I'm tired. So many things waiting for me to complete and yet none of them are touched. Mainly.. Homework! :@ Grrrr!!! *ROAR!*

Hate homeworks. Wonder why some teachers love to flood students with homework. Don't they know by flooding students with homework, they are actually flooding themselves back with 40 times more homework... to mark...??? Haha. Never mind. Serve them right. Haha. For torturing us.

But one thing. They don't have a date line to when they must return us back our work but we have date lines to when we MUST hand in our work. And when we students blame teachers for returning our work late, they can say things like 'I have lots of classes of homework to mark K?!' So why can we students say 'We have more homework from other teachers to do K?!'

Haiz... I think if we were to say that, we'll perish the very next moment. Haha. Fine... Forget it. It's our RESPONSIBILITY to do our homework anyway... =.= Bored.

Lalalalalalala... I'm bored. Really bored. Maybe I shall go play my ruescape which doesn't requires the key board... Or maybe youtube is also a great idea. Haha. At least let my fingers go rest.

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As I was youtube-ing just now, I suddenly remember something. 'You think your heart very special ar? can see what's invisible to the eye'. Haha. That's so stupid. Haha. Jim Soo's bro is naughty. But that was funny although it's very rude. Haha.

Anyway, I've invited two new people in! That's Kim Jim Soo and Chua Xi Yu. Haha. The both of them was asking me to invite them. So since no harm then just invite lor... Haha. =.=

Okay. Shall go bath now. BYE!!! And continue my work. Haha. BYE!!!

Rain rain go away... Come again another day... Venus want to go JJ's blog!!!

I'm angry. Try so many time to go into JJ's blog but think cuz of the rain, the damn satellite is slow or something that caused me not being able to enter JJ's blog... Grr!!!

Lalalala... I'm bored. Nothing to do. And no one's online!!! Angry... Bored...

Bla bla bla. Okay. Seriously, this post is crap. Just posting for the sake of posting. Oh no! I'm addicted to ALWAYS ONLINE!!! I'm going crazy!!!!

Okay... Shall go play viwawa (or wiwawa for Miss Ang) to cool myself down while I watch the Closing of the Olympics. :)

Hey. I'm alone at home again. Sian. I reached home at around... 2.40pm. Actually can reach home one hour earlier lor. But need do DC. Thanks to Ducky mama. Haha. No la. Not her fault la. Is I want wait for her de...

We were suppose to meet at Bukit Batok Mrt Station at 7.10am today but she ended up reaching at 7.22am! How to reach the hall within 3minutes??? Haha. Mama did message me to go first but. Haiz... Never mind la. How can I abandon my mummy there??? Maybe if I did abandon mummy there, she can start singing the song 《最爱你的人是我》...

最爱你的人是我... 你怎么使得我难过。在我最需要你的时候，没有说一句话就走。最爱你的人是我，你怎么舍得我难过。对你付出了这么多，你却没有感动过...

Okay。I'm very lame. I know. So sian. Converting my 《2006就是俊傑世界巡迴演唱會》DVD so that I can save it into my Ipod. Haha. Then next time everywhere I go (except school0, whenever I miss JJ or feel like watching JJ's concert, I can just take out the Ipod and start watching. 80GB eh... Actually I think mama should buy that 160GB that one. Cause it's more worth it. But anyway, I won't need that much. 80GB is enough. Haha.

So sian la. One person at home. So fortunate that I know how to cook instant noodles and had learnt ho to crack egg during the June Holidays. Haha. If not I'll just be eating plain noodles. Haha. Maybe during this period of time when my maid have to go over to look after my Ahma, my egg cracking skills will improve. Haha. Who knows 1 month later I can crack egg with only using one hand... Haha. Wow! So impressive. Haha. =.=

Lalalalala... JJ's on today's Chinese morning newspaper. It's a bad news I think. Cause I haven really go and read it yet. But it looks like a bad news. According to Denise, it said something like... All the Ocean Butterflies the contract thingy all lost. The contract that JJ, A-du, Rynn, Jin Sha and all Ocean Butterflies Singer's contract all totally lost.

