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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Haiz... Had not been posting for the past few weeks. This week really happen lots of thing. But the thing that made me so frustrated is about Brandon.

Honestly, I think he have serious attitude problem. You can choose not to agree with me cause that is only what I think. He is damn sickening. Is like I don't talk to him at all, and he can say I'm irritating! Ya! I know. Miss Ang and Denise say that I don't mind because I'm seriously irritating to them but for Brandon, is like I don't even talk to him and he can say me irritating. Say me irritating, I don't care. He even called me a bitch today morning when is like I didn't do or say anything to him! What the fuck is this man!

Don't you find it weird? A person actually call you a bitch when you didn't do or say anything to him or her?! Even if you hate someone you don't have to treat that person like that right?! Is just like I dislike Jun Bin, Wei Hao... But do I call them 'Son of the bitch'! No right! Brandon can hate me for all I care but at least he can don't call people whatever he wants right?!

Not only to me. Even to Xiu Qi, Wei Hao, Jun Bin and whoever he hates. He even said in front of Mr. Shen '我不喜欢2E4 的form teacher!' (Meaning he don't like 2E4's form teacher) which is Mr. Shen. Isn't he rude enough? Saying it right in front of the teacher. If I didn't remember wrongly, he said 'Stupid Miss Ang' or something like that in front of her today during English lesson. Where on earth do you find such student? Wonder why will she fall for him. What a bad taste she have.

Enough of Brandon. Lets talk about something happy 1st before continue-ing on something angry. Let me see... What happy thing happened this week. Oh! NAPFA Test! Haha.

Standing Broad Jump: 185cm
Inclined Chin Up: 21
Sit and Reach: 47cm
Sit up: 30
Shutter Run: 11:99 Sec
2.4km Run/Jog: 18:47 Min (I think I fail)

Haha! If I spelled the words wrongly, then... sorry. So overall, I think my results are quite good except for the 2.4km thingy. Haha. Denise, Xiao Hui and Chloe was calling me freak cause I jumped 185cm. Haha. Then they called me freak again when my sit and reach got 47cm. And called me freak for the last time when I did 21 Chin up. Haha.

Honestly, I didn't exercise except for P.E. Lessons. I'm not boasting. Just find it weird. A person who don't exercise regularly can actually get such fantastic result... Erm... Maybe fantastic only to me... :P

Okay! Nothing much to share about the good things anymore. shall continue on the bad. :(

Many days ago, we did the oral presentation. That was horrible k... So what if I name the elephant Billy?! Does it harm her? Also not referring to her. And it is a 'HIM' in the story. Don't tell me she change gender ar?! Want me to name it Venus. Venus, Venus la! Anyway it is a good character! It also need not be referring to me!
Didn't expect a English teacher to not being able to differentiate between an ANIMAL and a PLANET. Haiz...

Talking about oral presentation makes my blood boil. She was saying that I don't have any eye contact! What ******* is this?! Every time I look at her she's either talking to Brian or looking some where else. Not only I complain, Denise also. Last year, every time she look at her, she's also either talking to people beside her or looking at some where else. Angry you know?!

Shall not say any more. In case vulgarities come out and I'll be in deep trouble. but it is really the fact. Forget it. What's past is past.

Got to go now... Nite nite & sweet dreams. :)

安静的呐喊
♥1:17 PM



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