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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Gosh! I almost doze of during Miss Ang's lesson... so 尷尬... Please lar. She was nagging for the whole of the lesson which is 1hour and 10 mins... after that she still didn't nag enough and happily continue nagging until i doze off. Maybe she didn't know her nagging sends the ZZZ monster to me... Maybe that's her way of summoning the ZZZ monster to me... So it's not my fault... It's her's. Haha. Anyway, Miss Ang is just a weird teacher lar. Maybe only to me... :( She's weird in a way that she have supper permanent mood swing. The 1st moment you can see her with that black face and the next moment with the happy face then to the lame face and finally the redundant-looked face... and back to the black face again. the cycle will just carry on and on and on... non-stop. Gosh! When is she going to stop all her funny expression??? But her funny facial expression just make Denise like her as a favourite teacher... Haiz... maybe Denise is just a weird as her. Just hope I don't catch their weird weird disease ...
Anyway her nagging is about Riyaaa. haha. I mean Riyaas. Hopefully I didn't spell his name wrongly. It was about Riyaas punching Junbin on his face. Just because Junbin provoke him does it gives him the rights to punch Junbin on the face??? Why can't people just control their emotions. Controlling their emotions keeps them away from punishment... Why can't some people control their emotions while some can??? People like riyaas can't but people like Huhan can... If god created more people like Huhan, the world would be a much better place to live in. Haiz... got to admit it although I don't really like him... :P
Let's stop talking about this topic. It only provides me with more and more questions.
Gosh! I just found out that the latest gossip has something to do with me! Please keep it within the four walls of this blog. I heard that the latest gossip is that Xiuqi LOVE me... GOSH! Hello... Girl's sixth sense is the most sensitive... I don't feel it so how could Brandon confirm??? When i ask him guess what he said? He said," Is Xiuqi himself say one...!" Gosh! I thought Brandon and Xiuqi have some friendship problem??? How is it possible that Xiuqi tell him that he love me??? Gosh! This is sickening sia... Ever since AWC and I BU... I've set my mind not to trust any other boys anymore. Until when I'm older and finally understand what exactly LOVE is all about. But right now I know LOVE is definitely not about saying "I Love You" to one another... 是要靠感覺的... understand???
Forget it! Why am I so fed up over such stupid matter?! Anyway is Xiuqi the one who love me... not that I love him right... I don't have any feel for him at all. I treat him as a friend as well although the rest hates him cause I believe there's nothing that can't be solve between friend/classmates. Even if he really did attempt to steal something, but that's all in the past. Why not just do like what Miss Ang say," Just forgive and forget." Well... If I'm not wrong, that sentence was what I said to her in her blog and she just copyright it... haha. -.-''' But I too treat Wei Hao and Junbin the same i treat Xiuqi... does that mean that I too love Wei Hao and Junbin??? Hello... That's ridiculous k?! I just treat everybody equally except for Denise lar. Not cause I love her. I'm not a lesbian k... It's cause we are good friends. :) so will treat slightly better than anyone else... But if anyone have trouble I still help them as much as I could... So Xiuqi, you can 死心 right now... If because of this, I've hurt you then too bad... cause i really don't have that special feeling for you... :P
Come to think of it, I like guys who are romantic. Just like JJ. But of couse I don't expect god to create another JJ just for me to married... that's too impossible. That guy don't excally have to be handsome. He just have to be romantic, knows how to play the piano, most importantly know how to sing and write romantic songs... doesn't lie and honest... :) Am I over demanding??? Don't think so right??? Cause most girls look out for handsome guys... well I don't. :)
Think I sbould stop here. Time to go to bed!!! NIGHT! :)

安静的呐喊
♥2:00 PM



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*Name: Venus Lee Yan 李缘
*Date Of Birth: 20th Feb 1994
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-Her Love
*Enjoying God's presence
*Reflecting
*Making song covers
*Making videos
*Looking at the moon
*Studying the meaning behind every song
*Singing
*listening to songs
*My friends
*Pursuing my dreams
*Writing phrases that speaks what I feel about certain matter
*Every talent I'm blessed with
*Listening to people
*Split personality
*Everything God has given me

-Her Detest
*Empty promises
*Lies
*Cowards

-Her Past
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-Exits
*BVSS*
ChUnWeN
JaSoN
TaN hUi JuAn
XiAo HuI
Xi Yu

*DESTINY IMPACT*
DeStInY iMpAcT
GlAdYs
EuNiCe

*DLSS*
BuNcHaNa

*FAMILY*
DaDdY
SaMuEl LeE wEi KaNg

*STARS*
OfFiCiAl JJ LiN jUn JiE 林俊杰's BlOg
Jimmy Lin Chi Ying 林志颖
Show Luo 罗志祥

*SENIORS*
LiNg HuAn

*TEACHERS*
MiSs AnG


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