Yes! Haven't been blogging for a lo0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0og time... Main reason is because my computer broke down. I was like 'oh shit!' when I can't on the computer. So my computer was sent for repair. When the computer return home, I realise the nightmare had just begun. All The JJ pictures I've search is gone!!! All the songs I've installed into my computer is also GONE!!! Yucks! The next thing I realise is that the USB programme is also gone. That means I have to re-install it before I can transfer all the pictures from my hand phone to my computer. Well... that will mean I have to wait till I find the disc... The worst was when I realise I can't even connect to the Internet!!! What the hell was going on man! What's the use of being able to see the computer screen light up and not being able to use it?! Ya, there's only one thing I can do... play whatever game there is in the computer. Duh. Anyway that was what I was doing for the pass few days while waiting for people to come and fix my Internet. Now, finally, the nightmare is finally over... FINALLY!!! Haha.

I think I shall continue posting the next time after I've planned finish what I want to post. BYE!!!

Exams had passed, results are out and yet i had now posted a single post till today. Haiz. Cannot blame me cause my computer broke down just on the last day of the exam. Am i unlucky or did someone curse me??? Well, my computer is currently sent for repair and is not back yet. Well, you must be thinking 'then how did you post today'? Haha. Simple, ask mama for her laptop. Duh right? Gosh! What am I typing? I'm actually following Miss Ang... 'Duh-ing'. Haha.

Anyway, the only result I'm happy with for my end of year examinations is my Home Economics result cause that's the only subject that I score A1. Haha. Ya you didn't read wrongly, only Home Economics. Then you must be asking 'what about maths?' Yeah yeah... I didn't get A1 for maths. Sad. Anyway, can't blame me, the maths paper 2 was really difficult. I lost 11 marks due to incomplete questions. It's not that I don't know how to do you see, it's the lack of time. Ya, some of you must be thinking that I'm only looking for excuses but it's the fact. Well, it's up to you to believe anyway...

On Friday, some stupid thing happen. I was actually asked to write a 350 words essay on the topic 'why shouldn't I talk?' Duh right?! 2 reasons why I can't right an essay on this topic. Number 1, I didn't talk. Please, I just return eraser to Priya also call talking? I didn't even open my mouth! Then Jason just shout 'Miss Ang! Venus talking!'and she believe! Is she ****** or what? People say what she also believe? How if I tell her Jason go rob bank, she also believe is it? Toot eh... Anyway, because of that sentence that Jason shouted, Priya and I are asked to stand. Denise and Xi Yu also stood for the same lame+stupid+idiotic reason.

Then later Denise and I pass Calculator to each other. Can what, nothing wrong right? Miss Ang only say cannot talk, she didn't say cannot pass calculator. Then again Jason SHOUTED 'Miss Ang! Denise and Venus always type on the calculator then pass to each other!' Damn it man! Then Miss Ang made the both of us to write a 200 words essay on 'why shouldn't I talk?' Stupid right? Why should I write? I also didn't talk. Pass calculator also got wrong is it? She only say cannot talk. Highlight, cannot TALK. Other girls also got pass letter, then we only pass calculator what. Pass letter can, then pass calculator cannot?! What sort of logic is this. I mean this is not even a logic.

The second reason why can't I write this essay. Let's say I did talk, then Jason keep SHOUTING, then why should I write when Jason do not need to write?! Please, he's shouting while I'm talking. No logic right? Change the topic back to reality, I didn't talk and I have to write the stupid 350 words essay while Jason who SHOUT and SHOUT and SHOUT do not need to write? Does this make sense to you? Not only Priya, Xi Yu, Denise and I are the victims, even Xiao Hui and Melisa are the victims. The both of then only exchange magazines and they have to stand for that?! Miss Ang really very toot eh. People say what she also believe. She don't have eyes and ears to see and hear for herself meh? Must Jason inform her everything one is it? She always 不分青红皂白 then any how punish students. Can't she tell that Jason is trying to 'harm' the girls? Or is she really that horrible that she can't even tell who is the good and who is the bad?

Forget it. What's pass is already passed. There's no point thinking back now. Just like what JJ say when a reporter asked him if he ever regretted on doing something. He said' I don't regret on anything that I do. Everything we do, we'll learn a lesson from it. Including mistakes.' I think what he say is really true. Everything we do, we'll learn a lesson from it, including mistakes. Even if we didn't learn anything from it, what's pass is passed.It's not as if the moment you regret, the time will reverse for you to 're-act' the scene again right? So what's the point of regretting? Just like exams. If we don't get good results now, then why not work harder for the next exam instead of wasting our time regretting? What's the point? What's done is done, it can't be helped.

But remember this, there's always a second time for everything but some things, once you missed or lost it, there's no turning back. Treasure those around you, don't cry and regret only when you 'finally' lose it. Anyway, things will always be back to normal again after the storm is over. Quite a use full phrase that I learn while watching 'wei xiao pasta' : Just smile and there's nothing that you can't overcome '只要笑一笑，没什么事是过不了的'. It's true. I do that when I feel hopeless. Haha. Even during examinations. Haha. It's quite silly but at least it helps me to relax myself.

I'm a person who don't really love to wear watch.I remember I told papa this sentence when I notice the speed he's walking is too fast: Don't let the time take over your life, let your life take over the time. The meaning is very simple, Don't rush for time, plan your activity for the day properly so that you don't have to rush for time. People become stress, get high blood pressure and grow white age at such a young age because the are always rushing for time. Why don't you just relax and look at thing positively? For example when you're later for school. Don't be too upset, just take it that you're fated to be late on that day. But of course not that you purposely sleep very late and oversleep the next morning and reach school late and just think that you're fated to be late on that day. That's another case then. That's because you didn't make the effort to wake up early.

Anyway, I just wish to say is that we should always look at things from the positive side and not the negative side. Maybe it's this positive side of me that makes people think that I'm one without trouble. But who don't have any trouble???