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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Saturday, August 11, 2007
Gosh! Guess what time did I sleep last night? When I decided to go to bed, it was already 3am! But before that, I got to brush my teeth, was my face and it takes time for me to really fall asleep. By the time I fall asellp I think it's about 3.30 already! Gosh! Think I've broke my own record... The lastest time I've ever been to bed was at 3am. And that was when I was still in primary school.

I was preparing the Teacher's Day present that I'm going to give to Miss Ang. Haiz... maybe some of you must be thinking that I'm mad. There's still like about 3 more weeks to Teacher's Day am yet I'm already preparing the present... But seriously, this present can't be done within 24 hours... Denise know what am I going to do for Miss Ang. Haha. So do I know what's she's going to do for Miss Ang. Haha. But all these are secrets... 不能说的秘密... K, I'm being lame again.

The present that I'm making for Miss Ang requries skills... :) Definately nothing to do with studies... Haha. Happy guessing. I mean you all can stop guessing now. Cause even if you guess the correct answer, I will still deny it. I'll post a picture of the present on my blog after I've given her the present... :) Anyway, this should be the first and last time i'm going to give such present ever again... It takes so much time... And I'm only doing this present every weekends. Every Friday and Saturday night till I feel like sleeping and that would definately be until about 1am.

That will depend on my mood. The reason why am I doing until so late is cause I fear I might not be able to complete it in time... K, let's not hope for the worst... :P I only have the time to do it during the weekends cause weekdays are reserve for my studies and some other things...

Talking about Teacher's day reminds me about teachers... The happy and sad moments I had with Miss Goh during my primary school days.

I remembered one incident where by I was badly scolded by her. That was in primary 5. I remembered I waited for Mandy to complete her corrections before we proceed to the music room for our music lesson. When we reached there, she actually lock the room up. Gosh! So Mandy and I went back to the class room and waited for the lesson to end. I know that's playing truant... But who cares I was like very angry that day. When the lesson ended, she requested to see the both of us and she nagged and nagged and nagged... The nagging lasted for only 15 minutes fortunatly. :)

The other occasion was when two Choir member was requested to apologise to her. That day we went to the old folks home. Then this two choir members, nevermind, I shall name them D and T. D and T started to say something that their not suppose to. Then their asked to stand outside the hall as a form of punishment. When the whole choir was ready to leave, they were left there. So Miss Goh send someone to ask them to broad the bus which will be sending us back to school. When they broaded the bus, Miss Goh expected them to apologise. T knew that they were wrong so he apologise. While D still think that he has not done anything wrong and aoplogised is a manner as if he's forced to. Miss Goh was not sastified with his apology and expected him to apologise from the bottom of his heart.

So he said," Sorry Miss Goh." But it just sound so not sincer. So Miss Goh explain," I don't need you to say sorry for the sake of saying. I just need you to say it from the bottom of your heart." D got so fustrated and started saying in a rude manner," Then what you want?! You want me to kneel down and apologise?!" Before any of us could react, his knees were already on the ground and he said," Sorry Miss Goh, can you PLEASE forgive me?" Gosh! We were like all stunned. I was like think: Must you go to the extend that you need to kneel down in front of everybody's eyes just to apologise to a teacher? Don't you find it embrassing?

I think Miss Goh was shocked too. But she remained calm and said," I don't need you to kneel down to apologise, I just need you to apologise from the bottom of your heart. Is that really so difficult?" I think this message has really sent straight into D's brain. I think this was when he just realise he was really wrong and apologise again. This time we could really sense that it's from the bottom of his heart. At that point of time, I was starring at Miss Goh and was thinking: Wow! Miss Goh, you're really my superwoman man... Haha. Just then I realise Miss Goh starring at me. I think she's asking for my opinion on the incident that just happended a min ago as I was the eldest among the rest. But I think she saw the shocking and stunned look on my face so she didn't ask. Haha.

I also remembered there were two incident that we really touched her heart that she cried. Haha. Once was when we gave her a simple wedding present. That saturday, our choir instructor taught us a new song. We sang it and after we had sort of mastered the song, they recorded it down and told us that's Miss Goh's favourite song. And that day she was going for the ROM thingy. Two weeks later, they showed us the video clip of the ROM ceremony. Gosh! Miss Goh actually cried just because of that song??? Haha. Somehow, we just find her very emotional although she's fat... Haha. *No Offence please....

The other occasion that we made her cried was on the last day of my prmary school life with DLSS Choir. That day we had a musical. At the end of the musical, we then learnt that that was Miss Goh's last day with us cause when school reopen, Miss Goh will be transferred to RGS. Gosh! I remembered how badly we all cried. We sang the song "You Raise Me Up" cause she really saw our progress within the 4 short year. and The primary 6s really had a lot of good memories with her. The primary 6s were more sad cause we don't know when will we be able to see her again after that night. She may return to DLSS for a visit again but the primary 6s are also going to another school. So we really didn't know when can we ever meet her again. true enough, I've not seen her since that day till today. After the song, we went up and gave her a BIG hug. Haha. I remembered that she whispered this into my ear when she gave a that BIG hug. She asked me to SMS her... DUH...

Has enough of those wonderful memories... The time is getting close to 1.30am again... think I got to go continue with the Teacher's day present again... NITE NITE!!!

安静的呐喊
♥4:25 PM



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