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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Monday, June 02, 2008
Haiz... wanted to post a lot of pictures and explain the story behind it but is either my computer or my hand phone doesn't allow me to do so. :( Is like every time I connect my hand phone to the computer, the computer will auto restart itself. Sickening.

Since I've no pictures to publish, then I should talk about my nightmares. My nightmares is mostly about Miss Ang. Don't ask me why cause I really don't know. Remember the incident where by I posted Miss Ang 'Jay-walking' picture? The night after that day that she found out, I made a nightmare that caused me to fall of my bed!

Ya... Retribution huh... Just to tell you how high my bed is. You know the height of a single size bed? Ya... That height plus another about 20cm. Which is total about... 60cm!!! And I fall off it! Next is about what happen in my dream that caused me to fall off my 60cm bed!

Cause that day, I really wish Miss Ang could disappear forever so I dreamt that I drank a potion that makes me grow bigger. Bigger as in really very big that Miss Ang look like an ant to me. So I was so angry with her that I wanted to step her. So in my dream, I lifted up my leg preparing to step on her and in real life, I did the same action just that I was lying down in my bed.

But in real life, half of my leg was already out of the bed. So in my dream, I was about to step on Miss Ang which also means in real life, I was also doing the same action. Hence, my leg landed on the floor which pulled my whole body down! Is my leg really that strong/heavy?

It really hurts eh... Can you imagine a 47kg girl with the height of about 160cm-162cm falling of a bed about 60cm?! Freak! But the stupid thing was that after falling off the bed, it took me quite a while to make me realise I was in pain. Haha.

The impact was really that big that I could even woke my maid up. Haiz... Should be lucky that I didn't have any broken bones ar? Haha. Anyway, the lesson to be learnt is that don't ever offend Miss Ang to prevent yourself from making nightmare of her so that you don't have to fall off the bed like me.

Oh should also explain why is there an extra 20cm on top of my single size bed ar? The extra 20cm thingy is actually another mattress. In the past, I use to put a 20cm mattress on the floor and sleep on it to prevent myself from falling. But one horrible night, something crew on me. Don't ask me what's that cause I've no idea too. But it seem to feel a spider to me. And as everyone know, I'm most afraid of spiders so hence, I decided to sleep on a higher bed... Ya... That's how my bed became so tall. Haha.

And it also takes time to get up on my bed especially when I'm exhausted. Ok... That all for my nightmare and my bed. Next we shall tak about my bestest friend's dream. Wow... Her dream is most of the time wonderful. Much better than mine. She dreams mostly about JJ!!!

There was once she dreamt that she shift house and she shift all the way to beside JJ! Remember... This is just a dream. Wait! Mama's back! Cannot continue liao... Shall leave the rest to Denise to post on her own blog.. Haha. BYE!!!

安静的呐喊
♥8:23 PM



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*Name: Venus Lee Yan 李缘
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*Enjoying God's presence
*Reflecting
*Making song covers
*Making videos
*Looking at the moon
*Studying the meaning behind every song
*Singing
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*My friends
*Pursuing my dreams
*Writing phrases that speaks what I feel about certain matter
*Every talent I'm blessed with
*Listening to people
*Split personality
*Everything God has given me

-Her Detest
*Empty promises
*Lies
*Cowards

-Her Past
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ChUnWeN
JaSoN
TaN hUi JuAn
XiAo HuI
Xi Yu

*DESTINY IMPACT*
DeStInY iMpAcT
GlAdYs
EuNiCe

*DLSS*
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*FAMILY*
DaDdY
SaMuEl LeE wEi KaNg

*STARS*
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*SENIORS*
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*TEACHERS*
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