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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Yeah! Today is my birthady! Wow. This day only comes once a year. Haha. Everybody seemed to be trying to get me a birthday present according to my wish. Papa come back about 2 weeks ago during Chinese New Year. Then he asked me what do I want for my birthday present. But I had not thought of one so I just said 'I don't know'. Haha.

Other than that, Denise bought me a 1000 piece 'JJ Lin' puzzle. I had completed one at home already. But I'm almost very free everyday so I wished for a puzzle to accompany me when I'm bored. Haha.

Then today afternoon, mama came to school and pick me up for lunch at Lot 1. On our way there, she asked me what do I want for my birthday present. So I think for quite a while and finally said 'BAG!' Haha. So after lunch, mama bring me up to the 'Yellow' shop and bought me a $49 bag. Haha.
When I came home from Lot 1, Bunchana called me at around 5 and he asked me what present do I want for my birthday present. Haha. Isn't it weird? 4 people trying to grant me my birthday present wish. I've never felt so blessed before eh. But I told him I don't know cause I can't think of anything I wanted at that point of time.

So the conclusion is that, papa and bunchana still owe me a birthday present. Haha. Just Kidding. Anyway, papa and Bunchana have to wait till I think of what I want then thay can just start buying me my birthday present. Haha. :P

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Anyway, I've finally know her biggest secret. Haha. Something that she had kept me in the dark for about 1 week. Haha. And she said it out accidentally. Gosh! What a fool she is. Haha.

Enough talking about her biggest secret. Lets change the subject. Denise was telling me she wants to go on a diet and you guess what's her reason? She told me she didn't want to suffer the same fate as Miss Ang. Haha. You get it? She didn't want to be left on the shelf. Haha.

Talking about that reminds me something that happened on Monday when everybody FINALLY realise Miss Ang is 28 years old. The class was laughing at her claiming that they thought she's 30 plus. Haha. I don't think she look that old right? Anyway, Miss Ang was saying 'What's wrong with being 28?!'

Honestly speaking, the first answer that came to my mind was 'There's nothing wrong with being 28, but there's something wrong with being 28 and yet not having a single boyfriend yet.' Haha. I was like think, Miss Goh who is fatter and shorter than Miss Ang can get married at the age of 27 so why can't she even get herself a boyfriend?

Maybe she should starting promoting herself on Mocca.com soon. Haha. Just Kidding. Won't it be very cheap to promote yourself on Mocca.com? I think if I were her I would rather be single than to promote myself. It sounds like an insult, selling your body.

Haiz. Tomorrow have Geography Common Test and yet I'm still here posting. The time now is like 9.44pm and yet I've not taken my dinner yet. Think I'm going to skip dinner tonight again. Don't really have any appetite to eat now a days. But the funny thing is that when I eat, I loose weight. When I don't eat, I put on weight. And if I didn't remember wrongly, my weight now is 47kg. Denise say that I don't look like 47kg. Haha. Do I look like 47kg to you???

安静的呐喊
♥1:55 PM



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*Name: Venus Lee Yan 李缘
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-Her Love
*Enjoying God's presence
*Reflecting
*Making song covers
*Making videos
*Looking at the moon
*Studying the meaning behind every song
*Singing
*listening to songs
*My friends
*Pursuing my dreams
*Writing phrases that speaks what I feel about certain matter
*Every talent I'm blessed with
*Listening to people
*Split personality
*Everything God has given me

-Her Detest
*Empty promises
*Lies
*Cowards

-Her Past
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-Exits
*BVSS*
ChUnWeN
JaSoN
TaN hUi JuAn
XiAo HuI
Xi Yu

*DESTINY IMPACT*
DeStInY iMpAcT
GlAdYs
EuNiCe

*DLSS*
BuNcHaNa

*FAMILY*
DaDdY
SaMuEl LeE wEi KaNg

*STARS*
OfFiCiAl JJ LiN jUn JiE 林俊杰's BlOg
Jimmy Lin Chi Ying 林志颖
Show Luo 罗志祥

*SENIORS*
LiNg HuAn

*TEACHERS*
MiSs AnG


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