Here's 1 nice and touching messages that I would like to share with all of you. :)

Last night you and your best friend had a fight.

You decide not to talk to her the next day.

She smiles at you.

You grind your teeth at her.

She tells her friends nice things about you.

You spread bad rumors about her.

She tries to come and talk to you.

But you push her aside.

She thinks your a great friend.

You thinks she is a terrible friend.

She writes nice notes to you, telling you about the best times you shared together.

You write about all the bad times you can remember experiencing together.

Deep down you know she's sorry.

But all you have is hate.

The next day you find a note. It reads:

Dear __________,

I tried to tell you yesterday, but you didn't let me speak, I tried to tell you good things, but you were afraid to hear them. I tried to smile at you, to take away the hate. But now it's time to tell you, even though it's a bit late. That i am dying. I have a bad condition and it is getting worse. I'm sorry to have tell you that i won't be able to see you today. I wrote this to you today in the hospital. My time is up. I'm sorry i should have told you sooner. I'm really sorry about our argument, your such a great friend. I promise i shall watch over you.

Lots of love,

________

You ran to the hospital to tell her you are sorry, But only her mum is left. Her hand clasped over her face. And she was crying. Down on her knees she prays, for her daughter to come back. You were too late. You wish you told her sorry sooner and got to say goodbye.

All friends have their ups and downs, and sometimes all you have to do is just to say sorry... Treasure your friendships with all your friends. Don't regret only when you loose them...

Gosh! I almost doze of during Miss Ang's lesson... so 尷尬... Please lar. She was nagging for the whole of the lesson which is 1hour and 10 mins... after that she still didn't nag enough and happily continue nagging until i doze off. Maybe she didn't know her nagging sends the ZZZ monster to me... Maybe that's her way of summoning the ZZZ monster to me... So it's not my fault... It's her's. Haha. Anyway, Miss Ang is just a weird teacher lar. Maybe only to me... :( She's weird in a way that she have supper permanent mood swing. The 1st moment you can see her with that black face and the next moment with the happy face then to the lame face and finally the redundant-looked face... and back to the black face again. the cycle will just carry on and on and on... non-stop. Gosh! When is she going to stop all her funny expression??? But her funny facial expression just make Denise like her as a favourite teacher... Haiz... maybe Denise is just a weird as her. Just hope I don't catch their weird weird disease ...

Anyway her nagging is about Riyaaa. haha. I mean Riyaas. Hopefully I didn't spell his name wrongly. It was about Riyaas punching Junbin on his face. Just because Junbin provoke him does it gives him the rights to punch Junbin on the face??? Why can't people just control their emotions. Controlling their emotions keeps them away from punishment... Why can't some people control their emotions while some can??? People like riyaas can't but people like Huhan can... If god created more people like Huhan, the world would be a much better place to live in. Haiz... got to admit it although I don't really like him... :P

Let's stop talking about this topic. It only provides me with more and more questions.

Gosh! I just found out that the latest gossip has something to do with me! Please keep it within the four walls of this blog. I heard that the latest gossip is that Xiuqi LOVE me... GOSH! Hello... Girl's sixth sense is the most sensitive... I don't feel it so how could Brandon confirm??? When i ask him guess what he said? He said," Is Xiuqi himself say one...!" Gosh! I thought Brandon and Xiuqi have some friendship problem??? How is it possible that Xiuqi tell him that he love me??? Gosh! This is sickening sia... Ever since AWC and I BU... I've set my mind not to trust any other boys anymore. Until when I'm older and finally understand what exactly LOVE is all about. But right now I know LOVE is definitely not about saying "I Love You" to one another... 是要靠感覺的... understand???

Forget it! Why am I so fed up over such stupid matter?! Anyway is Xiuqi the one who love me... not that I love him right... I don't have any feel for him at all. I treat him as a friend as well although the rest hates him cause I believe there's nothing that can't be solve between friend/classmates. Even if he really did attempt to steal something, but that's all in the past. Why not just do like what Miss Ang say," Just forgive and forget." Well... If I'm not wrong, that sentence was what I said to her in her blog and she just copyright it... haha. -.-''' But I too treat Wei Hao and Junbin the same i treat Xiuqi... does that mean that I too love Wei Hao and Junbin??? Hello... That's ridiculous k?! I just treat everybody equally except for Denise lar. Not cause I love her. I'm not a lesbian k... It's cause we are good friends. :) so will treat slightly better than anyone else... But if anyone have trouble I still help them as much as I could... So Xiuqi, you can 死心 right now... If because of this, I've hurt you then too bad... cause i really don't have that special feeling for you... :P

Come to think of it, I like guys who are romantic. Just like JJ. But of couse I don't expect god to create another JJ just for me to married... that's too impossible. That guy don't excally have to be handsome. He just have to be romantic, knows how to play the piano, most importantly know how to sing and write romantic songs... doesn't lie and honest... :) Am I over demanding??? Don't think so right??? Cause most girls look out for handsome guys... well I don't. :)

Think I sbould stop here. Time to go to bed!!! NIGHT! :)

Haha. Just Showcasing my newest art piece... Isn't it nice???

Gosh! I saw an accident today. It involve a motorcycle and i think a car... Gosh the shoes of the motorist flew out, the helmet also flew out and the motorist as lying face down... If I'm not wrong, the motorist died right on the spot. Blood was like flowing out... Yucks! That was really disgusting... Although I only saw the scene for about 10 seconds, I could still picture it very clearly in my mind. If only I could, I wish I had not seen the scene of this accident. Forget it... I mean I'll try to forget about it. Let's change topic.