What a bad news... But that doesn't means that JJ can't release albums. He can still continue releasing his albums. If not wrong his new album coming out soon. Maybe in September or October... Hopefully is not between mid of October and mid of November. Cause going to Guangzhou with CHUNWEN!!! Yeah... Haha.

And of course... School. Haha. But whoever knows if JJ will be there. Wah... If really see JJ at the airport, I think I'll go crazy. Haha. Then Denise will be jealous.

Suddenly realise the time is running out. Very soon it's going to be the end of the year. Only about two more months. And we will all be separated. Haiz. Wonder if the retarded animal family will still be in the same class next year or not. Haiz.

Then next year also different form teacher. So sad. Wonder why Miss Ang don't teach upper sec. Sian. Pray hard that we won't get TB as our English teacher if not I think can die lor. Sian. Haiz... Lit, Geo or His??? I mean His is out. Only either Lit or Geo... Which one shall I choose. If not wrong sec 3 no Lit right.Okay. Forget it. Think Geo la. I just passed my History... 20/40 Haha. What to do??? I have STM.

But Geo as long as I got listen I can pass with at least a B4 lor. If I study maybe can get higher. But Geo seemed to be very common sense to me. Maybe only for lower sec. I still remember that time the MYE the Geo test. Denise got study, I didn't and yet we got the same mark. Haha. =.= Maybe if I did study, I could have gotten higher marks. Haha. Anyway... That's in the past.

Was at JJ's blog just now. Wow. Didn't know he also have fans in Indonesia. And I think he is going to have a concert there. Wow. Amazing... Didn't know people there understand Chinese. Haha. I mean if they are JJ fans surely they listen to his songs and most of his sons are Chinese songs mah. Wow. So amazing. And JJ took a helicopter to the concert venue... Haha.

So funny. JJ some times also very lame. He crack lame jokes. The retarded animal family knows about the joke cause Rabbit and I told them. Haha. And I manage to trick many Choir members too. Haha. And when I told them JJ told me the joke, they were like 'HUH?! JJ tell u the joke personally?!' Haha. Of course not... JJ told me the joke via Youtube. Actually is Denise watch from youtube then she tell me. Haha. He's lame.

That explains why he have lame fans like Rabbit and Turtle. Haha. But is due to the fact that Rabbit and I are lame that's why we can be bestest friend what. Isn't it??? Haha.

Okay... Think I've just ran out of topics to post about cause have been posting very often these few days. Shall continue some other day. Still converting the DVD. The joy of being at home alone is that I can sing like nobody's business. Haha. But the bad thing is that I'm lonely... :(

Okay. Shall go practice my piano now. Still trying to learn 《发现爱》. Yeah. I know I'm learning very slow but must remember... I'm only Grade 1 and no one's teaching me to play. I'm learning on my own eh... Haha. Okay. Time to go while the computer is converting the DVD. Haha... BYE!!!

Today's post will be very unorganised and might have lots of sentence structure problems. Cause seriously, I'm really very tired today.

20th August 2008

Today is Denise and my one month anniversary since we met JJ at IMM Garden Plaza Level 3 at around 8/9 plus!!! By right it started at 7.30 but JJ only came out around 8/9 plus. Haha. Then we went crazy shouting different version of 'I love you'... Haha. Anyway, that was the lamest thing I've ever done. Haha. Denise was reminding me all about this this morning while walking back to class from the hall. Duh.

Today!!!

I didn't remember about the IMM thingy cause was very busy with Grand mama these few days. Everyday after school I'll have to go over to Grand mama house and take care of her together with m maid and her own maid. Haha.

That explains why I haven been doing my homework these few days. Haha. Not even maths. This also in a way explain the reason why didn't I copy the vocab list. Haiz... There goes my spelling marks... Bye spelling marks. Erm wait... Maybe this is just a stupid excuse for me forgetting to copy vocab list. Okay. Forget it...

But at least it is a reasonable excuse k... Every night I reach home only at like... 9 plus 10... Where do I find the time to do my homework. Okay. This is stupid. She'll say... 'no time copy vocab list have time come blogging!!!' Okay. Forget it... What's passed is passed.

Was listening to Yes 933 today while looking after Grand mama and I heard of a news that there was one Korean Actor passed away today due to a car accident. So sad. According to Xiao Hui, he's only in his early 30s. So young la... According to the radio, they say he died on the spot but according to Xiao Hui, he died on the way to hospital... So sad la.

