
Me: But Miss Ang, i wasn't cursing you... i was just singing a song to Denise :)
Miss Ang: oh is it? then sing the song to me lar
Me: HUH?! cannot lar Miss Ang, this song is only meant to be sang in the toilet and not here... :)
Miss Ang: i don't care... sing it now or your not gonna apologise...
Denise: ai ya sing the LOVE version lar...
Me: ya hor... L O V E i love you and you love me...
Miss Ang: is that it then? only two lines? are you sure?
Me: ya... that was all i sang to denise just now...
Miss Ang: k now you can apologise...
Me: sorry miss ang for laughing at you just now... (oh die forget again...)
haiz... never imagine youself stuck with a horrible big bully lor... that was so horrible...
after apologising, as a "punishment", i have to go to her locker and take out what ever is inside and pass it to her... wa lao lor this is so damn horrible...

but the same logic applies... do i ever have a choice? answer of course NO! so i went to her locker, check what is inside, luckily only got one CR book... well i thought that by passing a CR book to her will take me less than 10 mins... but i took me about 15 min! when i took the CR book to Miss Ang, i thought she was going to take the book... but i was wrong. so i stuff the book into her hand... and she THREW it back to me and said:" you pass a book to a teacher no need to say anthing one har?! just simply stuff the book into her hand one mah?! go back to the locker and walk back again..." i was really scolding her in my mind... what the hack does she want lor?! so i walked back to HER locker and walk back to her. when i was about to say:" Miss Ang, your book..." she said," tuck in your shirt before passing the CR book to me..." so of course i did as she comand... then she ask me to go back to the locker and restart everything. Do she think that i'm her window 85 computer?! i'm a human k?! NOT A COMPUTER!!! but no matter how angry i am, what can i do... well you know she's much bigger size than me... logic! how can an ant win a King Kong? K! get this right... i didn't mean Miss Ang is a King Kong... she's too small to be one... :)

Well... i didn't know how many times did i walk here and there and here and there... haiz... poor me... but in the end i still did it... but not sure if she had really forgive me... cause i didn't say bye bye to her. when i was about to leave, our very last conversation...


Miss Ang: don't you have to say anything before you leave?
Me: say what?
so i turn to denise and said... " must i say thank you Miss Ang for scolding me?!!!" so i turn back to Miss Ang and said
Me: thank you Miss Ang
Miss Ang: thank you for what? scolding you...
Me: see what i told you... (saying to denise)
Miss Ang: don't want to say anything har... k lor...
haiz... tomorrow die lar... surely get killed by her one lor... sad sad...
better go sms her now to apologise to her or else tomorrow sure die...
.........................................................................................................................................................................
Minutes later...
hi i'm back... tell you about our sms conversation
Venus: sorry Miss Ang for laughting at you just now. i should have asked if you were alright instead of laughting at you. i would not laught at you in future again. forgive me k? must reply hor...
Miss Ang:haiz... how to forgive you when you can't even spell the word laugh correctly?
Venus: sorry Miss Ang for laughing at you just now. i should have asked if you were alright instead of laughing at you. i would not laugh at you in future again. forgive me k? must reply hor...
well... i know very waste monet but what to do... i'll do anything as long as she's willing to forgive me...
Miss Ang: ok
wow! so happy... she finally forgive me... now i can finally go to sleep in peace... night night... :)

