I'm angry. Idiotic T.B. Irritating. I don't care if I offend her or not. Who the hell is she to like say us... I don't really mean that she's wrong to scold us for being late. But then is like... She's damn ass mean la...

Of all timing she don't scold us and she waited till Miss Ang come then she start scolding us. Is she doing that on purpose or is just pure coincident??? It really search me...

And she was like scolding us in front of Miss Ang and the way she's scolding us is like as if she's indirectly scolding Miss Ang!!! F la... We late is we wrong, blame Miss Ang for what?! Unreasonable T.B.

And she's like... Grrr ar!!! Shall now say. In case she finds out what I said in my blog. But anyway, even if she didn't scold us, we still h*** her. Haha... We are train to be evil by the evil teacher. Haha. Just kidding. I'm naturally evil but became more evil after meeting Miss Ang. Haha...

Wanted to post a comic script about how the earthquake in szechuan happened... But... Never mind. I'm lazy to scan. And besides, posting it also means I'm risking my life. Haha. Not only mine, but Denise's life too. Haha. So... Forget it. Anyway only the retarded family and Miss Ang is invited to my blog so since the retarded family has seen it, then lets forget about letting Miss Ang getting a chance to see it. Haha.

Think everybody should be thinking why is the holiday here and yet I've not posting anything about my 'WONDERFUL' holidays. The main reason is because the holiday has not officially started for Sec 2s and 4s.

1st week of holiday still must go back school. What sort of crap holiday is this? But thinking from another angle, it is to hep in our studies to achieve better results. Haha. That extra sentence is only added to make the sentence look nicer. Haha.

Have been busy with my ipod classic these few days. Have been addicted to the games. But I think I'm getting sick of it soon. Another bad thing... Still have lots of Holiday assignment to complete.

Haiz... Sian. Such a torturing holiday... But must jian chi dao di... Haha. Bye!!!

Here's the Lyrics for 'Love Me'

I read a note my grandma wrote back in nineteen twenty-three.
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me. He said,
"Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I loved your Grandma so."

We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together.
Get married in the first town we came to, and live forever.
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, instead
Of her, I found this letter, and this is what it said:

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.
I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away,
In the doorway of a church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray.
I know I'd never seen him cry in all my fifteen years;
But as he said these words to her, his eyes filled up with tears.

If you get there before I do, don't give up on me.
I'll meet you when my chores are through;
I don't know how long I'll be.
But I'm not gonna let you down, darling wait and see.
And between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.
Between now and then, till I see you again,
I'll be loving you. Love, me.

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I actually wanted to put the song 爱与希望 but it's not uploaded on iwebmusic. So I decided to change to 'I really Love To See You Tonight' But again it wasn't on iweb. So was looking for 'Leader Of The Band' but the sickening iweb doesn't have it.

Anyway 'Love Me' is also a nice song. hope you'll like it as much as I do. As for the other songs that was not available on the sickening iweb, you can try going to youtube to search for the video and listen to it. If you want the song, you may come and ask from me whenever I'm online. I have it in my computer.

Okay... now I'm bored again. Ya... After posting what I wanted to post. Haiz... I'm currently addicted to my ipod Classic. Oh no... I'm in love with it. Maybe i should try singing 'Love Me' to my ipod ar... Haha.

I think better not or else my ipod might just immediately break down. Haha... That's so cold. I'm shivering. Haha. -.-''' I'm just a crapper... so... Ignore me. Haha. Just Kidding la... Don't want to be lonely. :)

That shall be all for today. BYE!!!

Time to post again. Can someone tell me am I dreaming or did the sun rise/set from the wrong side? You know something... Mama bought me an apple ipod classic!!! I was like... 'mama... 你没事吧...' when she gave the ipod to me.

I was... wow!!! If this was a dream, I never want to wake up from it. Should thank Miss Ang for not making nasty comments about me in front of mama right??? If not mama wouldn't have bought such expensive thing for me... So Miss Ang has been promoted from a 扫把星 to a normal teacher. Haha.

Ya... Before mama gave me the ipod, I used to think that Miss Ang is my 扫把星. But after mama gave me the ipod, I've promoted Miss Ang to a normal teacher. Haha. Aren't I evil. Anyway, Miss Ang ask us to do a survey on our English teacher and about English lessons.