This teaches everyone a lesson. Treasure those around you. Cause you might not know what's going to happen the next minute. Maybe it's just god's fate... Sad. No comments but... Sad... Really sad. Heard that he acted in the Korean drama Coffee Prince and according to Xiao Hui, his Korean name is 'Lee Eon'. And mama cried upon hearing the news... *sobs*

Shall go bath now before continuing on my post...

Okay. I'm back. Thought after Grandma's discharged from the hospital we won't have to go back to that hospital again. But yet today, we're back to the same hospital cause Grandma's blood pressure was very low. Haiz.

Oh no. I'm kind of a suffering from cough. Cause the disease from my maid. Haiz. Hey! Doesn't that means that will give me an excuse for not joining P.E. Lesson tomorrow??? Great idea. Haha. Lets see how tomorrow.

Today, as usual, I went to Grand mama's house after school cause no one's at home, I don't like to be alone at home and I have to look after Grand mama. Too bad. She speaks Teow Chew which I'm no very good in speaking. I can say simple things like no... go work, go bath, eat, watch TV and bla bla... Only basic. But I understand what Grandma's trying to tell me when she speaks. Maybe shall ge Brian to come and help me convey messages to her. Haha.

From what I know about Brian, I think his Teow Chew or whatever language is better than me. Haha. But at least I speak better thn my maid despite her spending more time than me with Ahma. Sian. Was thinking of presenting the IPW project today so I brought my mama's lap top to school cause of some reason. Long story so shall not say.

But end up, our IPW lesson was taken up by our Science lesson. Yeah... Miss Reena used out IPW lesson for Science too. That's so stupid k. This damn lap top is so damn heavy and yet... Haiz... Make me need to bring again on Monday where there's our next IPW lesson. If she skip again I tell you... I will NOT bring the damn heavy lap top any more. So Sian la.

Two weeks ago, Shen Jian ask us to write a compo. And guess what... Until now I still haven hand in. Haha. Too lazy to write and don't have the 灵感 to write nice compos. Haha. Shen Jian was saying the previous compo which the topic if I didn't remember wrongly is 《最珍贵的礼物》he said many people did very badly but surprisingly, I did the best. =.=

He said so far I think out of 17 scripts that he marked, I'm the only oe who got 30 and above. Sound like as if I'm boasting around ar? Haha. Who cares. I don't get to boast every time. Actually I find this topic very easy to write eh. But my topic for this compo was 《隐形的礼物》sounds special ar??? Maybe shall post it after he return us the paper. Cause I've forgotten the story. I only know the present included 5 presents.

Can say is the 5 presents that I want to get the most. Don't worry. Nothing to do with JJ. Haha. Wait. I think have. Cause if I didn't remember wrongly, I added the word '爱与希望' Haha. It is JJ's song!!! Specially for the Szechuan people. Oh! one last thing to boast about. I got 37/40 for maths common test. lost to Brian by one mark. Haha. Brian is the highest. I'm not the second highest cause many more other people also got 37/40 for the maths common test. But it's still considered a good achievement k...

Okay. Enough of the boasting. Time for bed... Nite ntie & sweet dreams.

Haiz. Oh no. Shall not copy her line. Haha. But really very haiz la. Think I'm gonna sleep at 12 plus again. The damn IPW project thingy. Sian... Just to update everyone. The background music (BGM) has changed to 《围墙》 by Nicky! 李玖哲! This song is composed by the Singapore well known Singer-song writer-actor... JJ LIN JUN JIE!!! Whoo!!! Okay... I'm nuts. Haha. But it's really composed by JJ k... If you don't like JJ think ge lost! You're not welcome.

Sian. Think I didn't make myself clear in the previous post. Is not that I appreciate Miss Ang only cause of that sickening stranger. Is cause of that stranger that I learn how to appreciate Miss Ang more. Haha. This sounds nicer. Haha. Okay.I'm really lame. Whatever... But it's the FACT. Denise... is fact. not fat. Haha. =.=

Sian la... Oh. Shall talk more about the BGM. I got to know this song via S-POP! Yeah! JJ was singing it. Erm... What else can I say??? Herm... Forget it. Shall start crapping all about JJ again. Haha. Was using the computer just now while watching TV. Then there was this advertisement about new CDs. Then they say what.. 'featuring musics from JJ Lin...' Then I suddenly looked up like as if I was shocked by a lightening. Haha. Shall so check out what JJ song is in there.

