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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Friday, September 14, 2007
Just a summary of what happen during the first week of school since school re-open after the September holidays.
Monday: I hate Monday the most. On that very first day, I tie has to be confiscated by Miss Ang. Was that the starting of my bad lucks? I really wonder who was the 'new comer' in my life that brings me all the bad luck to me. My 扫把星...
Anyway, Miss Ang still did return me back my tie. Haha. This proves something: Miss Ang's not that evil after all. Haha. Just that my collar button still has to be button up even though my tie was 'confiscated'. That really made me look like a nerd... Yucks!
This is part of Miss Ang's and my conversation on Tuesday night when I went online. The conversation started when Denise told me she has a 'quarrel' with Miss Ang online. Don't know what happen then Denise said something like,' Angry with some teacher who didn't open her big eyes!' Then Miss Ang said,' Then don't talk LOR.' And Denise replied,'K lar.' And both of them left the conversation, leaving Serene behind. Don't you people think it's very childish for a teacher to quarrel with her own student??? Duh right? Here was how our conversation started:
Me: heard about your childish act... can't imagine a teacher and student quarreling over silly things...
Miss Ang:at least it's better than some mature student who ask her evil 2 open her eyes big big. only 2 b disappointed.
Me:ai ya... that time forget lar. the most tomorrow i button up lor...
Miss Ang: it's not only button up lor
Me: fine! and tuck in... can?
Miss Ang: more than that (isn't she being too over demanding???)
Me: still got what? be your obedient 89757?
Miss Ang: that's impossible
Me:I'll prove u wrong...
Miss Ang:dun say too early
Me: u wait...
Miss Ang: ya ya dun tell me 2 open my big eyes again
Me: sure pb (Pooh Bear)
The second part of the conversation included Chloe.
Me:hihi
Miss Ang: is that Chloe or Sean?
Me: Chloe
Chloe: hello
Miss Ang: hi Chloe
Chloe: Venus why you so quiet?
Me: ai ya doing lit homework wad... (on the Internet)
Chloe: dun need hand up today.why in a rush?
Miss Ang: duh right do HW still 1 2 chat
Me: your prob meh?
Miss Ang: Venus Lee (I know my name very nice. Miss Ang jealous. Haha. :P)
Me: yes...
Chloe: lol
Miss Ang: what's yr prob talk until like that
Me: nothing
Miss Ang: so rude k
Me: sorry miss ang
Miss Ang: so much about keeping yr promise see what i told u dun give empty promise
Me: say sorry liao lar
Miss Ang: so what say sorry got use meh? not as if say sorry already will change haiz right Chloe?
Me: then wad... cancel cancel??? duh.
Miss Ang: haha
Isn't Miss Ang very demanding??? People do this, wrong. People do that, also wrong. Haiz... Sometimes really don't understand what she really want... Is she looking for trouble? Trouble is behind the tree. In case you don't understand, this started from a joke.
Once there was three people, name: Shut-up, trouble and manners. One day the three of them were playing hide-and-seek in the forest. A weird forest that have a toilet and a police post in the middle of it. Shut-up was suppose to look for trouble and manners. Trouble was hiding behind one of those trees in the forest. Manners was hiding behind the toilet. While searching for manners and trouble, shut-up met this police man.
Police: May I help you?
Shut-up: Yes
Police: What's your name?
Shut-up: shut-up
Police: That's so rude of you to ask me to shut up. Where are your manners?
Just then, manner's head pop out of the toilet door. shut-up saw and shouted,' In the toilet!'
Police: Are you looking for trouble?
Shut-up: Yes!
Duh. It's just a lame joke. So if you enjoy it, next time I share a more funnier joke compared to this joke. But I think most of you have heard of this joke before. I heard of it when I was only primary 2 from my brother.
Anyway, back to main point. I didn't mean to be rude to Miss Ang. Just wanted to make her angry. If you did realise, she look very alike to Pooh Bear whenever she's angry. Haha. So the lesson to be learn is that Miss Ang should smile more often so that she won't look like Pooh Bear. Haha. Anyway, I didn't expect her to be so disappointed. I didn't mean to make empty promises. But people take some time to change right?
It's easy for one to change for the worst, but it takes time and effort for one to change for the better. It's not easy for a student to change within a night just to be a good student that all teachers like, just to be those student that will please all teachers.
Miss Ang, give me some more time. I promise I'll change back to the 'ignorant' me again one of these days before the school closes for Dec holidays. I really didn't mean to make you disappointed.
Sorry Miss Ang for saying that sentence (Your prob meh?) and making you disappointed. I promise that I'll change for the better in future. I promise I'll button up and tuck in my shirt. I promise that no matter how small your eyes might grow in future, you'll still be able to see the improvement in me. Forgive me please?
Miss Ang, please forgive me because you wish to see the change in me and not because I beg you to do so. Not because for the sake of forgiving me. 原谅我好吗?
Anyway during Geosc lesson, Miss Tan gave us a 4 minutes break. And guess what, I doze off during that 4minutes. Didn't know mosters find their way that quickly...
Think I shall stop here for the time being. I got to go. Will continue with my post some other days. BYE!!!

安静的呐喊
♥6:03 PM



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