i wont be updating my blog until mid year exam is over.. so you can dont bother to come here until mid year exam is over... see you after mid year exam...
okay...
mmiie is denise here..
invade venus blog...
harhar!!
she ask miie help her post lor..
sianx...
n its a torture..
cux she asked miie 2 type everyting in full form!! ARGH!!!nvm..
she confirm will delete dis der..
harhar!!
buh bye...
安静的呐喊
♥12:06 PM
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Wanted to post something. but due to the lack of time and I think it is quite insulting, so had decided not to. Or maybe other day when I think of a better way to phrase what I wanted to say... Nite nite... :P
安静的呐喊
♥2:21 PM
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Oh no... Miss Ang is so angry after reading the post and seeing the picture. Ya... She's that angry that she can sms me early in the morning at 11:09:44am. Wanted to post our sms conversation but it's very long so I've decided not to. Anyway after ending our sms conversation, I was reading all my reply to her.
And I finally understand why was she so angry. Because I really sounded very rude. Honestly, I didn't mean to be rude. It's just the way I phrase the sentence... Anyway, regarding the picture that I've posted in my previous post and deleted it just now, when I posted it, I was only posting just to share the pic with everyone.
I didn't know Miss Ang will take it as insult. I really post it to insult her. But somehow, she thinks it is an insult. Maybe is because of the sentence 'what a good role model to BVSS students.' Initially when I posted that pic, I was like thinking 'Ai Ya... Miss Ang also won't get so angry over such stupid pictures' But when she sms me in the morning, she's really very angry.
When I received the sms, I open the sms at around 1.30pm, when I just woke up, I was like... 'OMG! She read it?!' I didn't expect her reaction to be so big. But seems like she's really very angry when she kept asking me who the culprit was. Culprit as in the one who sent me that picture.
I don't denied the fact that I did tried several times to change the topic but she's just too determine to know who the culprit was. If you people out there who are reading my blog now, what will you do if you had posted the picture and when a teacher ask you that question, would you choose to bear the consequences all alone or tell the teacher who the culprit was?
When she asked me that question, I was like 'this is really a good time for me to sabo whoever I don't like.' Deep in my heart, I was thinking 'what if i say is Brandon? What if I say is HV who sent me that picture, would she believe?' I really doubt if she would believe me HV is really the culprit. But anyway, she isn't.
I was glad that the good angle overcome the bad devil in me. I hesitated if I should send 'Hui Voon is the culprit.' Yup. I typed that msg already and was really desperate to send it to her. But after a while, I decided that I can't get innocent people into trouble. So I decided to change the topic.
Reason being, that time when I confessed that Daren was the one who drew that picture, many people was very angry with me. Although I was glad that Miss Ang sort of forgive me for that incident, I was also very guilty at the same time for getting Daren into trouble. Have you ever gotten any of your friends into trouble? If you had never once, you won't understand the difficulty of owning up the second time. The feeling sucks can...
But think she's really very angry and is very desperate to know the culprit. I hope that I'm doing the right thing to tell Miss Ang and hopefully, he won't be angry with me for telling Miss Ang the truth. The culprit is... Jin Soo. I know by posting this will only more people to hate me. But... I still think the value of Integrity is still very important.
Sorry Miss Ang for being so rude and impolite to you during our sms conversation and refusing to tell you who the culprit was until now. Sorry again for making you so angry today and one last sorry for posting the wrong information on my blog. Sorry Miss Ang...
安静的呐喊
♥10:41 AM
miss ang just dun allow me 2 post that picture.. she claims that it is too insulting.. so i have deleted that picture.. sorry miss ang for posting that picture without your permission. in future, i will not post your picture without your permission anymore. sorry miss ang.
安静的呐喊
♥6:54 AM
Saturday, April 19, 2008
I think it was because Miss Ang read my blog about my unhappiness of her catching me for folding my skirt and not catching HV for folding much more shorter that's why she told HV to unfold her skirt today.
I don't denied the fact that I was actually very happy to see Miss Ang 'reprimanding' HV. Not really reprimand la... Is just telling her to unfold and gave her a gentle warning that if she continue to fold her skirt so short again... ya... she'll be asked to stand outside the general office.
I also don't know whatever for am I so happy. Maybe I'm just feeling injustice every night when I recall of Miss Ang Catching me for folding my skirt in school. Honestly, every night, before I go to sleep, I'll start reflecting. Thinking of Miss Ang catching me for my skirt, I'll be on my bed thinking 'What about Hui Voon! Isn't she much much worst than me?! Why catch me don't catch her?! Her eyes too small until cannot see meh?! Then why can see my skirt cannot see Hui Voon's?!' Then I'll start cursing her that the next day she'll fall sick and don't come to school then I'll be the 1st to jump for joy.
