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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Saturday, April 19, 2008
I think it was because Miss Ang read my blog about my unhappiness of her catching me for folding my skirt and not catching HV for folding much more shorter that's why she told HV to unfold her skirt today.

I don't denied the fact that I was actually very happy to see Miss Ang 'reprimanding' HV. Not really reprimand la... Is just telling her to unfold and gave her a gentle warning that if she continue to fold her skirt so short again... ya... she'll be asked to stand outside the general office.

I also don't know whatever for am I so happy. Maybe I'm just feeling injustice every night when I recall of Miss Ang Catching me for folding my skirt in school. Honestly, every night, before I go to sleep, I'll start reflecting. Thinking of Miss Ang catching me for my skirt, I'll be on my bed thinking 'What about Hui Voon! Isn't she much much worst than me?! Why catch me don't catch her?! Her eyes too small until cannot see meh?! Then why can see my skirt cannot see Hui Voon's?!' Then I'll start cursing her that the next day she'll fall sick and don't come to school then I'll be the 1st to jump for joy.

But today. thinking of what she told HV, I'm like... 'Okay... she isn't as biased as I thought' Oh... Thinking of me cursing her now, makes me feel guilty for it... Sorry Miss Ang, I shouldn't have done that.

I don't know why every time I see HV or Brandon getting scolded, my day would be brighten up. As in unexpectedly brighten up. Oh... Sounds like as if I hate HV and Brandon a lot right? But I really don't know why. Just a weird feeling. Don't ask me why, cause I also don't know why...

You must be thinking that I'm such a weird girl. Who I hate and who I love/like I also don't know... Haha. Maybe that's the weird character I have in me... :P

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Shall move on to talk about today's speech day. It was really a long day. A damn ****ing long day. I'm like in school for about 12 hours. Actually less than that because from 12.25 to 3pm, I was at home playing Neopets and Miniclip. Haha. You must be thinking 'Gosh... How lame can Venus be? Playing Neopets and Miniclip?' ya... such games are only played by primary 1 &2 kids right? Haiz... What to do? I'm just that boring and lame to play such game.

But not only me, Xiao Hui was playing with me too. She did DC with me today then follow me home after that. Anyway, we got a free Taxi ride back to my home today after school. Don't know If I'm allowed to say who was that kind soul who allow me to hope into the Taxi with 'it' Haha. Don't wish to get 'it' into trouble.

Sound very impolite right? Allow us to have a free ride home and yet I call 'it' 'it' cause I'm afraid that if I say 'him' or 'her' you all will know who is that person already. And if I'm not allowed to say, I'll be like bringing harm to 'it'. So ya... maybe if 'it' allow, then I'll publish another post to thank 'it'. Haha... 'It'...

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While we were in the LT waiting for our turn to perform for the cheer thingy, the school actually bought us Mc. Chicken! But I didn't eat it. I gave it to Xiao Hui. reason being, I wasn't hungry. I seemed to be on a diet these few days. I've been skipping breakfast, lunch, tea break and supper. Ya... I used to eat 6 meals a day.

1.Breakfast
2.Recess
3.Lunch
4.Tea Break
5.Dinner
6.Supper

But wonder why can't I grow fat... Honestly, in sec 1 when mama say I'm so thin, I'll tell her 'mama, I'm trying to eat as much as I can. I must beat Miss Ang' Oh no... Sound so insulting... But there was a period of time where I kept eating meals after meals. Is like as if I'm eating 24 hours everyday none stop. Don't believe, ask Denise, every time she call me and ask me what am I doing, I'll scold her and say 'Don't disturb me... I'm busy eating.' ya... And my weight increased from 44kg to around 48kg... Horrible isn't it? 4kg difference eh...

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Anyway, today when Miss Ang was about to take a class picture at the LT, her camera battery went flat. Haha. So when she went up to take the spare battery, we were telling each other later when she say '1,2,3!' we quickly look to the right. Haha. And that was what we did. Not sure if everyone did that... But it was quite funny after all. Haha.

After the cheer performance, I had to run down to 1st storey and run up to 3rd storey again. This is to ensure that the guest don't see us. And I had to rush to Choir room. Have to change and put on that freaking make up. Is like they put until such a thick layer. Hate make ups. Look so disgusting. Bleah!!!

After everything, I went down to the canteen to look for mama. Then I met Denise and Xiao Hui. Denise was telling me that I look so damn different. Chunwen says that I look so innocent and look like those China Dolls. Please, Dolls and Human beings are two different thing k.... Just Kidding la... But it's the fact. Haha.

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Anyway, after today, back to study mode. Must study harder for science. Don't wish to fail the science paper again. That time was like by only half mark and Miss Reena just refused to give me that half mark... Haiz... Guess this is just nothing but my fate. Haha.

Just realise the time is 12 midnight now! Got to go to bed soon... Settle my e-mail and I'm done. Bye! Nite nite and sweet dreams...

安静的呐喊
♥3:00 PM



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