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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Is forgiving and forgeting a person really that difficult??? Herm... thinking...

I don't get it! Why people just can't forgive others when others commit a mistake? Don't they commit mistakes themselves?! Each and every single time, when i see two people fight, or hating someone, i try to get them to forgive each other. Some time, i don't know why they hate each other so deeply to the extend that they look as if their going to tear each other into pieces the moment they meet eye to eye.

Some time, i really don't know what to do. Why is forgiving someone so difficult? Well, comt to think of it, i've also hated someone. Very much. But think i should get myself to forgive that guy before i get others to forgive one another... haha. Thinking of that guy makes my blood boil. He slap mek?! For your information. Close friends like Denise might have heard of my complaining about him... Haha. correct! His my ex. well anyway, now i really don't feel like think about him. Don't wish to mention his name. Haiz... those from DLSS should also know who is he.

Time to close this conversation. Don't wish to go on further. In case i became violent. By use all those **** words... Bye!

安静的呐喊
♥4:44 PM

Saturday, June 09, 2007
Yo...! Time to tag again... :)
Today, my mood is kind of wierd. I'm happy for something and i'm also angry due to some reason.
1st! Let's talk about the happy things that happen today. My mum had brought me to the cinema! And of course we were there to watch Legend Of The Sea, 东海战. JJ is like... Oh my god! He's like so cute! So addorable! So funny! And oh my god! No word can express his charater. Think JJ should act in more show. Maybe he can just try acting in a drama series. Herm... If he really does, my eyes would definately be glued to the television. Haha. Legend Of The Sea is surely a movie that i'll encourage everybody to watch. This movie is suitable for families to watch together. K. That's the only happy thing that happen today.
The unhappy thing is that my mum was complaning ever since we step out of the cinema. She was like saying," I thought JJ got act inside, actually is only his voice LOR." And I was like walao! also nobody force you to watch with me! Is you yourself want to watch also one lor! And i watch is also because the storyline isinteresting! Not only for JJ"s voice right?! But of course I didn't say it out! Then my brother was like kept complaning that i'm so crazy about JJ. And he's like saying," JJ! JJ! JJ! Everything also JJ. Even all your blog also JJ! Three blog some more. Other People only have one blog. Then so waste money. Go watch movie just to listen to JJ." WALAO! I idolise JJ his problem har?! He jealous is it?! Please lar! I only watch one movie once in a while. He leh?! Watch shreak 3! Watch Spiderman 3! Then don't know still got what! He watch so many movies and I only watch one then he must complain so much! I watch movie his problem meh?! Also not he pay for my movie ticket! Is my mum pay leh! My mum didn't even complain that much, what rights does he have to complain so much?! At least i'm better than him! Rushing back home just to watch what... xiao long nu! I think is siao long nu arh! Then cause he was rushing back home to watch his show, he got down the car while i accompany my mum to park the car. And when he reach, my maid was bathing so no one could help him open the door as my maid was the only person at home and besides he left his keys at home. So I didn't know he was hidding behind the wall outside our house. So when i walk pass, preparing to open the door, he when," BOO!" and of course i was scared by him and he was like so happy! Please lar! People is already so angry and yet your adding flue to the fire?! I was like F*** man! You Bloody A** H***! So i was scolding him," Very funny meh?! You had never been scared before in your whole entire sickening life?! So Lame!" Then i was like slamming the door when i close it. I'm really very fed up! Even until now! Forget it! What other people say is what they think. Whatever i do can never change their mind! Think it's time for me to end my post here for today. Bye!

安静的呐喊
♥9:13 PM

Thursday, June 07, 2007
After completing my chinese holiday homework, I finally had the time really take a good look at Miss Ang's blog older posts. Then some how i found this sentence written by her in her blog,"I guess, if the student could sense that a teacher truly cares for him, he will try to change for that teacher right?" Herm... this shall be the topic we should be focusing on this post. I really wonder do teachers really think that a student will really change for a teacher? Honestly, as for Miss Ang's case, i really do think that students do change for her. As for other teachers, I don't really think so. In order for a student to change for a teacher, there must be a strong story behind it. I'll change for a teacher if the teacher did some thing that will really touch my heart. Some teachers do not perserver. Maybe that's why student think that they are not sincer enough. If a student can sense that teacher's sincerity, that student would definately change for the better. Honestly, i really think Miss Ang should not be a teacher. Maybe some will think cause i don't like her and if she's not a teacher, I won't have a teacher like her. Actually, that's not the answer. Is because i think, given her talent, she should be a counsellor instead. Haha. Don't you guys out there reading this post agree? Haha. Erm... think it's time to end my post. Got to go... Bye!

安静的呐喊
♥11:22 PM



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