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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Friday, May 23, 2008
Haiz... Sian... Today is the 'Teacher & Parent meeting session'. Sian lor... Not much comment but mama have comments while waiting for her turn... Haha. Quite negative so I shall not say. Haha.

Anyway, I've bought the 原来我不帅 part 2! Is quite amazing where I got the money from anyway. I bought mama her mama day present which I spent about $11-$12 on. The I donated $10 to the earthquake victim. And now I even spent $19.90 on my 原来我不帅 part 2 DVD. Haha. If everything add together I could have save up to like... $40!!! Wow...

Actually I hesitated when was about to donate the money to the earthquake victim. Cause is $10. Maybe to an adult, $10 is nothing much but to a student like me... $10 is half of what mama give me every week. And one thing... That money is suppose to be used to buy my 原来我不帅 part 2. but after thinking... I realised that CD can be bought any other days but the victims really need the money now so why not donate and save money again next week...

Actually that quite make sense. But yesterday, I realise I don't have to eat for recess cause I'm going home immediately after school so I decided to take the money and go buy my DVD. Haha.

Anyway... By skipping 5 meals, I lost 2-3kg on Wednesday. Yup... That day where I stayed back to serve my punishment for my attitude problem... That sounds weird I know... Serving punishment for attitude problem??? Haha. Maybe only sounds weird to students not teachers. Haha

Let me explain why I skip 5 meals. If I didn't remember wrongly, I once posted that I have 6 meals per day. And they are...

1) Breakfast
2) Recess
3) Lunch
4) Tea Break
5) Dinner
6) Supper

But on Wednesday, I skip Breakfast cause I was rushing for time... I skip recess cause I don't have the mood to eat... I skip lunch cause Miss Ang say she want to see me immediately after school... Then I took Dinner when I reach home and lastly, I skip supper cause I forgot about it. I know it sounds stupid. I can actually forget to eat!!! But that was because I was too tired that day and such things only happen once in a life time. Haha.

Anyway, while serving that punishment, we were cracking lots of cold jokes. Especially Si Xiang. Obvious reason, Miss Ang wasn't there. Haha!!! If she were there... Oh... it would be as quiet as if we were attending a funeral. Ya... it's just that bad. Haha.

Anyway, half through, Hong Sing left for his CCA. He wasn't serving any punishment la... He just wanted to spend time with... Erm... Ya... Haha. you know who right.. Haha. After everything, actually alot of magical things happened. Shall not say in case I say something that I'm not suppose to say. Si Xiang bought drinks for the three of us... Hui Juan, Denise and myself. Then somehow, we decided to buy the evil teacher a drink too.

See how 'KIND' we are... Repaying evil with kindness. Haha. Maybe some of you might not understand but never mind. But anyway, we tried calling Miss Ang from the phone outside the staff room but nobody pick up. So we stood outside until a teacher walk pass. So we asked the teacher to pass the drink to Miss Ang. Haha. And we even tell the teacher to say is from Si Xiang. Haha.

But it's true. It was Si Xiang money. Oh! Today, Miss Ang was talking to mama about that drink thingy. Maybe teacher who help us pass the drink didn't tell who it was from so she thought it was from me cause I sms her and ask if she received the drink after stepping out of school that day. So I was telling her that it wasn't from me.

So after we left the classroom and enter mama's car... Mama was saying me stupid! She was telling me since Miss Ang say is from you then so be it why must go tell her... So I was telling mama must have integrity in character and she was like still thinking that what she thinks is right... Haiz... But I believe if Denise was me, she would have also done the same thing... Haha. At least I don't have to feel guilty for 'stealing' Si Xiang's credit... Haha.

Haiz... She still thinks I'm a weird person who has a weird mentality who doesn't know anything about interpersonal skills. Oh! Interpersonal skills is one of the few words I learnt from Miss Ang... Sounds chim isn't it? I was like 'HUH?!' what's that when I 1st heard that word. Haha.

I'm recently crazy over 微笑 Pasta again! While Denise is currently crazy over 原来我不帅. Haha. Before I forget, JJ's coming back to SINGAPORE!!! Yeah!!! On... 25th of May which is also this coming Sunday. And he will be appearing on Channel 8. This news is provided by Denise Tan Jia Yi. Haha.

If I didn't guess wrongly, JJ will be singing 爱与希望. The song he wrote for the earthquake victim. Don't don't admit JJ's a talented singer-songwriter. He wrote the song and even recorded it within 1 week after the earthquake.

Talking about the earthquake, If I'm not wrong, JJ donated 10k to the victims!!! But that's because he's rich la... Haha. But how many people is actually willing to donate so much???

Chloe told the retarded animal family a story about how the earthquake victims survive for 5days. The story she shared with us was about how the children survived. Don't blink your eyes... They feed on their finger nails... their urine and if I'm not wrong, the even feed on their blood!!! Can you imagine how desperate they are to survive???

So Chloe was saying if she were them, she would rather die. And when mama was watching the news of this few month old baby being saved but yet the mum died and the survivors who were left with nothing after the earthquake, she was saying... 'Ai yo... If I were the baby, I would rather die.' Can I ask a question, why would people say things like... what 'I would rather die'.

Let me tell you this, if I were that victims, even if I'm left with nothing, I would still continue to live on. Why not stop and think from another angle, people who want to carry on living didn't even have the chance and yet when we are given the chance, we actually think of giving it up. Was telling mama that and she think 'what's the point of living when we have nothing left' I don't know about what you people think but I think that it is because we have nothing left so the more we should continue living on whoever knows one of them will be a millionaire one fine day???

As long as we continue living, there will be hope. Even if the sky is dark, it will still turn bright in the morning. Even if the sky is falling down on us, as long as we are not flatten yet, there's still a way to prevent it from falling. There's a saying... 'You're not finish if you loose but you're finish if you quit' So... Don't give up till the very last minute.

One last thing before I off the computer. 我不在乎别人怎么看我。我又不是为了他们而活的。我只想做我自己。I don't wish to change what HV they all think with me and neither do I wish for them to be friend with me. I guess Miss Ang must be thinking 'this Venus is seriously hopeless. No interpersonal skills...' But this is just what i think. I don't expect everyone to agree with me.

We are all different people with different thinking. Even if I can please 1, that doesn't mean I'll be able to please 2 & 3. The world is just like that. we have to accept the fact that some people like us but some people just hate us... That's just the fact. Accept it.

Time to turn off the computer. Just a reminder... please don't talk anything about my blog in public. Just keep what you read to yourself. you can choose to leave your comments in my tag board or else, just erase what you had just read from your brain. BYE!!!

安静的呐喊
♥7:16 PM



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