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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Saturday, July 05, 2008
Hi... I'm back to post again. Just now when I was bathing, I suddenly remembered a few days ago, after reading my MSN personal message, Miss Ang asked me this question 'Who is Hong Wei Cheng?' I don't deny the fact that I was shocked. Haha. I don't know why. Whatever it is, I didn't answer her question. My reply to her was 'Can I not answer?' Fortunately, the Wonderful Miss Ang said yes. Haha.

However, in the end, she said something like... 'Never mind, I'll just take it as he's someone that you once loved' What she said was not exactly correct it's half correct. There's something more to it actually. Some... 不能说的秘密.

Every time I break a promise, I really hope I can reverse the time. Can you imagine you trust someone so much but end up everything is nothing but a lie? What's the use of saying those mushy words when it's all crap? What's the use of saying those mushy words when they are words without meaning? What's the use of saying those mushy words... When they are nothing but just a lie?

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Remember the day that Miss Ang posted this (on her blog):


Don't promise me the sun, the moon and the stars when all I see is just a dark blue sky.

Don't prove to me that I have made a wrong choice right from the start when I could not find any more excuse to justify the wrong choice.

Don't ask for another chance when another chance is another disappointment.



I don't need any apology when it is just an apology without any sincerity.

I don't need any promise when it is just a promise that you can't fulfill.

Neither do I need any reflection when it is just words that don't carry any meaning.



Then after that, Denise and I was talking on the phone. So Denise started something stupid and crazy. Anyway I joined in after that. Denise changed 'Don't promise me the sun, the moon and the stars when all I see is just a dark blue sky. ' To... 'Don't promise me the L, the J and the J when all I see is just Jay Chou.' Haha!

Tell you my version then... 'Don't promise me the 'em', the 'ar!' and the 'orh!' when all I see is just 'huh?' 'Haha! That lame anyway... It wasn't suppose to be a joke but somehow things just turned out wrong. Haha. Hope Miss Ang won't be angry after reading this... Haha. But it still sounds funny after all... Haha.

Anyway! I suddenly remember something! The English Department Notice Board... The credits also go to Denise Tan Jia Yi and Venus Lee Yan!!! We did all the cutting of the words and the border and all the three boys and the 忘恩负义 teacher did was to pin up everything! What is this man! We did all the hard work and yet the credits does not include the two STARS!!! Grrr! Angry ar!

Before I forget, the credit also include Chloe Ang Yu Qi! She helped out in the cutting of the border. Ya ya... Then Miss Ang will say that Chloe and Denise cut the border because they have to serve it as their punishment for skipping their CCA. But what about me?! I cut the words eh! I didn't skip CCA! So what's this now?! HUH?! (Blood Boiling) Angry ar...

Never mind, what's past is past. No point being angry anymore. Just trying to remind everyone, next time before giving the credits, think... Think... And THINK... Don't be so 忘恩负义.

That shall end my post for the day... Nite nite & sweet dreams...

安静的呐喊
♥11:42 PM



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-The Girl
*Name: Venus Lee Yan 李缘
*Date Of Birth: 20th Feb 1994
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-Her Love
*Enjoying God's presence
*Reflecting
*Making song covers
*Making videos
*Looking at the moon
*Studying the meaning behind every song
*Singing
*listening to songs
*My friends
*Pursuing my dreams
*Writing phrases that speaks what I feel about certain matter
*Every talent I'm blessed with
*Listening to people
*Split personality
*Everything God has given me

-Her Detest
*Empty promises
*Lies
*Cowards

-Her Past
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-Exits
*BVSS*
ChUnWeN
JaSoN
TaN hUi JuAn
XiAo HuI
Xi Yu

*DESTINY IMPACT*
DeStInY iMpAcT
GlAdYs
EuNiCe

*DLSS*
BuNcHaNa

*FAMILY*
DaDdY
SaMuEl LeE wEi KaNg

*STARS*
OfFiCiAl JJ LiN jUn JiE 林俊杰's BlOg
Jimmy Lin Chi Ying 林志颖
Show Luo 罗志祥

*SENIORS*
LiNg HuAn

*TEACHERS*
MiSs AnG


-The Talkings


-CREDITS

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