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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Thursday, November 29, 2007
我李缘!从今天以后,再也不要让她看不起了!明年,我一定要考进最好的班!证明给她看,她对我的看法,从头开始是错的!扫把星!你等着瞧!!!我不需要你来entertain我,我的日子没了你,我还是过得下去的!你以为你是谁?!难道你认为你不entertain我,我就会死吗?!扫把星!从今天开始!我会证明给你看!证明给你看,你真的是我的扫把星!!!
*Miss Ang, DON'T think the jinx I'm refferring to is you k??? Cause is really not you.

安静的呐喊
♥9:23 PM

Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Today so happy. Papa bring our whole family to Sentosa. If i didn't remember wrongly, the last time I went to Sentosa was when I was 4 years old! WOW... that's... erm... 1... 2... 3... 9 years ago! That's really a long time ago. Wait! I think I was only last year... for the P6 camp. But we didn't explore the whole Sentosa like we did today. Haha.

We took many pictures and videos. Well, most of the videos were taken by me! Yeah! That's obviously my hands are not that shaky as compared to mama. Bleah... XD

Can't really balme mama for that cause I have undergo some basic trainings when I was in P5&6. I was in the erm... 'PA club' the club that help to set up all the microphones and everything for assembly. I was also recommended by the head of the P.A. team to be the next 'head'. Haha.

Talking about holidays, papa came back to Singapore for 10 days. The amazing thing was that during the short 10 days, papa, kor kor and I watch3 movies!!! I'm not lying. The 1st m0vie that we watch was 'Enchanted'. The 2nd movie was 'Fred Clause' and the last movie was 'Bee Movie'. Then 1st movie we watch because papa say he want to watch movie. Then the second movie was because I told papa that Vivo City the Golden Village got the 'Gold Class Seat'. So papa say 'then lets go Vivo tomorrow to watch movie and seat on the Golden seat' I was like 'huh? u serious ar?' True enough, papa, kor kor and I go to Vivo just to watch movie and seat the 'Golden Seat'. But heaven wasn't on our side. The 'Golden Seat' was only available for the movie 'Enchanted' which we had watched the day before. But since we came ll the way from Choa Ch Kang to Vivo City, we decided to watch a movie. But bad luck all the movies available is all NC16. So the next show that was not a NC16 show was 'Fred Claus'. So we decided to watch it then.

The following day we went to west mall to eat, fix my hand phone and fix my memory card. We expected it to take quite a long time. but it took only the most 2hr. Soto waste time, papa suggested again 'Let's go catch another movie!' Then I was like 'What?! Daddy, you crazy ar?' But kor kor reaction was different. His reaction was 'Huh? West Mall got what movie?' Then papa replied 'The Bees' Then I was thinking 'Got such movie as the bees meh?' Then I suddenly remember of 'Bee Movie' Haiz... Think papa is really in love with Movies. Haha.

Tomorrow papa leaving Sigapore and back to Cambodia again... Haiz. :'(

安静的呐喊
♥4:27 PM

JJ.Lin 林俊杰 [不流泪的机场]MV
Thursday, November 15, 2007

This is 不流泪的机场 MV. JJ wrote this song specially for all his fans. It is a nice song... listen to it man... haha.

安静的呐喊
♥12:17 AM

Thursday, November 08, 2007
Phew! Finally have got the time to update some pictures again...




Here's the pictures of 'The Three Crazy Girls'... Haha. This picture was taken on Teacher's Day when we went back to visit some ex-teachers. The one on the right is Janice. The one in the middle is Jia Min. And of course the one on the left is ME!!! Haha. Janice and I are good friends. Even up till today. Some times I'll call Janice over to my house and help me solve some Maths questions... Some times, we will always call each other to go down to the park to jog. Ya.. leaving out Jia Min. Is not that we purposely leave her out. Is just that we always forget about her. Or is either she can't go down... Maybe there will be a day where the three of us can finally jog together... Haha.



This a picture of me. With balloon covering my face... Haha. I'm on TV!!! Lame... This picture was taken by Janice. That time we went back to De La Salle for fun. We went to look for Janice mama. We found her in the AVA room. Some of the teachers were also there. They're all learning how to make dog and all sort of pattern by using balloons. 1st, they must know how to blow a balloon. I was bored that I started picking up all sort of colour of balloon that I see and cover my face with them. Then I ask Janice to take a picture of me... Haha. The both of us was like 2 sec 1 girls sitting at the corner and acting like 2 p1 kids... Doing all the childish things. Haha.