But today. thinking of what she told HV, I'm like... 'Okay... she isn't as biased as I thought' Oh... Thinking of me cursing her now, makes me feel guilty for it... Sorry Miss Ang, I shouldn't have done that.
I don't know why every time I see HV or Brandon getting scolded, my day would be brighten up. As in unexpectedly brighten up. Oh... Sounds like as if I hate HV and Brandon a lot right? But I really don't know why. Just a weird feeling. Don't ask me why, cause I also don't know why...
You must be thinking that I'm such a weird girl. Who I hate and who I love/like I also don't know... Haha. Maybe that's the weird character I have in me... :P
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Shall move on to talk about today's speech day. It was really a long day. A damn ****ing long day. I'm like in school for about 12 hours. Actually less than that because from 12.25 to 3pm, I was at home playing Neopets and Miniclip. Haha. You must be thinking 'Gosh... How lame can Venus be? Playing Neopets and Miniclip?' ya... such games are only played by primary 1 &2 kids right? Haiz... What to do? I'm just that boring and lame to play such game.
But not only me, Xiao Hui was playing with me too. She did DC with me today then follow me home after that. Anyway, we got a free Taxi ride back to my home today after school. Don't know If I'm allowed to say who was that kind soul who allow me to hope into the Taxi with 'it' Haha. Don't wish to get 'it' into trouble.
Sound very impolite right? Allow us to have a free ride home and yet I call 'it' 'it' cause I'm afraid that if I say 'him' or 'her' you all will know who is that person already. And if I'm not allowed to say, I'll be like bringing harm to 'it'. So ya... maybe if 'it' allow, then I'll publish another post to thank 'it'. Haha... 'It'...
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While we were in the LT waiting for our turn to perform for the cheer thingy, the school actually bought us Mc. Chicken! But I didn't eat it. I gave it to Xiao Hui. reason being, I wasn't hungry. I seemed to be on a diet these few days. I've been skipping breakfast, lunch, tea break and supper. Ya... I used to eat 6 meals a day.
But wonder why can't I grow fat... Honestly, in sec 1 when mama say I'm so thin, I'll tell her 'mama, I'm trying to eat as much as I can. I must beat Miss Ang' Oh no... Sound so insulting... But there was a period of time where I kept eating meals after meals. Is like as if I'm eating 24 hours everyday none stop. Don't believe, ask Denise, every time she call me and ask me what am I doing, I'll scold her and say 'Don't disturb me... I'm busy eating.' ya... And my weight increased from 44kg to around 48kg... Horrible isn't it? 4kg difference eh...
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Anyway, today when Miss Ang was about to take a class picture at the LT, her camera battery went flat. Haha. So when she went up to take the spare battery, we were telling each other later when she say '1,2,3!' we quickly look to the right. Haha. And that was what we did. Not sure if everyone did that... But it was quite funny after all. Haha.
After the cheer performance, I had to run down to 1st storey and run up to 3rd storey again. This is to ensure that the guest don't see us. And I had to rush to Choir room. Have to change and put on that freaking make up. Is like they put until such a thick layer. Hate make ups. Look so disgusting. Bleah!!!
After everything, I went down to the canteen to look for mama. Then I met Denise and Xiao Hui. Denise was telling me that I look so damn different. Chunwen says that I look so innocent and look like those China Dolls. Please, Dolls and Human beings are two different thing k.... Just Kidding la... But it's the fact. Haha.
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Anyway, after today, back to study mode. Must study harder for science. Don't wish to fail the science paper again. That time was like by only half mark and Miss Reena just refused to give me that half mark... Haiz... Guess this is just nothing but my fate. Haha.
Just realise the time is 12 midnight now! Got to go to bed soon... Settle my e-mail and I'm done. Bye! Nite nite and sweet dreams...
安静的呐喊
♥3:00 PM
我不想说我是鸡
Thursday, April 17, 2008
This is a very cute video. Think you people should all go view it. Haha... Happy watching. :)
安静的呐喊
♥2:41 PM
Something to say before I turn off the computer. I think I had remembered wrongly. It was not Brandon who said that he hate 2E4 form teacher in from of Mr. Shen. According to the class, it was Tomatoe. For this, I apologise for the misunderstanding. But according to what Denise said, she say that after tomatoe say, Brandon did repeat the sentence then the both of them keep repeating the sentence. So is this counted as Brandon did said that sentence???
And anyway, Denise was complaining to me that Miss Ang seemed to have insisted that the 'she' in the sentence 'wonder why would she fall for him' is Denise. Okay, maybe she feels that way because Denise is my bestest friend. And she is the closest to me. But let me tell you this, the 'she' in that sentence is NOT Denise.
Anyway, I almost 'kanna' CWO. All thanks to Chunwen. Haha. Just Kidding la. Chunwen was asking me to go with her to look for Miss Ang during choir time to ask how long she has to do for CWO cause if I;m not wrong, she ate in class together with 27 or 29 other classmates.