Recently, Miss Tan had thought us how to write a poem. And i wrote one about teachers. It's meant to describe EVIL teachers. This is how it goes:

Teachers
Evil, unreasonable
Punishing, torturing, bullying
Shortening my life day by day
Murderer

Haha. I know it's lame. Erm... Miss Ang, if your reading this post, you should know who am i describing lar har... Too bad... Trying to be more evil... hehe... :P

Don't think i've any more things to post... So... BYE!

What makes everybody thinks that i'll decorate my table with all JJ's picture? Is it my madness over JJ? So now my job is to prove them wrong. I shall decorate my table with cartoon character's stickers, piggies, or even those cute cute stuff. Yes, i'm trying to find back the innocent me 5 years ago. Yeah... when I was still in primary school. P2? Haha. Seem rather impossible. But at least i'll try.

Herm... let me think of something to type. Do you people out there listen to "yes 933"? I love that radio station. They provide the lastest, newest and nicest chinse songs. Every weekends, i'll listen till 1am before i go to sleep while of course doing homework... or some sewing. Don't think my life can ever continue without 933... Haha. Lame right.

Scaning some pictures on pigs now... Oh! Finally thought of some thing i can use to decorate my table! PIGS! Yeah. That's a good idea... Haha. Don't know what will her reaction be... Guess she'll ask me why didn't i decorate my table with JJ's pictures. Well... just trying to find back the innocent me cannot harx...

Gosh! Finally got a time to post. This blog seem rather dead. No tags... No posts... No anything... No whatever... Haiz...

Seem rather busy these few days ever school reopen. Let's talk about teachers.

My New Maths teacher is Mr Lam... erm... not Mr Lame please... He's a new teacher in this school. When we 1st saw him, one of my friend (I don't wish to say who) told me this," He Looks like an elephant leh." And i was like,"Erm... K..." haha. honestly he really looks like one. Haha. He don't look like one that we can bully much... and i don't like such teacher who can't be bullied. Who thinks that homework is very important to him/her. Forget to bring homework once can be forgiven. Second time stay back after school and do before going home. Third time onwards Stay back after school with him till he feels like going home... K that teacher is weird... Please lar! Who will want to stay with him and look at his elephant face?! Gosh! His face is full of holes here and there due to pimple i think... haha. Seem like i can make good jokes out of him. Haha.

Our new maths teacher is Miss Reena. Something good about her is that she seems rather forgiving if you forget to bring your homework or books. Ya... Compared to Mr Lam... Haha. But something bad about her is that she does some screeching sound with her mini mic... It really does hurt our ears. She does that to get our attention and makes us shut up. Well... she thinks such stupid things work??? She's one weird teacher. If ever i go deaf, think i know who to sue in court. Haha. Not funny, don't laugh.

Our Geography teacher is Miss dunno whatever Tan. I only know it sounds like Miss Candy Tan. Haha. Rather good at cracking cold jokes aren't I? Haha. I heard from seniors that she know JJ. They're close friends or rather good friends. -.-''' Wonder why JJ want a friend like her who scolds people unreasonably. If the class is late for her lesson or whoever is late for her lesson will not be able to enter the class. Even if the teacher before that let us of late it's still our fault! Unreasonable right?! Gosh! Whatever the other teacher does it's still our fault. What the hell are happening to all these teachers after the school holiday??? Getting all sorts of weird method to punish students, to make student dare not commit mistake, to make students listen to them?! Lame sia.

Lit teacher is still ok lar. Heard from the seniors that they call her 24hr b****. Haha. Don't why. But I th8ink it's because of her looks and her big B*t*. Oh. She's Miss E don't whatever Tan. I know how to pronounce but don't know how to spell. Can't blame me. I sucks in spelling. But she's very kind while teaching but not when she's with other student who don't belong to her class. Maybe that's why students who have not been taught by her calls her 24hr b****. Think so only lar... might not be true.

Then my Home Econ teacher is Mrs Kartha. Heard from the other half of the class who was in HE last 2 terms that she's very unreasonable, nags alot and sickening. Erm... but through the 1st lesson with her, i don't think any of the above describe her... she seems rather kind although she's fat and old... she herself admitted it. She jokes with us. Then the other half who was in HE said she's only unreasonable and sickening when the cooking lessons starts. They gave example like for example she didn't ask you to take the onion, she start screaming and ask<"Why you didn't go take the onion when i ask you to do so?!" Gosh that really sound rather scary. They say she don't shout at people from far but she SCREAM in to people's ear!!! Gosh she's gonna be another teacher who's gonna cause me hearing problem. But on the 1st lesson, she said she have quite a good impression on us. Haha. So don't think she'll be that horrible to us right? Haiz... Let's just wait and she if she will really Kartar us... haha.

The rest of the teachers remained the same. Chinse, English and Music. There's no more art this term... YEAH! free from art... Haha. But teachers change after the school holiday.

Miss Ang seem to have change in term of attitude... More unreasonable... More demanding and... haiz... don't know what lar. Just have a weird feeling that she had changed over the holidays... can someone please tell in what way has she change???

That's should be all for now. Time to go to bed. NIGHT!

*I'm really sorry if i had offended some of you out there reading this post. :P*