So when they ask us to draw something that we think it represent our English teacher, I drew a broom and a star and a heart as the border. Actually the heart was just to make it look nice like as if I trying to say 'I like 扫把星'. Bleah... Haha. How is that every possible. Haha.

So when she ask me to explain the picture I decided to change but since I can't think of anything, I drew a smile face. Haha. Which doesn't mean anything to me... Just like that... :)... -.-'''

Anyway, my bestest friend seem to be in a very bad mood these few days cause of someone... She say her mama from yesterday after meet the teacher session until now still nagging at her for folding skirt and not ironing her cloths. Haiz... Poor Denise.

One thing... Her mama added extra ingredient. Her mama say that Miss Ang ask her unfold but she don't want to unfold. Erm... I don't remember such things happening. So Denise was saying ' What I say mama don't believe liao, whatever Ms Ang say she all believe.' Oh... What did Miss Ang do to Denise mama???

Poor Denise. Now she's so fed up. Better not talk to her in case she vent her anger on the 'innocent' me... And she keep saying 'Ms Ang good lor! Now she win liao lor! MS ANG WIN LIAO LOR!!!' Oh... I guess she's really very angry now.

I think Denise mama also PMS on that day... Bad mood so until today still nagging. Hiaz... really wonder what did Miss Ang tell her mama. Oh. By the way, is Viwawa. Not Wiwawa. Haha. Denise was telling me that Miss Ang pronounce wiwawa instead of viwawa. Haha. maybe is Denise hearing problem maybe is really Miss Ang pronounce wrongly... I don't know.

Smsing in process...

Denise says she want to die. She say she want go szechuan and die... Can't imagine how horrible her mum's nagging. And now the time so late I also cannot call her to an wei her liao... Ai ya!!! What did Miss Ang Bee Lee say to mama Tan la!!!

Ok... Denise is weirder than me. I was telling her if she dare say she want die again, I'll sms Miss Ang immediately and tell her that she want to die. So she say 'I don't give a damn' then I sms her back and say... 'K then I go tell Miss Ang now. 我说到做到!' So she immediately reply 'NO!!! Later she send me go counseling! Mama know I die ar!'

Don't you think it's funny? she say she wants to die then he say if mama know she die. Haha. I was laughing when I saw the message. is like she say she want die and I'm helping her grant her her wish and she said no.

Haha. So i was telling her that I'm helping her grant her wish so she said 'want die also must die peacefully' Haha. Wow... So much 要求 still want die... Haha. Isn't she funny?

Ok... Anyway, I don't deny the fact that I've once think of dying too. I think everyone will once have such thought. But one thing... my family have never knew that I once had such thought. But don't worry, after all the news I saw about the earthquake, i realise how lucky I am to be able to be still living so I'll take this as an opportunity that god has given me. So I won't ever have the thoughts of dying any more.

只要笑一笑，没什么事请过不了。

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Haiz... Sian... Today is the 'Teacher & Parent meeting session'. Sian lor... Not much comment but mama have comments while waiting for her turn... Haha. Quite negative so I shall not say. Haha.

Anyway, I've bought the 原来我不帅 part 2! Is quite amazing where I got the money from anyway. I bought mama her mama day present which I spent about $11-$12 on. The I donated $10 to the earthquake victim. And now I even spent $19.90 on my 原来我不帅 part 2 DVD. Haha. If everything add together I could have save up to like... $40!!! Wow...

Actually I hesitated when was about to donate the money to the earthquake victim. Cause is $10. Maybe to an adult, $10 is nothing much but to a student like me... $10 is half of what mama give me every week. And one thing... That money is suppose to be used to buy my 原来我不帅 part 2. but after thinking... I realised that CD can be bought any other days but the victims really need the money now so why not donate and save money again next week...

Actually that quite make sense. But yesterday, I realise I don't have to eat for recess cause I'm going home immediately after school so I decided to take the money and go buy my DVD. Haha.

Anyway... By skipping 5 meals, I lost 2-3kg on Wednesday. Yup... That day where I stayed back to serve my punishment for my attitude problem... That sounds weird I know... Serving punishment for attitude problem??? Haha. Maybe only sounds weird to students not teachers. Haha

Let me explain why I skip 5 meals. If I didn't remember wrongly, I once posted that I have 6 meals per day. And they are...

