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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Yeah! I can skip choir next Wednesday 20th Feb 2008 with mama's permision. Haha. It's a very special day for me. You know what day is it? Nevermind if you don't know. Haha. Cause you don't need to know too.

The reason I'm dying to skip choir is because I don't want to see 'Ms Ang's' face on that day. Don't be mistaken. Is not Miss Ang Bee Lee, is 'Miss Grace Ang'. Yup! That fatty. I know I shouldn't be calling people names but she's just that idiotic that I don't think she deserve my respect. So what if she's OLDER than me? She what if she's bigger is position and SIZE than me? She just simply rude and she has serious attitude problem.

Just because I doze off during choir lesson she say my attitude sucks. Wa fuck la. My attitude sucks her attitude fuck ar! I don't care if I offend her or not, who ask her to offend me first? Hello! When people doze off, you think they wish ar? If people doze off means they are way too tired right? So if you are too tired and when people tries to wake you up, you will obviously be very reluntant right? Then to wake my up she go tickle me with her big fat fingers.

Tickling is not a problem. The problem is, of all place she can tickle, she tickle my armpit! Fuck ar! Is she a pervert of what?! If not because I'm in quite a good mood on that day and because I'm very tired, I would have stand up and slap her man! So what if I have to write an incident report for that? She was in the wrong in the first place! But all because of her action, mt mood change from quite good to super bad.

So on Wednesday, which is also my birthday, I don't want to go choir to see her fat face and let her ruin my day. The best is that I don't even have to see her on that day. Anyway, that's not the end of the story yet.

Near the end of choir lesson,she even told me ,' You're very lucky that I didn't shout at you already ar...' Hello! Shouldn't she be very lucky that I didn't slap her?! I know she chairman! Very BIG!!! Her size very big! Like a King Kong! But don't you think her attitude is horrible?

Is not only that incident k... On Monday, Choir practice was cancled but I didn't tell Chunwen because Denise was rushing for time. And I only knew it during music lesson when Mdm Toh told be. But the period after that was VE which was also english common test. So I didn't have a chance to tell her.

So she waited outside the Choir room until it was kind of late. So she decided to ask Grace cause she's the chairman of choir. She ask very politely k... she said ,' Grace, today got choir or not?' And you guess what's that fatty's answer. She gave Chunwen that type very of very angry look and tell her ,' You say LEH?' Hello! People ask you nicely and yet you reply to people like this?!

She should go ask Mdm Toh to comfirm right?! And she still dare to tell me my attitude sucks! Wa!!! Her attitude is SO GOOD! Her attitude is the BEST in the world! She always scold others but she has never once ask herself if she had done anything wrong or not. Chairman so what? I scared ar?!

By the way, she's that fat. Miss Ang Bee Lee is only like 3/4 of her size. Not only I don't like her k... Almost the whole choir don't like her. I really wonder how the teacher choose the choir chairman. I was like 'Are the teachers blind or something? Nevermind anyway she's going to step down soon. And besides, it's not worth it getting angry with such people like her.

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Come to think of it, I think the Lee and Ang family can never be together. So many Ang people that I don't like. Examples are:

1) Ang Wei Cheng - The one who broke my heart.
2) Grace Ang - The one who offend me
3) Mr Ang - The one who always likes to bully me when I'm back in De La Salle.

Think three is enough. Miss Ang is still not that bad. I'll put her under the kind section. On the other hand, there are some Ang people who I consider them kind. Example:

1) Miss Ang Bee Lee
2) Randy Ang
3) Vickie Ang

Yup! They are the few king Ang soul that I've met. Haha. I think Tan and Lim/Lin are the kindest. Is not because of Denise Tan and JJ Lin. Is just that I really think they are the kindest group of people. Example:

1) Denise Tan
2) Tan Hui Juan
3) Melisa Lim
4) Lim Hui Voon

I consider as the kind souls of my life. Haha. Haiz... Feel like quiting choir. If one day I were to quit choir, you'll know it is all because of... em... ya... you know... Haha. That should be all for now. Got to go!!! Nite Nite!!! :)

安静的呐喊
♥2:32 AM



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*Name: Venus Lee Yan 李缘
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*Reflecting
*Making song covers
*Making videos
*Looking at the moon
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*Singing
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*My friends
*Pursuing my dreams
*Writing phrases that speaks what I feel about certain matter
*Every talent I'm blessed with
*Listening to people
*Split personality
*Everything God has given me

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*Empty promises
*Lies
*Cowards

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*DESTINY IMPACT*
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*DLSS*
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*STARS*
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