So when he was asking Miss Ang, I was like imagining how funny will she look and my imaginations just ran wild so I started laughing. So Miss Ang was like 'Okay, Venus will do CWO with you.' I was like... 'damn it!' Number 1 is because my attire is bad, my shirt was tucked out (accidentally), my skirt was folded... Isn't HV's skirt even shorter?! Why catch me didn't catch her. Every time in class also like that! Haiz... Forget it. Number 2 is cause I laughed at Chunwen.
Luckily I reminded her of the board. Haha. So now all I have to do is to cut out the letters and paste them on the board. but I still have to follow Chunwen around when she's doing her CWO... So in conclusion, I cut and paste is just to allow me to don't need to wear that green colour thingy! (Did I phrase the sentence correctly?) But better than nothing. At least people won't think that I'm doing CWO too... Haha. Bleah... XD
Hope that this post can clear up all the misunderstanding between everyone and me plus my blog. And I hope that what ever that you people out there read from my blog will be kept a the secrets of my blog. After closing this window, forget everything that you had read from here...
Thank You... :)
安静的呐喊
♥12:38 PM
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Haiz... Had not been posting for the past few weeks. This week really happen lots of thing. But the thing that made me so frustrated is about Brandon.
Honestly, I think he have serious attitude problem. You can choose not to agree with me cause that is only what I think. He is damn sickening. Is like I don't talk to him at all, and he can say I'm irritating! Ya! I know. Miss Ang and Denise say that I don't mind because I'm seriously irritating to them but for Brandon, is like I don't even talk to him and he can say me irritating. Say me irritating, I don't care. He even called me a bitch today morning when is like I didn't do or say anything to him! What the fuck is this man!
Don't you find it weird? A person actually call you a bitch when you didn't do or say anything to him or her?! Even if you hate someone you don't have to treat that person like that right?! Is just like I dislike Jun Bin, Wei Hao... But do I call them 'Son of the bitch'! No right! Brandon can hate me for all I care but at least he can don't call people whatever he wants right?!
Not only to me. Even to Xiu Qi, Wei Hao, Jun Bin and whoever he hates. He even said in front of Mr. Shen '我不喜欢2E4 的form teacher!' (Meaning he don't like 2E4's form teacher) which is Mr. Shen. Isn't he rude enough? Saying it right in front of the teacher. If I didn't remember wrongly, he said 'Stupid Miss Ang' or something like that in front of her today during English lesson. Where on earth do you find such student? Wonder why will she fall for him. What a bad taste she have.
Enough of Brandon. Lets talk about something happy 1st before continue-ing on something angry. Let me see... What happy thing happened this week. Oh! NAPFA Test! Haha.
Standing Broad Jump: 185cm Inclined Chin Up: 21 Sit and Reach: 47cm Sit up: 30 Shutter Run: 11:99 Sec 2.4km Run/Jog: 18:47 Min (I think I fail)
Haha! If I spelled the words wrongly, then... sorry. So overall, I think my results are quite good except for the 2.4km thingy. Haha. Denise, Xiao Hui and Chloe was calling me freak cause I jumped 185cm. Haha. Then they called me freak again when my sit and reach got 47cm. And called me freak for the last time when I did 21 Chin up. Haha.
Honestly, I didn't exercise except for P.E. Lessons. I'm not boasting. Just find it weird. A person who don't exercise regularly can actually get such fantastic result... Erm... Maybe fantastic only to me... :P
Okay! Nothing much to share about the good things anymore. shall continue on the bad. :(
Many days ago, we did the oral presentation. That was horrible k... So what if I name the elephant Billy?! Does it harm her? Also not referring to her. And it is a 'HIM' in the story. Don't tell me she change gender ar?! Want me to name it Venus. Venus, Venus la! Anyway it is a good character! It also need not be referring to me! Didn't expect a English teacher to not being able to differentiate between an ANIMAL and a PLANET. Haiz...
Talking about oral presentation makes my blood boil. She was saying that I don't have any eye contact! What ******* is this?! Every time I look at her she's either talking to Brian or looking some where else. Not only I complain, Denise also. Last year, every time she look at her, she's also either talking to people beside her or looking at some where else. Angry you know?!
Shall not say any more. In case vulgarities come out and I'll be in deep trouble. but it is really the fact. Forget it. What's past is past.
Got to go now... Nite nite & sweet dreams. :)
安静的呐喊
♥1:17 PM
-She Listens
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*Reflecting
*Making song covers
*Making videos
*Looking at the moon
*Studying the meaning behind every song
*Singing
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*My friends
*Pursuing my dreams
*Writing phrases that speaks what I feel about certain matter
*Every talent I'm blessed with
*Listening to people
*Split personality
*Everything God has given me