Shall start savig money and prepare for JJ's new album. I'm not sure if I posted about this or not. But never mind. If I did, then just take it that I'm repeating myself. Shan Jian told us that his students went to Beijing and they met JJ at the AIRPORT! Mama!!! I'm jealous! :@

Anyway, Shen Jian has asked 5 boys, HV, HJ, XY and Melisa AND ME!!! To go play a game tomorrow at the hall. cause the Beijing people going to present a don't know what. Then each class must send 10 people. BEST is to have 5 girls and 5 boys. And He choose me together with people that I'm not at all close to!

I told him I don't want. When I say I don't want means I don't want. Is he stubborn die die don't want change. I don't care la! Tomorrow I'm not going even if that means you kill me. I already warn him today that I won't be going to play that game. Is he don't listen. People who know me well will know that, Yes, I'm stubborn. But so what. That's my character... If you don't like it then by all means go ahead and hate me.

Today Denise was kind of grumbling over the way Miss Ang call her in KFC. The way Miss Ang call her is really very funny la. She was calling for Denise and Xiao Hui today. And this is the way she called them... 'DENISE!!! Xiao Hui...' See the difference??? Haha. Then Denise was complaining that Miss Ang always like that. Haha. Anyway, Chloe, Denise and I was laughing like nobody business at KFC. Haha.

We were talking about that day during the Flag Day. Yu Da went to buy Fish Balls. So when he came back and sit with us, he took out the fish balls and said 'Wah! So many Balls ar?' Haha!!! Then we started laughing. Then he said alot. He said what 'Wah! This ball so hard', 'You want one ball or not?', 'Over here the ball very expensive, my house there sell one cheaper', 'my house there sell the ball nicer to eat'... Haha. Why must he say ball??? Can't he just say Fishball??? Haha.

He really made us laugh till very horrible la. Haha. Okay. What the hack am I doing here?! I'm like... suppose to go edit the IPW project slide presentations... Oh sucks! Got to go!!! IPW!!! Here I come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haiz... Poor rabbit. Don't know who is that freak ass. Dare type nasty things on people's blog and yet don't dare use their own name. COWARD ar! Bully either one of us means offending 6 people k! Stupid idiotic shit ass!

Was telling rabbit just now. And you guess what. The timing that damn ass coward tag was such a stupid timing. Shouldn't that coward go find out what Rabbit was doing at that time before tagging? Brainless Coward! Rabbit, was talking to me at that time! And you know what. She just turned off her computer!

So we were talking on the phone. And we chatting about JJ! Common Sense can tell you that when Rabbit's talking about JJ you think her mind will still have to type those crap on people's blog meh?! And even if she want type, she would have done it long time ago when she 1st read the post la.

Okay... This is stupid. I seemed to be more angry than Rabbit. Haha. But who cares! I don't give a damn! Bully my bestest friend! Fire your butt ar! Incorrigible coward. Hey! I learnt that word from Miss Ang. Haha. You know the word 'Incorrigible'??? Yup! I learnt it from my ENGLISH teacher. Haha.

Haiz... Sian... Tomorrow have ART! Can have English, can have Mother Tongue, can have Music, can have IPW and have DIGITAL art but why ART?!!! The moment I think of that teacher's face I feel so sick. The moment I think of the fact that we have to see her face tomorrow, I don't even want to go school liao la!

From what I heard from Randy, those who's the art that day the test get below 5, will have to stay back after the lesson and she's call parents and have to do DC and don't know what shit. Please la! That was a surprise test! And she rush through a Power Point slide with us before that and she expect us to pass! What Crap is this la!

Now I learn how to appreciate Miss Ang for who she is! I know I say that very often. But it's true, you compare Miss Ang with that disgusting Grace Lee. Wah seh! One haven one hell ar! Of course Miss Ang is Haven. And that... Is HELL!!!

