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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Before I start venting all my anger on my blog, shall post the lyrics for my background music first.

歌曲:害怕
歌手:林俊杰

wu~~~~~~~~~~~wo~~~~~~~~~~~
我突然觉得有点怕
爱跟生活的一切
你以为我知道怎么拆开
我们的想法落差

我的爱
是说停不能停
已经弄的不能说是曾经
也可说出我是错的
爱未曾变成真的
也没藏到多少你需要的爱

我不再
去执拙我是谁
或是我在夜里掉的眼泪
也可说我看不开的
为你我能做的

竟还没让你相信是爱情
左右你我

而哭泣都是因为爱
也逼自己不掉泪
让往日不只是有你这网里
我也撑着
拼了命的守着

我的爱
是说停不能停
已经弄的不能说是曾经
也可说出我是错的
爱未曾变成真的
也没藏到多少你需要的爱

我不再
去执拙我是谁
或是我在夜里掉的眼泪
也可说我看不开的
为你我能做的

竟还没让你相信是爱情
左右你我

喵~~!

Anyway, there's the English for this song and it's called 'Endless Road'. It's equally nice too. Haha. Of course. It's sang and composed by JJ eh. Haha. Anyway, Xiao Hui was asking about that Thai guy and me. =.= I've like... Just rejected him... Don't worry. It's not the Thai guy in 2E1. It's the one from my ex school.

Well, it's not fair to him if I go with him and moreover, it's streaming year. Don't want such stupid thing to affect my studies. Already my science is bad enough. No time to spend on such things. Love affairs aside. Studies comes first. Family and friends second. Followed by JJ. Haha. At least studies still comes first right? Haha.

Okay. Now time for the angry topics. Shall start with Ramanjit. Miss Ang was asking me to sms her to tell her to bring don't know what and was telling her not to talk to me about her. Please la! Snatch my chicken away from me and trying to snatch Denise away! Dream on la!

That day D&T I was like since she's with Chicken then I go with Hui Juan. So she said something like 'Hui Juan is mine' or something like that. So I was 'NVM lor... Then I take chicken' then she said something that has the same meaning as 'as if chicken wants you' I mean she didn't say that but she meant that...

I sounds like as if I'm a turtle who like to be Jealous a lot. But it's damn sickening la. Is like snatch people away from me! And her that disgusting 'act cute' voice is back again! Bleah la!!! I think even HV is better than her la! BLEAH!!!

Okay! Full stop on that bleah bleah person. Now time for another bleah bleah person. That DUNN! He damn ass la. That day I was trying to speak up for Denise cause Hong Sing was like saying her don't know what what what. Then I was trying to talk things out with Hong Sing and that stupid damn ass DUNN extra come interrupt and say I irritating! And he claim that my laughter is horrible!!!

For goodness sake! Who ever the hell on earth are you to comment on my laughter?! Not like you laughter is very nice right! isn't yours worst! Freak la! And I talking to Hong Sing so what's the fuck is your problem la! Who's the irritating one here! You hate me you think I like you ar! I finally know that Brandon is not the worst!

Is like every time I talking to Denise then that freaking DUNN will just turn around and ask me to shut up! Please la! He talk like shit then can! I talk a while only then he ask me shut up! Teacher also didn't say anything so who the hell are you to ask me to shut up!

And today that damn ass DUNN curse JJ die! I'll use my turtle shell and help JJ reflect the curse back to you ar! Go die la! Freak! Curse JJ! Curse some more see who die 1st ar! U curse one person is equal to two people curse you back ar! Sore loser !

Okay... Enough! Before all the vulgarities comes out. I know I did say some just now but I'm angry so I don't care. I feel so much like hating him but the bible says before Jesus was born, the rule is that you cannot murder anyone. However after Jesus was born, the rule changed. The rule changed to 'You cannot hate anyone because when you hate someone, means you are murdering someone'...

So I dislike DUNN. Forget it. Just pray hard that won't end up in the same class as him next year. Haha. Okay! I got to go bed soon. Nite nite...

安静的呐喊
♥10:46 PM



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-The Girl
*Name: Venus Lee Yan 李缘
*Date Of Birth: 20th Feb 1994
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*E-mail: Venus_lee_yan@hotmail.com
*AKA: Retarded Over Turn Blonde Turtle

-Her Love
*Enjoying God's presence
*Reflecting
*Making song covers
*Making videos
*Looking at the moon
*Studying the meaning behind every song
*Singing
*listening to songs
*My friends
*Pursuing my dreams
*Writing phrases that speaks what I feel about certain matter
*Every talent I'm blessed with
*Listening to people
*Split personality
*Everything God has given me

-Her Detest
*Empty promises
*Lies
*Cowards

-Her Past
February 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 March 2010 May 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 January 2013 April 2013



-Exits
*BVSS*
ChUnWeN
JaSoN
TaN hUi JuAn
XiAo HuI
Xi Yu

*DESTINY IMPACT*
DeStInY iMpAcT
GlAdYs
EuNiCe

*DLSS*
BuNcHaNa

*FAMILY*
DaDdY
SaMuEl LeE wEi KaNg

*STARS*
OfFiCiAl JJ LiN jUn JiE 林俊杰's BlOg
Jimmy Lin Chi Ying 林志颖
Show Luo 罗志祥

*SENIORS*
LiNg HuAn

*TEACHERS*
MiSs AnG


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