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目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
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面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲
那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰
没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过
最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们
曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我
那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰
为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂
最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们
曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我
最终才明白
口中的你是我
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《19天的折磨》
没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎
逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码
痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱
剥开所有伤口
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内心的无奈
Lots of things to post and yet don't know where to begin. Anyway, there's something 89757 think she should have told Miss Ang long time ago, but if she tell, then wouldn't Daren be in a deep trouble? Never mind, 89757 guess she shall take the risk to tell on her blog since then situation have come to this stage.
Earlier this week, Daren drew a picture on Miss Ang. which look kind of insulting. Denise and I decided to show it to Miss Candy Tan (Whatever her name is, who ask her to 'betray us'?) and made her guess who was that. So Denise told her that person in the picture wearing a pair of ear-ring that day, by right Miss Ang wears a pair of ear-ring everyday. Then Denise said she paint her toe nails. And it was... pearl colour on that day... I think if I didn't remember wrongly. But Miss Tan can't figure it out, instead she made us carry her stuff for her to the staff room.
On the way there, we saw Miss Ang and some teachers going to lunch I think. Then Denise and I started to laugh. Because of “说曹操,曹操到。”“说Miss Ang,Miss Ang 到。”Ya.. I know is lame. But Denise and I always laugh at lame stuff you see. So... ya... Then we told Miss Tan,' That person just walk pass you.' believing that she won't let the cat out of the bag. Then I think she understand what we meant. So she kept asking who was the one who draw it.
So we told her cannot tell, cause we will be kind of betraying our friend if we say. Then she kept asking and asking. And finally she said,' K... you all tell me who drew the picture, I PROMISE WON'T tell Miss Ang.' Highlight! PROMISE! Then we were asking... so what we tell her. So she said she will punish that person. But we still refuse to tell her, so she said,' You see ar... If you tell me, then only that person will get the scolding, but if you don't tell me then I'll tell Miss Ang about the picture then the whole class will get it from her.'
So Denise and I was like 'huh...' So yesterday, I asked her,' Miss Tan, you still want to know who drew the picture?' Then she gave me that type of very excited look and kept nodding her head. So I told her that I'll tell her after school but she must remind me. but she didn't.
Instead, she told Miss Ang about the picture today when she met her! Then what was her promise about? Miss Ang use to say students always make empty promises, then what about teachers? Don't they make empty promises too? To think that Miss Tan is so trust able. Guess that was only our childish thinking.
Anyway, those above were pass. The following is the key thing that 89757 wish to be honest to Miss Ang. When we found out that Miss Ang knew about the drawing today, we took out the drawing and erase it and drew a new picture, which was completely different from the original drawing. So, ya... the picture Miss Ang saw today was totally different from the picture that Miss Tan saw. But If Miss Ang really want the 'original' picture, I can send it to her, I took a picture of it the other day at home with my hand phone. The 'original' picture was a fat woman with small eyes, fat hairy hands and 10 monster fingers.
Ya, It really look very horrible, so we re-draw it until it became a slim woman with long hair, smooth skin and a smiley face. It look totally different/opposite can...
Phew, now I feel so relax telling the truth. The feeling is just like putting a heavy load off from my body. Now the black cloud above my head is finally gone! Seriously, I don't know am I doing the right thing by telling this truth on my blog or not. Cause if Miss Ang really did read this post, then Daren might be in trouble but If I didn't make this post, I'll be telling a lie. I don't remember robots telling a lie. Just kidding. But am I really doing the right thing?
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Enough of that. Lets talk about the upcoming Chinese singing competition. Honestly, up to now, I still don't know what song I'm going to sing! The audition is like in 6 days time and yet I've not thought of a song. Oh... Don't worry, I'm not going to sing any JJ's song. His songs are like just too challenging.
Actually I was thinking about playing the piano and singing myself. But the only song I've kind of master the piano piece is 童话 and that song is like so old fashion now. But wouldn't be cool if I can play the piano and sing on my own? Then that shall be a 自弹自唱 competition then. Haha.
I now like kind of desperate to get 1st cause Mr Shen Jian say he will give me treat if I get 1st. Then my maid say she will treat me Pizza if I get 1st. Had not made a bet with mama and papa. Haha. Anyway, I don't think mama and papa know I'm going for that competition. Haha. Weird right? My maid knows and yet my papa mama don't know about it. Papa can be excuse cause he is in overseas, but mama?
We are like living in the same house but I don't talk to her about school. But she will forever be nagging at me asking me to bath, to do my homework. I ever tried to make her stop nagging by trying to complete all my homework and bath before she comes home. But I failed. I think that would be quite impossible. Cause every time I do finish my school homework, she will ask me to do my tuition homework given by my brother.
Yup! That's right! My brother is my private tutor. Honestly, I don't like him to tutor me. He will scold me stupid and all that if he explain things and I don't get it. I'm like 'Huh? Got such teacher like that one meh? Scold students stupid...' Maybe I'm really stupid cause I tend to forget things very easily and do careless mistakes. And I'll forget the maths formula or rather mix them up.
I'm really kind of blur at times especially when I just wake up in the morning and have tuition. I'll be like a blur sotong sitting there listening to my brother teaching/nagging. Then is like one ear in, one ear out. Haha. So I'll keep on 'huh?' Then he will get fed up and scold me stupid. Am I really that stupid? Never mind, who knows anyway. As long as I think I'm not, I doesn't matter what others think of me.
Think I shall stop here. It's getting late. Night!