1) Breakfast
2) Recess
3) Lunch
4) Tea Break
5) Dinner
6) Supper

But on Wednesday, I skip Breakfast cause I was rushing for time... I skip recess cause I don't have the mood to eat... I skip lunch cause Miss Ang say she want to see me immediately after school... Then I took Dinner when I reach home and lastly, I skip supper cause I forgot about it. I know it sounds stupid. I can actually forget to eat!!! But that was because I was too tired that day and such things only happen once in a life time. Haha.

Anyway, while serving that punishment, we were cracking lots of cold jokes. Especially Si Xiang. Obvious reason, Miss Ang wasn't there. Haha!!! If she were there... Oh... it would be as quiet as if we were attending a funeral. Ya... it's just that bad. Haha.

Anyway, half through, Hong Sing left for his CCA. He wasn't serving any punishment la... He just wanted to spend time with... Erm... Ya... Haha. you know who right.. Haha. After everything, actually alot of magical things happened. Shall not say in case I say something that I'm not suppose to say. Si Xiang bought drinks for the three of us... Hui Juan, Denise and myself. Then somehow, we decided to buy the evil teacher a drink too.

See how 'KIND' we are... Repaying evil with kindness. Haha. Maybe some of you might not understand but never mind. But anyway, we tried calling Miss Ang from the phone outside the staff room but nobody pick up. So we stood outside until a teacher walk pass. So we asked the teacher to pass the drink to Miss Ang. Haha. And we even tell the teacher to say is from Si Xiang. Haha.

But it's true. It was Si Xiang money. Oh! Today, Miss Ang was talking to mama about that drink thingy. Maybe teacher who help us pass the drink didn't tell who it was from so she thought it was from me cause I sms her and ask if she received the drink after stepping out of school that day. So I was telling her that it wasn't from me.

So after we left the classroom and enter mama's car... Mama was saying me stupid! She was telling me since Miss Ang say is from you then so be it why must go tell her... So I was telling mama must have integrity in character and she was like still thinking that what she thinks is right... Haiz... But I believe if Denise was me, she would have also done the same thing... Haha. At least I don't have to feel guilty for 'stealing' Si Xiang's credit... Haha.

Haiz... She still thinks I'm a weird person who has a weird mentality who doesn't know anything about interpersonal skills. Oh! Interpersonal skills is one of the few words I learnt from Miss Ang... Sounds chim isn't it? I was like 'HUH?!' what's that when I 1st heard that word. Haha.

I'm recently crazy over 微笑 Pasta again! While Denise is currently crazy over 原来我不帅. Haha. Before I forget, JJ's coming back to SINGAPORE!!! Yeah!!! On... 25th of May which is also this coming Sunday. And he will be appearing on Channel 8. This news is provided by Denise Tan Jia Yi. Haha.

If I didn't guess wrongly, JJ will be singing 爱与希望. The song he wrote for the earthquake victim. Don't don't admit JJ's a talented singer-songwriter. He wrote the song and even recorded it within 1 week after the earthquake.

Talking about the earthquake, If I'm not wrong, JJ donated 10k to the victims!!! But that's because he's rich la... Haha. But how many people is actually willing to donate so much???

Chloe told the retarded animal family a story about how the earthquake victims survive for 5days. The story she shared with us was about how the children survived. Don't blink your eyes... They feed on their finger nails... their urine and if I'm not wrong, the even feed on their blood!!! Can you imagine how desperate they are to survive???

So Chloe was saying if she were them, she would rather die. And when mama was watching the news of this few month old baby being saved but yet the mum died and the survivors who were left with nothing after the earthquake, she was saying... 'Ai yo... If I were the baby, I would rather die.' Can I ask a question, why would people say things like... what 'I would rather die'.

Let me tell you this, if I were that victims, even if I'm left with nothing, I would still continue to live on. Why not stop and think from another angle, people who want to carry on living didn't even have the chance and yet when we are given the chance, we actually think of giving it up. Was telling mama that and she think 'what's the point of living when we have nothing left' I don't know about what you people think but I think that it is because we have nothing left so the more we should continue living on whoever knows one of them will be a millionaire one fine day???