Super unreasonable ar! What's so important about art! Not like everyone of us is going to be an artist in future! And a surprise test and you expect us to pass! Bull shit ar! $%^$%$@%%@&%@!^&I&*!

Can't stand it la! Jason say he wonder how did Mr Gan managed to be qualified to be a teacher. I think the name 'Mr Gan' should change to 'Ah ma Grace Lee' ar! Please la. Grace is such a nice name and yet... Bleah!!! Si Er was telling everyone that God's special present for all of us is Grace! Yup! I agree. But Grace is not referring to that stranger Grace.

Grace... Such a nice and wonderful name. So un-matching for her la. Oh. This might sound very insulting but who cares. Did you realise she enjoys wearing an apron? Haha. I'm actually referring to her cloths. Her cloths looks like an Apron! Haha. =.=

Okay. Forget it. Shall not say any more. Tomorrow if fail then fail la. The most call parents nia... I believe mama won't scold me for failing ART... Maybe if is English or Chinese or other IMPORTANT subject, then she'll scold.

Think if I carry on saying more I'll become a 'sha shou' ar. Haha. Wait... Sound so no link eh... Ai ya. Who cares. Haha. Sha shou is my Background Music eh... Haha.

Haiz... Time for bed... Don't wanna waste time on stupid things. Bla bla bla... Nite nite and sweet dreams... Mucks!!! :P

Hey! I just realised something! The videos before today's post is not supposed to be posted yesterday. It was suppose to be posted long time ago! How come it only come out yesterday??? Weird. Youtube got so slow meh? Never mind. Anyway, after those videos, there's still other post posted yesterday. just informing everyone. Haha

I edited finish the blogskin! But it just don't seemed nice on this blog. Haiz... Never mind. Shall go continue searching for more blogskins. Hiaz... Got to go Church now... BYE!!!

Haiz. Seriously, I don't know what's on her mind and neither do I want to know. She think that I'm only sec 2 so I shouldn't be revicing homework with friends outside... Even if telling her in the library also no use... To her, the most suitable place is HOME!

Don't you know home is such a comfortable place? Who will be able to study at such a comfortable place where there's bed, snacks and TELEVISION? With television around you think I'll study? Even there's no show for me to watch, HELLO... There's still Olympics k!

And what makes you think that I'll study when bro leave the computer on here. You know everytime I see the computer left on, I'll just happily assume that the computer is left on for me and that's how I ended here now! Her thinking is that at home there's a proper table and chair. And if I'm hungry I can just go grab sojme snacks! I don't study when I'm eating.

Forget it. What for spoil my mood over such things.

Haiz... I'm alone at home. Should go and watch 'Home Alone' ar? Haha. My computer is finally fixed! And Grandma's operation was successful!!! Yeah! So cool right? Okay. I'm lame. Haha. Don't know why these few days I very high eh... By right I'm always high but especially high these few days. Haha. Okay. Enough. I'm starting to talk rubbish. Haha.

My maid has gone to the hospital to take care of Grandma. Mama has gone to work, bro is in army and papa flew to Cambodia. So I'm alone! I'm not happy about this at all. I hate being alone. Feel so creepy. That's the bad thing about living in a big house. My house is not really that big... But to me, I think it's too big when I'm alone at home.

And you know what, Shen Jian say today is the big day of the Ghost Festival! And... I'm alone at home. Don't like him ar! Of all thing he must tell the class this! I'm was so reluctant to go home so I ended walking around school just now. So I came home when I finally decide to go home. All the while at home, I kept telling myself 'God will be there to protect me from the evil'... And true enough, I don't feel that scary anymore! Haha.

But anyway, I've been phoning mama every now and then asking her when is she coming back. Haha. Think she's fed up now. But I don't enjoy being alone at home. Yeah yeah. I know Denise enjoys being at home alone and she loves it. No one's there to care about her for using the computer for too long. And she can blog freely without worrying that her mama will find out. Haha.

Haiz... I want mama back home now! Now as in NOW!!! Grrr... Angry ar! Abandon me alone at home when she knows that I'm most afraid of ghost. And of all day, why must it be today?! The big day of... MAMA!!! I'm gonna cry!!!

