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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Sunday, June 22, 2008
JJ so 帅 but his eyes so small. Haha. Okay before I get crazy over JJ, shall talk about this damn short school holiday. Erm... forget it.I'm currently too crazy over JJ. So since I have nothing to talk about regarding my holidays, shall post a Chinese Compo that someone had written. Although it sounds very copy cat, but please leave your comments in my tag board after reading it. Thank you.

But after reading, if you are not a JJ fan, then go away. You're not invited after that. Haha!!! Here comes the compo.It's a Chinese compo. I shall not tell you who the writer is till next time I post again.

《一个不平凡的人》

对我来说,一个最平凡的人就是最不平凡的人。虽然我从来也没见过她本人,可是我知道她一直以来都在我身旁给我爱与希望。

爸爸曾告诉我,不管将来遇到什么困难,一定不可以轻易放弃。因为我这条命是用母亲的性命换来的。

母亲在把我从肚子里生出来时遇到了困难。为了某些原因,医生说只有母亲或者我可以活着出来。母亲最终选择放弃生命让我有机会见识这个美丽的世界。

母亲在进入手术房之前,把一个小字条交给爸爸,告诉爸爸在我长大后一定要给我看。小字条上写着:

可爱的小宝贝
如果你能从手术房活着出来
一定要记住我爱你。

我非常感谢母亲给我机会来到这个充满爱与希望的世界。每当我心情不好或遇到困难时,我就会想起母亲留给我的小字条。妈妈就是我生命中最不平凡的人。
~完~

Okay! That's all for the Chinese Compo. Don't forget to leave your comments in the tag board! Bye... To people who are not JJ Fans. Haha.

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JJ TIME!!! Haha! Yesterday I went to the church that JJ goes to. And I went there specially to see his so called 'secret' concert. Haha. Please... He's damn funny. He said something like 'I didn't tell my fan club about it. Shh...' Haha. He so funny la.

Oh. At the starting of the so called 'secret' concert, there was 2 guys, they came out and one of them acted as JJ then the other one acted as one of JJ's bestest friend. So the starting they didn't refer JJ as JJ but they refer JJ as Wayne. Anyway, the whole concert is really damn funny. And people who didn't go miss a lot of things.

Cause JJ sang a few songs that he had earlier on written but was not recorded in any of his albums and will not be recorded too. Haha. And the songs are nice. Really nice. Haha. I can't really post everything that happened yesterday cause it's getting late and I have to go soon and there's just too much to talk about. Maybe I'll post it like episodes after episodes. Haha. Sounds like TV drama ar? Haha.

Anyway they did ask those who wants god to love them and bla bla bla... Can't really remember what they say cause is not JJ say, haha. Anyway, they ask people who wants god to love them to go down to in front of the stage... And I went. Cause it like... Who don't want god to love them? But I was one of the last few to went down.

So when I went down, JJ was like starring at me and giving me that type of 'Why is this girl taking such a long time to decide?' Haha. But I really went down cause I wan god to love me and not cause I wanted to get near JJ. Haha. But I was standing very near him. I mean quite. Haha.

But honestly, I can't really see his eyes. Haha. And there's something I'm not very sure. JJ seemed to be smiling at me but I'm not sure if he was smiling at someone else cause he was smiling at my direction. But he seemed to be looking at me. Well, that's too bad. His eyes were to small for me to confirm. Haha.

Anyway, Just now I sms almost everyone in my hand phone contact '________, I telly you something. JJ so 帅 but his eyes very small. Haha!' And Denise replied 'Turtle, I tell you something. JJ 超帅. 1 table away jj de eyes not very small.' Haha!!! Guess we are just the two crazy JJ Fans. Haha. Anyway, we both agree that sbx's eyes are smaller than JJ. This is not an insult. It's the fact. Haha!

Okay got to go now. Tomorrow school re-open have to sleep early. Haiz... Nite nite & sweet dreams.

安静的呐喊
♥10:32 PM



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*Name: Venus Lee Yan 李缘
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-Her Love
*Enjoying God's presence
*Reflecting
*Making song covers
*Making videos
*Looking at the moon
*Studying the meaning behind every song
*Singing
*listening to songs
*My friends
*Pursuing my dreams
*Writing phrases that speaks what I feel about certain matter
*Every talent I'm blessed with
*Listening to people
*Split personality
*Everything God has given me

-Her Detest
*Empty promises
*Lies
*Cowards

-Her Past
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-Exits
*BVSS*
ChUnWeN
JaSoN
TaN hUi JuAn
XiAo HuI
Xi Yu

*DESTINY IMPACT*
DeStInY iMpAcT
GlAdYs
EuNiCe

*DLSS*
BuNcHaNa

*FAMILY*
DaDdY
SaMuEl LeE wEi KaNg

*STARS*
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Show Luo 罗志祥

*SENIORS*
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