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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Friday, August 03, 2007
申老师 is really damn unreasonable and 偏心... Please lor! He said what 开始 then i just make a joke out of it but continuing "engine 开始" only then he scold me... lame lor he!

Then that time Jin Hao and Brian sleep in "he's" class then "he" scold them. And some more they only GOING to fall asleep leh... Then today Hui Voon fall asleep then he didn't even say anything lor! Some more Hui Voon is VICE-CHAIRMAN leh! for goodness sake! Vice-chairman can sleep then why we can't sleep. and her totally fall asleep leh! Not GOING to fall asleep lor. But that one we can't really blame her lar... shen jian lesson so boring... how can we not fall asleep??? Compared to Miss Ang's lesson... Gosh! she jian's lesson is totally so dead lor... people make noise only then he shouted,"安静!" Lame sia...

Forget it! Why should we care of teachers who show favouritism??? It's just a waste of time lar! This type of teachers are always like that one lar! Oh... just before I forget. Xi Yu and Melisa that gang if I'm not wrong they copy the idioms on to a piece of paper before Chinese test and put it inside their spectacles box. Then during the test they copy lar! Actually Brandon also wanted to did the same thing but shen jian only keep walking at my side there lar! Where Brandon is too... Just because we talk the most in class, does it means we'll also copy?! Erm... maybe Brandon will but he just wanted to pass his Chinese test for this once! But If you really want to pass, Then study for it! What's the use of copying when the good result doesn't belong to you?! It'd just a childish act lar please...

Worst part of all is that She Jian didn't walk or rather pay attention at Xi Yu that corner so of course they get to copy almost all the questions lar! And you know what he said when he return us back the test papers??? Gosh this is gonna make my blood boil man! He said some of us made an improvement while some of us still remain the same while some of us "deprove"... Then when he gave me back my paper he said i'm getting from bad to worst...! HELLO! Last term my marks are around 20 to 25... And now I got 27 and a half. There's still some improvement right?! Then Xi Yu got 30 something... should be around 32 half. And you know what he say? He said Xi Yu made a BIG improvement! I was like so fed up lar! BIG improvement?! Last term she use to fail Chinese class tests and now she came up to 30 plus... even if I were a teacher, I'll find it simply too ridicules... Where on Earth can you find a student who made such BIG improvement in their test results one?! I think i'm more fit then shen jian to be a teacher lar! He's totally unreasonable lar!... What sort of shit is this?! lame lar... Where got such teachers like him one you tell me?! Miss Ang is a much more greater teacher than him lar! Lame lame lame lame lame lame lame lame lame!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Shen Jian so LAME!!! This is obvious favouritism already lar har! I know Miss Ang do show favouritism to Hong Sing to at times but also not as worst as Shen Jian what right?! I'm so lucky i'm not in 1E4 or else he would be my form teacher.

Come to think of it, Miss Ang is the best form teacher among all the sec 1s form teacher... The rest are either unreasonable, no jokes, lame, too strict... Although Miss Ang's unreasonable at times, she still has her good points what right... compared to shen jian. I don't think he has any good points in terms of character... And Denise still tell me she jian is very soft hearted... I vomit blood man! He soft hearted?! Unless the sun rise from the west then i'll believe...

Enough of the unhappiness... lets talk about the Happy stuff. I've written a kind version of poem specially for Miss Ang. Here's how it goes...

Miss Ang
Kind, helpful
Helping, counselling, teaching
My light during my darkest period
Angel

wow! I really took a very long time to think of this poem... haha. Compared to the evil version, I really took a much longer time... haha. Maybe cause I see the more evil side of her more often then the kinder side of her... haha. MAYBE.

In case some of you forgot how then evil version sounds like, here it goes...

Teachers (referring to Miss Ang i the PAST)
Evil, unreasonable
Bullying, punishing, torturing
Shortening my life day by day
Murderer

guess now the evil version suits more on she jian. no longer suits Miss Ang. Then kinder version suits Miss Ang more than the evil version NOW.

Guess I should end here... got to go... BYE!

安静的呐喊
♥1:48 PM



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*Name: Venus Lee Yan 李缘
*Date Of Birth: 20th Feb 1994
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-Her Love
*Enjoying God's presence
*Reflecting
*Making song covers
*Making videos
*Looking at the moon
*Studying the meaning behind every song
*Singing
*listening to songs
*My friends
*Pursuing my dreams
*Writing phrases that speaks what I feel about certain matter
*Every talent I'm blessed with
*Listening to people
*Split personality
*Everything God has given me

-Her Detest
*Empty promises
*Lies
*Cowards

-Her Past
February 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 March 2010 May 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 January 2013 April 2013



-Exits
*BVSS*
ChUnWeN
JaSoN
TaN hUi JuAn
XiAo HuI
Xi Yu

*DESTINY IMPACT*
DeStInY iMpAcT
GlAdYs
EuNiCe

*DLSS*
BuNcHaNa

*FAMILY*
DaDdY
SaMuEl LeE wEi KaNg

*STARS*
OfFiCiAl JJ LiN jUn JiE 林俊杰's BlOg
Jimmy Lin Chi Ying 林志颖
Show Luo 罗志祥

*SENIORS*
LiNg HuAn

*TEACHERS*
MiSs AnG


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