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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Monday, July 21, 2008
Home

Whenever I am feeling low
I look around me and I know
There's a place that will stay within me
Wherever I may choose to go
I will always recall the city
Know every street and shore
Sail down the river which brings us life
Winding through my Singapore

Chorus:
This is home truly, where I know I must be
Where my dreams wait for me, where that river always flows
This is home surely, as my senses tell me
This is where I won't be alone, for this is where I know it's home

When there are troubles to go through
We'll find a way to start anew
There is comfort in the knowledge
That home's about its people too
So we'll build our dreams together
Just like we've done before
Just like the river which brings us life
There'll always be Singapore

(Repeat Chorus)

For this is where I know it's home
For this is where I know I'm home

Haha. Since NDP is coming soon, shall put a NDP song as my background music. Haha. Just helping Denise. If you want to hear the JJ version of 'HOME' in case you forget how did it sounds like, you can go the following link...

http://www.ndp.org.sg/downloads/audio/pastyear.php

Actually I prefer the past NDP song compared to the NDP song now. Honestly speaking, I think this year's NDP song is very the... ya... No offence la... There are some past NDP songs that I like a lot. Example: We Will Get There, Home & Reach Out For The Skies.

Okay... NDP a side. Time for JJ. Haha. Yesterday, Denise and I went to IMM level 3, garden plaza. Haha. For goodness sake. I rush there all the way from my tuition place. Denise was telling me that there will be shutter bus that brings you from Clementi to IMM but the sad thing is that the bus only comes every half an hour. So the clever me decided to hop into a cab. Haha!!!

'Clever' I mean... I still remember that day I was still watching the news and they said that Taxi will add another 30 cents. At that point of time, I was thinking 'Oh great! Then Miss Ang will have to spent another 30cents more every time she takes a cab!' Let me tell you something. That was a stupid thought. Cause I ended having to pay extra 30cents too!!! Haha. That was lame please.

Lesson to be learnt: Do not be too happy that early. Haha. Think that's called retribution too. Haha. But anyway, I cab home after that cause it was nearly 10pm. Haha. And before we left, we said 'Bye bye' to JJ. Haha. And he heard and he said 'bye bye' too. Haha!!! So 帅 la!!!

Anyway, tell you the stupidest thing Denise and I had done. When JJ was singing, I shouted 'JJ!!!!' So Denise continued 'Sarang Heyo!!!' So I decided maybe I shall continue too. So I went '我爱你!!!' Haha. That was lame but I wasn't the lame-est. Denise went on and said 'I love you!!!' Haha!!! That was very lame, funny and stupid too. Haha.

And the people behind was saying 'They two very cute eh...' =.= I think normal people reaction should be 'They two very siao eh...' Haha. But we were really siao. But don't worry, such things only happen once in a while. Haha. Anyway, there was a fight between the two people in front and behind of poor Denise. She and I was like so funny la... Like standing in the middle of them praying hard that nothing would happen to up. Haha.

I realise I didn't explain what happened. Never mind, I shall leave the job to Denise. I bet she has more things to say. Haha. But JJ was really cute. Haha.

JJ a side. ONLY FOR THE TIME BEING!!! Today she asked the class a question which really made me reflect. Why do I do all the notice board? Is it because of the class? Or is it just because of the prize. She asked those who did it for the class to raise up their hands. But I didn't. But I also didn't did it for the prize...

I didn't really dare to raise up my hands cause I had not yet confirm what did I did it for. Everything seemed to me like as if I did it to pass time. To win a prize for the class. And maybe just to let Miss Ang not to feel so disappointed. Actually 2E1 is very lucky to have Miss Ang as form teacher la. That's what I think. but only unlucky at times. Haha.

Look across all the sec 2 classes. How many of the form teacher actually bother to help the class print this and that and design the notice board? Which form teacher is so hardworking to work out the cheer? Which teacher is willing to treat students Pizzas when they have won prizes? Is like we win prizes it does good only to the students but what do the teachers gain? Nothing but to give money...

But sadly, people like Brandon take everything for granted. From what Brandon said today, it sounds like as if he only remembered all the nasty things that Miss Ang did to him and forget all about the Pizzas and all the hard work she had put in. He sounded to me as if he thinks all the Miss Ang did was nothing but crap.

But at least after reading this post, Miss Ang should at least know that there's still one wonderful student out there, who loves to call her '扫把星', knows how to appreciate her efforts. Haha, I believe the retarded family will have the same thinking. Cause every time I'm angry will her or I start to dislike Miss Ang, it's forever the retarded family who are beside me telling me how good Miss Ang is and bla bla bla... Haha.

Oh please, the retarded family are all kind people k. Including me!!! Haha. But true la. How many wonderful teachers are there??? Hopefully this post will help to brighten up Miss Ang's day. But these are words WITH meaning...

安静的呐喊
♥10:16 PM



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*Name: Venus Lee Yan 李缘
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-Her Love
*Enjoying God's presence
*Reflecting
*Making song covers
*Making videos
*Looking at the moon
*Studying the meaning behind every song
*Singing
*listening to songs
*My friends
*Pursuing my dreams
*Writing phrases that speaks what I feel about certain matter
*Every talent I'm blessed with
*Listening to people
*Split personality
*Everything God has given me

-Her Detest
*Empty promises
*Lies
*Cowards

-Her Past
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-Exits
*BVSS*
ChUnWeN
JaSoN
TaN hUi JuAn
XiAo HuI
Xi Yu

*DESTINY IMPACT*
DeStInY iMpAcT
GlAdYs
EuNiCe

*DLSS*
BuNcHaNa

*FAMILY*
DaDdY
SaMuEl LeE wEi KaNg

*STARS*
OfFiCiAl JJ LiN jUn JiE 林俊杰's BlOg
Jimmy Lin Chi Ying 林志颖
Show Luo 罗志祥

*SENIORS*
LiNg HuAn

*TEACHERS*
MiSs AnG


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