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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Friday, July 11, 2008
每天都看起来很开心的人,私邸下并不一定也会那么快乐。每天都哈哈大笑的人,并不一定会没有烦恼。每天都挂着微笑的人,跟不一定会开心。每天挂着面具上学,到底有多辛苦,又有多少人知道?我想说的是,不是微笑就代表快乐/开心。
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Today damn boring lor... She herself ask me stay back for 1hr. You 1st day know me ar? I'm forever that noisy you don't know meh? Then still ask Denise and Chloe don't talk to me! Think they your robot ar?! They 私邸下 how crazy you also don't know. Ni Jia Zhu Hai Bian Ma? I learn that lesson from 微笑 Pasta. Haha.

Was 小氣大財神 from youtube and I've posted it on my blog. Haha. I might be creating one more blog soon. But that's my own personal blog so I won't tell anyone the URL. It's all up to you to guess. Neither will I put invitation for that blog. And of course I won't link it to this blog. Haha. Happy figuring out my URL. Haha. But this blog will still be my main blog. Haha...

I'm getting hungry soon. Didn't eat lunch today. And I only ate that oily curry chicken pie during recess. It's seriously very oily so try not to eat it too often. Oh ya! And the snickers. Haha. Shall keep for bro. He love chocolate. Bro as in my real bro, not chicken. Haha. Blood is ticker than water. I only like milk and dark chocolate. Haha. So I don't really eat snickers.

Snickers are fattening... Don't get it wrong. I just don't like the chocolate not because of Miss Ang. Of course I stil must thank her for the chocolate. After all it's the thought that counts. Haha. And don't worry, my mentally disabled bro will love it. He loves chocolate and all those snacks. No wonder he has so many pimples. Haha. Serve him right.

Shall make him eat more chocolate then his pimples will just continue to multiply non stop. Haha!!! Poor bro, have such a horrible sister like me. Haha. Anyway, chicken love chocolate too. The youth day snickers & time out from Miss Ang was given to ducky mummy and chicken. Haha. So sad la... She give all those chocolate that I hate the most. Haha. Never mind. Just take it that I'm not fated to eat chocolates that Miss Ang give. If I'm not wrong there's still M&M. Haha. Think I give chicken too.

Chicken just loves eating chocolate so much. Haha. So different from me. Oh ya! I love the MARS chocolate. Ya... people say that's because I'm Venus. Haha. =.= Well, maybe that explains why I'm not fat. Haha. But don't worry, I'll become fatter and fatter soon. Cause mama has recently stock up the kitchen. Haha. That's a good news anyway, cause I want to grow fatter. Haha.

You must be thinking that I'm a weird person. But I'm nearly underweight. My BMI is 18.35 eh. If I'm not wrong the 'passing mark' for BMI is 18... I'm only at the border line. I want to be at the healthy weight!!! So must eat more... Eat Eat Eat!!! Anyway, cause I skip my lunch just now, I dropped 1.5kg! What the la... Just skip one meal only then drop so much! I WANNA BE FATTER!!!

Okay... I'm going crazy trying to be fat. Haha. But my main aim now is not to grow fatter. I want to grow TALLER!!! Should go ask Miss Ang what she eat how come she grow so tall. Haha. Of course I don't want to be that tall. 163cm is enough. That's about 3 more cm to go. Haha. =.= But 3cm still makes a big difference.

Haiz... Sian... I think my food is ready. Haha!!! Bye!!! Dinner time~~~~~~~~~~~

安静的呐喊
♥6:01 PM



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*Name: Venus Lee Yan 李缘
*Date Of Birth: 20th Feb 1994
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-Her Love
*Enjoying God's presence
*Reflecting
*Making song covers
*Making videos
*Looking at the moon
*Studying the meaning behind every song
*Singing
*listening to songs
*My friends
*Pursuing my dreams
*Writing phrases that speaks what I feel about certain matter
*Every talent I'm blessed with
*Listening to people
*Split personality
*Everything God has given me

-Her Detest
*Empty promises
*Lies
*Cowards

-Her Past
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-Exits
*BVSS*
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JaSoN
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XiAo HuI
Xi Yu

*DESTINY IMPACT*
DeStInY iMpAcT
GlAdYs
EuNiCe

*DLSS*
BuNcHaNa

*FAMILY*
DaDdY
SaMuEl LeE wEi KaNg

*STARS*
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