As long as we continue living, there will be hope. Even if the sky is dark, it will still turn bright in the morning. Even if the sky is falling down on us, as long as we are not flatten yet, there's still a way to prevent it from falling. There's a saying... 'You're not finish if you loose but you're finish if you quit' So... Don't give up till the very last minute.

One last thing before I off the computer. 我不在乎别人怎么看我。我又不是为了他们而活的。我只想做我自己。I don't wish to change what HV they all think with me and neither do I wish for them to be friend with me. I guess Miss Ang must be thinking 'this Venus is seriously hopeless. No interpersonal skills...' But this is just what i think. I don't expect everyone to agree with me.

We are all different people with different thinking. Even if I can please 1, that doesn't mean I'll be able to please 2 & 3. The world is just like that. we have to accept the fact that some people like us but some people just hate us... That's just the fact. Accept it.

Time to turn off the computer. Just a reminder... please don't talk anything about my blog in public. Just keep what you read to yourself. you can choose to leave your comments in my tag board or else, just erase what you had just read from your brain. BYE!!!

无聊！！！Erm... I'm not scolding anyone. Just feeling bored. Haha. After thinking for a very long time, actually putting an invitation, is not just to not allow her to enter. The main purpose is not course of her. Is cause of Mr. Hong. He will read and somehow find time during class and tell the class what I posted.

I wish everything that is read here will only be kept within the four corners of the computer screen. Nothing is suppose to be commented on my blog in public k... I really hate people talking about my blog in public. So... The kind turtle has allowed her to enter. :)

Another thing is because I don't want HV that group to come in. And in the past, people come in to scam my tagboard. Thinking of it... Grrr... Angry ar.

Anyway, I don't really enjoy talking to her. Cause every time I talk to her I feel like a retard. She use all the chim chim word. Even Denise also can be so question mark. But anyway... I'm worst. haha.

Time to go to bed now... Nite Nite.

Here's the lyrics for 爱与希望 ai yu xi wang love & hope:

Chinese Lyrics:

大地被摇晃着
天空突然黑了
我的心也被震碎了
下一秒瓦解了
泪堆积成了河

但明天是好的
我们要坚定着
爱~让我们不放弃活着
还要继续和大自然拔河

当爱与希望 投射炙热的太阳
昨日泪光会随时间都蒸发
别轻易放弃明天要许更多愿望
装满了勇气就更有力量

当爱与希望 倒映暖暖的月亮
再回头望 又是筑好的家乡
我知道未来还有好多路要闯
我打开了窗看见了晴朗

当爱与希望 投射炙热的太阳
昨日泪光会随时间都蒸发
别轻易放弃明天要许更多愿望
装满了勇气就更有力量

当爱与希望 倒映暖暖的月亮
再回头望 又是筑好的家乡
我知道未来还有好多路要闯
我打开了窗看见了晴朗

Incase you don't know how to read Chinese words, here's the han yu pin yin:
da di bei yao huang zhe
tian kong tu ran hei le
wo de xin ye bei zhen sui le
xia yi miao wa jie le
leidui ji chang le he

dan ming tian shi hao de
women yao jian ding zhe
ai rang wo men bu fang qi huo zhe
hai yao ji xu he da zi ran ba he

dang qi yu xi wang tou she zhi re da tai yang
zuo ri lei guang hui sui jian dou zheng fa
bie qing yi fang qi ming tian yao xu geng duo yuan wang
zhuang man le yong qi jiu geng you li liang

dang ai yu xi wang dao ying nuan nuan de yue liang
zai hui tou wang you shi zhu hao de jia xiang
wo zhi dao wei lai hai you hao duo lu yao chuang
wo da kai le chuang kan jian le qing lang

dang qi yu xi wang tou she zhi re da tai yang
zuo ri lei guang hui sui jian dou zheng fa
bie qing yi fang qi ming tian yao xu geng duo yuan wang
zhuang man le yong qi jiu geng you li liang

dang ai yu xi wang dao ying nuan nuan de yue liang
zai hui tou wang you shi zhu hao de jia xiang
wo zhi dao wei lai hai you hao duo lu yao chuang
wo da kai le chuang kan jian le qing lang

Next is the translated lyrics from the internet. Love & Hope:

The earth shook
The sky suddenly darkened
My heart was shaken to pieces
A moment's devastation
Tears accumulating into a river