This picture was taken in my house when Janice came over to help me with my homework on Sunday. We started munching on some see weeds when she started grumbling that she's hungry. Then I started posing then we started taking pictures again... But of course after while, we got back to homework mood again. I mean I got back to homework mood while Janice was still in her eating mood. Haha. So much fun and laughter and without noticing, it was already 6.30pm!!! Think the both of us just can't stop laughing when we're together. Just like when I'm with Denise in school.

More pictures shall be updated other day... Some pictures that I take with papa, mama and Kor Kor+'babali'(Actually is Beverly, my dearest maid... Haha. I always call her babali) Haha. See you!!!

安静的呐喊
♥5:10 AM

Monday, November 05, 2007
I think I'm gonna be fat soon. My everyday lunch will always be at least 3hr. It's true! I'm not lying... My lunch for the past3 days consist of: Normal lunch e.g. rice, fish. 1 cup of sweet drink, 2 types of fruits, 1 mango pudding and lots of snacks!!! Can I not grow fat if I continue eating like that? But some thing's not right, my weight is still remaining at 46kg. Is 46kg considered heavy for a 1.59m tall girl like me? According to health booklet, I'm under weight. Haha. Can't believe. Eat so much still underweight.
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Suddenly remember of teacher & parent meeting session day. There's something I can never forget. Mama told Miss Ang that I say Miss Ang is my favourite teacher or something like that. Or I think mama told Miss Ang that I say she's a very good teacher. Gosh! Seriously, I don't remember telling mama about that. Since when did I ever admit that Miss Ang i my favourite teacher? Haiz... and Miss Ang's reaction was like 'oh.. is it?' Actually if she's not so naggy, not so unreasonable (at times) and be more kind, maybe she's really my favourite teacher. Or maybe if I had not me Miss Goh, Mis Ang might have been my favourite teacher since long time ago. But the wonderful times Janice, Jia Min and had shared with Miss Goh, they're just unforgettable memories.
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Some memories really can't b forgotten just like that. There's three teachers that I had met. So surprisingly, the three of them look so alike. My piano teacher, Miss Nancy, My primary 4 form teacher, Miss Awe and My secondary 1 teacher, Miss Ang. I'm not lying. The 3 of them really look very alike. Especially Miss Awe and Miss Ang. I remember on teacher's day, I went back t De La Salle. Honestly, I forgotten all about Miss Awe. Until when I was about to leave the school, I saw her. And guess what was my reaction... I almost freak out. At the very moment, I was thinking 'why is Miss Ang here?' Haha. thinking of it makes me laugh... They really look very alike. But one thing, Miss Awe doesn't look like a pooh bear, unlike Miss Ang. But somehow, they just look alike. Initially I was thinking was it because of their size? But after thinking for a while, their face also look very alike.
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Something similar about the both of them, as in character,is that the both of them love to bully students and make student carrying things for them from the classroom to the staff room. Even simple things like pencil box. Is their pencil box really that heavy that they can't even carry it by themselves? Weird teachers... haha. Anyway, I just hope that Miss Ang won't be offended when she read this post cause I just stating what I see+hear... But if I've really offended her, then all I can do is to say 'sorry Miss Ang for offending you. I'll try not to offend you again is future (if I can).'
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Don't think I have much more thing to post. Or rather much more time to post as the time is going to be 1am soon. Haha. Think I shall go and continue with my Korean drama now... BYE!!! Night Night... and sweet dreams...

安静的呐喊
♥4:54 PM



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-The Girl
*Name: Venus Lee Yan 李缘
*Date Of Birth: 20th Feb 1994
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*AKA: Retarded Over Turn Blonde Turtle

-Her Love
*Enjoying God's presence
*Reflecting
*Making song covers
*Making videos
*Looking at the moon
*Studying the meaning behind every song
*Singing
*listening to songs
*My friends
*Pursuing my dreams
*Writing phrases that speaks what I feel about certain matter
*Every talent I'm blessed with
*Listening to people
*Split personality
*Everything God has given me

-Her Detest
*Empty promises
*Lies
*Cowards

-Her Past
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-Exits
*BVSS*
ChUnWeN
JaSoN
TaN hUi JuAn
XiAo HuI
Xi Yu

*DESTINY IMPACT*
DeStInY iMpAcT
GlAdYs
EuNiCe

*DLSS*
BuNcHaNa

*FAMILY*
DaDdY
SaMuEl LeE wEi KaNg

*STARS*
OfFiCiAl JJ LiN jUn JiE 林俊杰's BlOg
Jimmy Lin Chi Ying 林志颖
Show Luo 罗志祥

*SENIORS*
LiNg HuAn

*TEACHERS*
MiSs AnG


-The Talkings


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