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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Oh no... Miss Ang is so angry after reading the post and seeing the picture. Ya... She's that angry that she can sms me early in the morning at 11:09:44am. Wanted to post our sms conversation but it's very long so I've decided not to. Anyway after ending our sms conversation, I was reading all my reply to her.

And I finally understand why was she so angry. Because I really sounded very rude. Honestly, I didn't mean to be rude. It's just the way I phrase the sentence... Anyway, regarding the picture that I've posted in my previous post and deleted it just now, when I posted it, I was only posting just to share the pic with everyone.

I didn't know Miss Ang will take it as insult. I really post it to insult her. But somehow, she thinks it is an insult. Maybe is because of the sentence 'what a good role model to BVSS students.' Initially when I posted that pic, I was like thinking 'Ai Ya... Miss Ang also won't get so angry over such stupid pictures' But when she sms me in the morning, she's really very angry.

When I received the sms, I open the sms at around 1.30pm, when I just woke up, I was like... 'OMG! She read it?!' I didn't expect her reaction to be so big. But seems like she's really very angry when she kept asking me who the culprit was. Culprit as in the one who sent me that picture.

I don't denied the fact that I did tried several times to change the topic but she's just too determine to know who the culprit was. If you people out there who are reading my blog now, what will you do if you had posted the picture and when a teacher ask you that question, would you choose to bear the consequences all alone or tell the teacher who the culprit was?

When she asked me that question, I was like 'this is really a good time for me to sabo whoever I don't like.' Deep in my heart, I was thinking 'what if i say is Brandon? What if I say is HV who sent me that picture, would she believe?' I really doubt if she would believe me HV is really the culprit. But anyway, she isn't.

I was glad that the good angle overcome the bad devil in me. I hesitated if I should send 'Hui Voon is the culprit.' Yup. I typed that msg already and was really desperate to send it to her. But after a while, I decided that I can't get innocent people into trouble. So I decided to change the topic.

Reason being, that time when I confessed that Daren was the one who drew that picture, many people was very angry with me. Although I was glad that Miss Ang sort of forgive me for that incident, I was also very guilty at the same time for getting Daren into trouble. Have you ever gotten any of your friends into trouble? If you had never once, you won't understand the difficulty of owning up the second time. The feeling sucks can...

But think she's really very angry and is very desperate to know the culprit. I hope that I'm doing the right thing to tell Miss Ang and hopefully, he won't be angry with me for telling Miss Ang the truth. The culprit is... Jin Soo. I know by posting this will only more people to hate me. But... I still think the value of Integrity is still very important.

Sorry Miss Ang for being so rude and impolite to you during our sms conversation and refusing to tell you who the culprit was until now. Sorry again for making you so angry today and one last sorry for posting the wrong information on my blog. Sorry Miss Ang...

安静的呐喊
♥10:41 AM



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