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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
As a teenager, do you think your parents have given you enough freedom??? Obviously I don't think my mum has given me enough freedom. She gives me a hand phone but she has to take it back every weekday. She thinks that if she don't keep it with her during weekdays, I'll bring it to school... Hello... I don't love to take the risk to bring hand phone to school. And getting confiscated. Especially when there's 296 JJ's pictures and 72 of JJ's songs and many other relevant thing to JJ... If ever it's confiscated by any teacher, I heart will immediately shatter into pieces. My hand phone have 186 songs inside. A mixture of English, Chinese and Japanese songs. I can never imagine my phone getting confiscated.

Suddenly I remember about the dream that XH made weeks ago. She said she dream that her MP4 was confiscated by Miss Chua. Then Miss Ang happen to be there she she beg Miss Ang help her get back her MP4 and don't know why that time Miss Ang suddenly turn very fierce and shouted at her. Haha. What a horrible nightmare isn't it???

I've never made such horrible nightmares on teachers before even though I've made nightmares on Miss Ang before. But mine was not as horrible as hers. Erm... don't wish to share my dream on my blog. It's horrible, scary but also funny if your the one making that dream and now reflecting on it... Haha. It's just a nightmare that is never gonna be true.

Back to main topic. Freedom. Can my mum just please give me a little bit more freedom??? Now even Denise have more freedom then me. Her mother actually allowed her to join JJFC... She went for his autograph session too. Gosh! If one day my mother really allows me to attend his autograph session, something must be very super wrong with her. Just getting JJ's autograph is already over crazy to her. Then what about those fans who go all the way to changi airport??? Aren't they more crazy??? Of cousr I don't expect my mum to allow me go all the way to changi airport just to see JJ. Even if she allow, I don't think i'll want go either. That would really be too over crazy. Guess what Miss Ang said when she found out that my mum didn't allow me to go to JJ's autograph session??? She said mama had did a good decision or else there would be no peace... DUH! Am I really that horrible??? Ya... maybe in her evil eyes... haha.

Just got the latest news... Papa coming back on 17th of August!!! Gosh!!! I've been waiting for such good news since the 18th of April... Hopefully from 17 August till 22nd August will have lesser homework. Wish to spend more time with papa. I'm seriously much more closer to papa than mama. Maybe that's because papa treats me better than the way mama treat me. I mean as in papa help me more often with my homework compared to mama cause papa is more educated than mama. I remember there was once my papa told me he actually got a scholarship to go to Australia to study university but her didn't go cause he need to help his own papa to earn money. My papa so 孝順...

Looking forward to 17th August... Denise, don't call me from 17-22 of August... UNLESS emergency... :) other things can still be talk when we get back to school the next day. Anyway, papa say he has slimmed down alot. Wonder how different he looks like now compared to 4 months ago when he left... haha. If only the time can be forward... how great will that be. But still have to treasure each and every second that we have now... :)
Anyway the main reason of this post is that I want slightly more freedom...

Think I better get back to my homework now... BYE!

安静的呐喊
♥9:21 PM



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-The Girl
*Name: Venus Lee Yan 李缘
*Date Of Birth: 20th Feb 1994
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*AKA: Retarded Over Turn Blonde Turtle

-Her Love
*Enjoying God's presence
*Reflecting
*Making song covers
*Making videos
*Looking at the moon
*Studying the meaning behind every song
*Singing
*listening to songs
*My friends
*Pursuing my dreams
*Writing phrases that speaks what I feel about certain matter
*Every talent I'm blessed with
*Listening to people
*Split personality
*Everything God has given me

-Her Detest
*Empty promises
*Lies
*Cowards

-Her Past
February 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 March 2010 May 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 January 2013 April 2013



-Exits
*BVSS*
ChUnWeN
JaSoN
TaN hUi JuAn
XiAo HuI
Xi Yu

*DESTINY IMPACT*
DeStInY iMpAcT
GlAdYs
EuNiCe

*DLSS*
BuNcHaNa

*FAMILY*
DaDdY
SaMuEl LeE wEi KaNg

*STARS*
OfFiCiAl JJ LiN jUn JiE 林俊杰's BlOg
Jimmy Lin Chi Ying 林志颖
Show Luo 罗志祥

*SENIORS*
LiNg HuAn

*TEACHERS*
MiSs AnG


-The Talkings


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