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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Haiz... This is sickening. One of the events I hate of the year. The Class Cheer Competition thing. Last year I was in the Action Committee. And this year I'm in the Props Committee. Think I prefer being in the Action Committee. Cause all I ever did last year was to plan the standing arrangement.

This year, I have to do the cutting and paste-ing! I cut the value 'Compassion for others' and 'Integrity in character'. And for paste-ing, I did 'Compassion for others', 'Integrity in character', 'Perseverance for excellence' and 'Responsibility in action'! That's like almost all the five value except for 'Respect for self and others'.

This is crap man... the worst part is about the printing of the letters. I could hardly figure out the letters. K... must clarify something here or else she will think that I'm blaming her. For the printing thingy, it's not at all Miss Ang's fault. Think we were to blame someone or that printing, it should be either the school or the damn printer. Just for Integrity itself, I have to spent about one hour tracing the letters out!

Then 1/2 an hour to cut the damn thing out and another 1/2 hour to paste the double sided tape at the back of the letters and paste it onto the board! Just one board and it took me about 2 hours! Imagine how long did I take to do 2 boards! Luckily for 'Compassion for others', some of the letters are already cut out by... If I'm, not wrong, is either Riyaas or Xi Yu.

Anyway today's cheer rehearsal was fantastic! We actually decided to change everything at the very last minute and I can guarantee you if nothing goes wrong this year, 2E1 will get at least top 3 position among the Sec 2 level! Yup! That's the confidence I have in 2E1 this year. By the way, this is our very first and last practice for Monday's cheer competition. Haha.

Oh! By the way, what ever Kirthika and Priya cut out was a totally different front from what she printed which is irritating. I hate doing things that is wrong. As in I don't paste things that are cut wrongly.

But this time, I broke it. If only there's only enough time for me to re-do all the boards and if only Miss Ang agrees to re-print everything again, I would have re-do everything. Is like you go compare 'Compassion for others' and 'Integrity in action' with the rest of the boards. You can obviously tell that the cuttings are done by different people. *That none applicable to you if you are blind.

Ok. I'm not complaining all these because I'm not willing to do the work. But it's like didn't Miss Ang say one person do one board. And yet everybody don't want to do, complain about the wordings then push here push there and ended up everything landed on the 'innocent' me?! Of cause if everything is push to me because Miss Ang wants me to do then I'll do everything without any complain. But now it's not the case.

Just like what Denise said, every time they don't want to do the work then they will push everything to me then when they hand up the work, Miss Ang will think is all they do because I don't look like those who bothers about such thing and those who have 'good' cutting skills and in the end, all the credits go to them! This is INJUSTICE! It's not that I'm asking for reward but who wishes for things to be done by you and yet credit goes to others?!

Imagine if you are me, what will your feelings be? I hate people to take things for granted. Is like every time a task is assigned to them, they will accept it. And when they are doing till half way then they find it difficult, they will push it to others. That's not all k... Is like if things goes wrong about the boards, they will claim that is I do. Then who's fault is it?

Mine isn't it?! Is like credits they accept, responsibility, they push. What the fuck is this man! I'm not being vulgar. But... forget it. No use explaining. It doesn't really matter now cause the board has been handed up. Anyway, no use talking about all these now cause it's already in the past. Complaining/grumbling now doesn't turn the time back.

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Just realise I have been using two idioms on Denise these few days. '心如刀割' and '兴高采烈' Haha. Is like every time she can't find her beloved Rubik's cube, then she will start whining 'Where's my RUBIK'S CUBE...?' then I'll start giving her that expression like as if you're in pain and say 'Oh no... 心如刀割' Then when she found it, I'll say 'Oh! 兴高采烈' Haha. You will find out the reason why one day.

Maybe one day when she's ready to let me tell the reason, then I'll tell, but that all depends on my mood. Haha. And must depend on Denise's mood too. Haha. That day when Mr. Hong confiscated her Rubik's cube when she was playing in class, I was like 'Oh... Poor Denise. 心好痛哦... 心如刀割' Then when Mr. Hong returned her her Rubik's cube at the end of the lesson, I was looking at her and realise that she was smiling so happily so I told her 'Wa... So happy ar? 兴高采烈!' Haha. Denise is quite poor thing that she have such lame friend like me who only know two Chinese idioms. Haha.

The reason why I said she's quite unlucky because I'm lame but at the same time, she's also lucky cause I gave her a very nice birthday present last year. I bought her a... if I didn't remember wrongly the price, is an $** (The prize is a secret. but is between $10 and $20 if I'm not wrong. Haha.) CD. In the CD, it contains a JJ necklace + a GIANT JJ poster + JJ watch cum key chain + JJ 《西界》 album + 《杀手》& 《发现爱》 DVD MV! It sounds like as if she strike Toto to have such big present from me isn't it?

Talking about JJ CDs, must really thank Mr. Hong for the JJ 《期待爱》 CD. 1st time I receive such expensive present from a teacher. Haha. But I used my life to change for that. Not really my life actually. It's just the hard work that I've put in during term 1. Honestly speaking. I didn't really pay attention in class when Mr. Hong's teaching and I didn't really revise on the day before maths common test. Haha. I'm not trying to boast, but it's really the fact.

Actually, must thank my brother for tutoring me that gave me that fantastic result. But the sad thing is that he's going to army soon. Will try to keep up the good result till end of the year even without bro's tuition but please don't expect such fantastic result from me during mid year exam but I'll still try my best. :)

That should be all for now... Need go to shower now and later watch 《我猜我猜我猜猜猜!》 Cause later got JJ!!! Haha! BYE!!!

安静的呐喊
♥1:55 PM



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