安静的呐喊
♥10:35 PM

Saturday, April 07, 2007
Hey Yo! this the 1st time i'm posting on my blog...there's many many things for me to talk about every since the begining of the year... erm... where should we begin? i think we should begin on my new school, then new teacher, then new class, new friends, new good/best/close friends, new school events and lastly school life...
Point number one... My new school...
lol so lame... not even writing compo... haiz... nvm let's continue...
well... acxtually Bukit View sec is not really tyhat bad wad... only that sometime the teachers, principals and DM very "luo shou" lor... nothing to talk must about my new school... after all it's just only a place for us to study... to me...
erm... why not move on to the second point now? About my new teacher...
well my new form teacher teacher is none other than the "kindest" Miss Ang in the world... you should be wondering why do i have to say that she's kind but with a " " inverted commas... well it's just because she's kind to everyone in the class EXCEPT for the poor me... actually she ok lar... when she's kind, she can be very very very kind, BUT when she's evil... OMG!!! earthquakes in the world not only singapore... :P
sorry Miss Ang, you bully me so now it's my time to bully you back... Hehe... i can always be more evil than you... BUT i can alsio be much more kinder than you. :)
well ways to discribe how evil Miss Ang can be is she'll force people to do things that people really doesn't want to do... for example... nvm... in case later miss ang com my blog... OH S***! I'll be like so dead... she's not really that evil after all... after being "tortured" by her for about 4 moths and 9 days... well... it's not that scarry after all... but the wierd thing is that she's most of the seniors, in BVSS, favourite teacher!!! can understand lar... she's really kind to them lor... un fair!!!
nvm... enought of that "evil" teacher... time for my new class...
oh dear... my new class is really terrible... they're really... haiz... nvm... whatever that comes out of their mouth are neveer nice words... it you be words like... "F*** you ar!", "ji bai ar!" then what else... "S*** you ar!" MY GOD! didn't expect 1E1 to be so the **** who love to say all the **** words in class... hopeless... anyway i'm not anything better than them... lol...
NEXT!!! my new friends...
friend like chloe, xiao hui and denise are realyy friend that you should treasure your friendship wif... erm... i noe very "rou ma" but it's the fact!!! Hello!!! they're really nice people k... people who goes to you whenever you need help... whenever you feel stressed up... whenever you need someone to talk to... these are the kind of people to talk to... there are times that i really did wanted to give up on the cheer competiton. But on second thoughts, i've friend out there supporting me why should i give up... so friends are also very important expecially when you need help... there were time i thought of running down to the field to scream my lungs out to relieve stress but after thinking i have friends to talk to, i decided not to be so crazy... :P well i know when i'm already creazy in class, over some idol stuff... hehe...
let's move on...
i don't think i'll have enoght time to write finish all the things that happened throught out this 4 months and 9 days... cause there's simply too much things to talk about... maybe i'll talk about one very last point... new school events...
new school event are like cheer competitions... speach day... class beautifying day and common test after another...lol...
cheer competition is over, class beautifying day is over, common test after is never ending...
dun think have any more other important things to add on... so time to say bye bye for the day... :'( but dun worry, i'll post again in time to come when i have other topics to talk about... BB!!!

安静的呐喊
♥4:50 PM



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-The Girl
*Name: Venus Lee Yan 李缘
*Date Of Birth: 20th Feb 1994
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*E-mail: Venus_lee_yan@hotmail.com
*AKA: Retarded Over Turn Blonde Turtle

-Her Love
*Enjoying God's presence
*Reflecting
*Making song covers
*Making videos
*Looking at the moon
*Studying the meaning behind every song
*Singing
*listening to songs
*My friends
*Pursuing my dreams
*Writing phrases that speaks what I feel about certain matter
*Every talent I'm blessed with
*Listening to people
*Split personality
*Everything God has given me

-Her Detest
*Empty promises
*Lies
*Cowards

-Her Past
February 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 March 2010 May 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 January 2013 April 2013



-Exits
*BVSS*
ChUnWeN
JaSoN
TaN hUi JuAn
XiAo HuI
Xi Yu

*DESTINY IMPACT*
DeStInY iMpAcT
GlAdYs
EuNiCe

*DLSS*
BuNcHaNa

*FAMILY*
DaDdY
SaMuEl LeE wEi KaNg

*STARS*
OfFiCiAl JJ LiN jUn JiE 林俊杰's BlOg
Jimmy Lin Chi Ying 林志颖
Show Luo 罗志祥

*SENIORS*
LiNg HuAn

*TEACHERS*
MiSs AnG


-The Talkings


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