But tomorrow will be better
We must stay strong
Love~Allows us to not give up to continue living
Continue on battling with Mother Nature

When love and hope, projects the warmth of the sun
Yesterday's tear will evaporate over the passing of time
Do't give up easily, tomorrow make many more wishes
Filled with greater courage so stronger than before

When love and hope reflects back the warmth of the moonlight
Next time around, it will once again be a nicely built homeland
I know that the future ahead lies many obstacles to overcome
I've open a window, seeing it clearly

When love and hope, projects the warmth of the sun
Yesterday's tear will evaporate over the passing of time
Do't give up easily, tomorrow make many more wishes
Filled with greater courage so stronger than before

When love and hope reflects back the warmth of the moonlight
Next time around, it will once again be a nicely built homeland
I know that the future ahead lies many obstacles to overcome
I've open a window, seeing it clearly

Decided! Not changing URL but only allowing certain people to view and obvious someone won't be invited especially teachers. Will not be inviting any teachers.... Bleah... This will take effect from some where around next week. Hehe...

Yeah! MYE has officially ended. That's obvious, if not why would I be posting. Haha. Anyway, just to inform everyone who is reading this post. This will be the very last post you will see in this website. Not because I'll be quiting blogging. It is just that there are too many things students just wish to post but often when some weird teachers come, they will get into trouble.

So for 'self-defence', I think I should change my URL in order not to let SOME teachers read my other up coming post. That also means as long as I find out any teacher reading my blog, I'll change my URL as soon as possible. So... Miss Ang, there's seriously no point finding out my new URL. It's just simply wasting your precious time.

Anyway, my new nick name is called 'Retarded Over-turn Turtle'. Haha. You all must be wondering why am I a Retarded Over-turn turtle. Well, shall tell you the reason then. Weeks ago, during PE lesson (which is the latest PE lesson we had) Chloe, Xiao Hui, Serene, Ramanjit, Denise and I we too tired to join the rest in playing the games.

So we decided to seat at a side a rest and at the same time, chat. Haha. Who cares anyway... Among the six of us, I'm the laziest and I decided to lie down on the floor. But the bad news is, when I tried to get up without using my hands, just like as if I'm doing sit up, I couldn't get up. Reason being, I suck in sit ups.

Let me tell you a secret, since young, I hated sit up the most. Erm... don't think that's a secret isn't it? Haha. Whatever... Anyway, i think my stomach muscle is seriously very weak. Let me tell you this... Among the six of us, my sit up is the worst and the best is Ducky!!! In case you don't know, Ducky is Xiao Hui because she runs like a duck so we called her ducky. Haha.

Never mind... Continue with my story. So when I can't get up, all I could only do is to struggle in the air. Just then, something struck Chloe's mind. She said,' Venus look like a turtle now...' That's a bad news. Laughing at me when I trying my best to get up. Anyway, they claim that I look like an over-turn turtle so the called me over-turn turtle.

Turtle is already a nasty nick name and yet they added the word 'over-turn' in front of it. Now let me explain how was the word 'retarded' added to it. After a while, I don't know who, said 'Hey! Welcome to the retarded animal family.' so some one said,' Haha... Venus is a Retarded over-turn turtle!' Isn't that worst?!

Turtle is bad. Over-turn turtle is badder. Retarded turtle is baddest!!! Anyway, I don't mind the retarded family calling my retarded over-turn turtle or over-turn turtle- or turtle. But one thing I must say! This three names are only available to my retarded family not for ANY OUTSIDER!!!

I cap lock it because someone called me turtle today!!! Not really call actually but I think she mean it. Cause she was saying 'And Venus... Don't walk like a turtle...' So what did she mean by saying that?! Anyway... I don't care. Just feeling angry about it that's all. Wanted to call her some name but in case she come and read, I shall not. Haha. Wait till I change URL. There will surely be alot of things I can post freely then... Haha.

Anyway, when posting this post, I received a sms from Chunwen. I think it's quite interesting so I shall share with everyone. Here it goes...

fRENS r lyk PEPSI
-Ask for MORE..
FreNS r lYK NIKE
-JuS do It..
FrENS r Lyk NOKIA
-CONNEcting pEOPle..
BuT u're Lyk Mc'D &
-i'm luVin T..=)

Interesting isn't it? Gonna go now... BYE!!!