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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Thursday, December 13, 2007
Phew! Finally got the time to post again. Have not been blogging for the past few days. Just came back from the class gathering. Is 2006, DLSS 6F class gathering. Surely is not 2007 BVSS class gathering. Cause I'm, very sure that if it is 1E1 class gathering, I'll definately not turn up. I don't know if it is because I'm not very close with the class or is it because I don't feel like seeing Miss Ang. Maybe is because of all the horrible memories I had in BVSS. In BVSS, I just can't feel the happiness I had in DLSS. I think when I leave BVSS, I won't be as sad as when I leave DLSS. Despite many people say Secondary school life is more fun than Primary school life. Cause I feel the opposite.

Never mind, back to main point. Today's class gathering is not as fun as last year's. Cause this year no dinner provided and no BBQ. They say cause scared of bad weather... Haiz... It some how ended up that we have to go to Yew Tee the food court to have our dinner. Lucky Janice say she treat me. Cause she have $12 with her... Then when we were about to go home, I called mama and mama say no one at home, she bring ah ma back home and my maid go with her to buy something. Then I realise I forgot to bring my keys out. So I have to wait till 8 plus then I just can go home.

In the mean time, Janice, Daphne, Sherlyn and I go shopping... Haha. Shopping as in 'shopping'... Cause Yew Tee nothing to shop. So the four of us are like walking and walking around Yew Tee like crazy girls... The most terrible thing was that I'm wearing those adult shoes which I had never worn before. I look like a retard, struggling with the damn shoes. I even ask Janice if she want to join me in walking around Yew Tee 'Shopping Center' bear footed. Haha. But of course we didn't. :P

Oh... saw Mandy today. Then we were like talking about Huhan and the 1E4 guys. Then we were like imitating the way Huhan walk in school for the class to see and we all went laughing. Haha.

Really have a good time today, Janice and I took many pictures today but my phone is like with her... and her phone is with me... So can't download the pictures now cause I don't have her phone cable. Shall download it other day. Oh! By the way, the both of us wore the same clothes today. I mean same design but different colour. It's a dress. The dress is Mummy Wong buy for me when they go Thailand. So Janice got the blue one while I got the PINK one... Pink... Bleah... So girl. But it's from my Mummy Wong so... ya... Anyway, as what Miss Ang said, 'It's the thought that counts...' But I think it look quite good... :)

I think I got to go now. Tomorrow still have to go back to DLSS for a visit to Mr. Chia. His last year in DLSS. Next year he leaving so... ya... Farewell ABC... Haha.

安静的呐喊
♥3:26 PM

感情线 MV
Wednesday, December 05, 2007

This is an MV by 183 Club. This is also the 插曲 for 'The magicians of love'(爱情魔法师). Out of the 5 of them, 4 of them are acting in the show. AlthoughI don't like 183 club, but I must say that this song is really nice... :)

安静的呐喊
♥1:35 PM

林俊傑來叫你起床啦~
Monday, December 03, 2007

No matter how much you dislike JJ, you can never deny that JJ is really very cute inthis short video. :P

安静的呐喊
♥2:52 PM

Saturday, December 01, 2007
Thinking of the post I posted yesterday, it was really stupid la... 我又不是为了别人而活的,我何必管人家这么想。只要我开心就好了!也许中三我不会进好班,但是管它的,只少我有一个永远关心我的家人。

Papa, only encourage me to do better in the upcoming exams when I get poor results. Mama, always working harder to provide us with a better life. Kor kor, giving me tuition to help me with my homework. Jie(my maid), reminding me to do this and that everyday.

Though sometimes I don't like things that my family members had done for me, but I still appreciate what they had done for me. Cause after all, it's all for my own good.

K... I think my show is here... got to go now. The pictures, I'll post... maybe tomorrow or the next time I use the computer again... Haha. BYE.

安静的呐喊
♥3:45 AM



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-The Girl
*Name: Venus Lee Yan 李缘
*Date Of Birth: 20th Feb 1994
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*E-mail: Venus_lee_yan@hotmail.com
*AKA: Retarded Over Turn Blonde Turtle

-Her Love
*Enjoying God's presence
*Reflecting
*Making song covers
*Making videos
*Looking at the moon
*Studying the meaning behind every song
*Singing
*listening to songs
*My friends
*Pursuing my dreams
*Writing phrases that speaks what I feel about certain matter
*Every talent I'm blessed with
*Listening to people
*Split personality
*Everything God has given me

-Her Detest
*Empty promises
*Lies
*Cowards

-Her Past
February 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 March 2010 May 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 January 2013 April 2013



-Exits
*BVSS*
ChUnWeN
JaSoN
TaN hUi JuAn
XiAo HuI
Xi Yu

*DESTINY IMPACT*
DeStInY iMpAcT
GlAdYs
EuNiCe

*DLSS*
BuNcHaNa

*FAMILY*
DaDdY
SaMuEl LeE wEi KaNg

*STARS*
OfFiCiAl JJ LiN jUn JiE 林俊杰's BlOg
Jimmy Lin Chi Ying 林志颖
Show Luo 罗志祥

*SENIORS*
LiNg HuAn

*TEACHERS*
MiSs AnG


-The Talkings


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