Oh no... Sound like a three year old baby crying for mama when she's lost in a shopping mall. Haha. Okay... Think I got to go soon... And wait! I'm angry! Can anyone who have the Ipod Video Converter CD or whatever that you have that I can borrow to download the damn converter just like lend me the CD to me for one day? I'm, dying for a converter.

That sounds so broken. But who cares! I like it that way. 'My brother say, Quan if cannot jump over, bring me back go America...' Haha!!! That's very lame. Okay! That shall be the end of my post today. BYE!!!

Grr...!!! Angry ar! Freak ass old ah ma! Ass man! She's so shitty la. Why MOE go and accept her as a teacher?! MOE's blind or what?! This type of attitude person also can be teacher?! What the hell la. She's like even worst than a **** and... My mama!

Who the hell on earth is she to say that I have attitude problem and don't respect her when she is the one who has attitude problem and don't deserve my respect?! Who she think she is? She's just no one but a complete stranger to me! She's not my mama/papa! What rights does she has to control me?! She's just no one but a bloody shitty freaking ass TEACHER!!!

Thank goodness she's not my form teacher! If she's my form cher, I immediately transfer out of this school ar! Now I finally know how to appreciate Miss Ang. Thank goodness Miss Ang is not like her! That unreasonable, problematic and sicko ass ah ma! She's like 40 this year but she look even older than my 48 years old mama!

Hello! We are clever people who knows how to study and don't need to cheat k! You know?! 会读书!

读读读读读到书都想吐好想哭
怕怕怕怕怕老是背书好白痴
你你你你你只会说你要第一
我就快要发羊癫疯
不是每个人都会读书会读书
不厉害读书也不一定就会输
不是想要说我会读书不在乎
我只想要你能清楚!!!

Who cares if I'm insulting her! She accuse my bestest friend for cheating and say I very talkative and disrespectful! I don't care what a stranger thinks about me! YOU THINK I GIVE A DAMN?! By right Denise wasn't even talking to me la. So silly to accuse people to copy for ART test! YES! ART! What's there to copy for art you tell me! And I remember very clearly, during the first lesson, she said 'There's no right and wrong in art.'

So if there's not right and wrong, what's a test for in the first place? If there's no right and wrong, then what's there to copy? ow did she qualify to be a teacher when she's so brainless? And if you want respect from others, shouldn't you think of how you should respect others first?

So what if there's things to copy? Denise was just singing JJ song to herself. She jealous she can't sing ar?! And I wasn't facing Denise when she was facing me and singing JJ song! So how the hack can she talk to me when I'm not facing her?! As in she can talk to me, but how can I reply?!

Anyway, after that, she ask for OUR mama's number. That happened yesterday. And you now what? She until now also haven call our mama's yet! She don't dare la! Anyway, that's a good news for the both of us. This saves us the trouble from explaining to our mamas. Haha. So please don't mention anything to her in case she recalls and I'll need to take a hundred years explaining things to mama again.

Haiz... It's so late now. Shall go and have my dinner now and stop wasting my time being angry with her. It's not worth it AT ALL. BYE!!!! Don't mention that freak ass name ever in front of me again! Only make my blood boil.

Hey... I'm still online. You know something, when mama's lap top is left on the table, I'll just take it as if it was left there specially for me to use it. Haha. =.=

Just trying to crack some cold jokes to keep me awake. Was at Alexandra Hospital just now to see my Grandma. She fell down again yesterday. And she fractured her leg. That is a bad news. That means she'll have to have an operation.

We went to see Grandma in her house then we sent her to West Point Hospital. And you know what, I don't even think it is a hospital cause they don't even have the X-ray thingy there! And since it was so late, mama follow my third uncle to send Grandma to Alexandra Hospital. While I follow papa home cause we need to send my bro to the army camp site.

After sending bro back, we decided to go to Bukit Timah to eat our tissue prata. Haha. It was opposite Beauty World. Papa and I ordered some food and we started eating. After eating, I called mama and asked if she need us to go over to the Hospital to pick her up.

But we ended up staying there till 1.15am. Haha. I wasn't really bored cause I brought the lap top along. Just that the wireless connection there requires password so I couldn't connect. And I ended up playing Solitaire. Haha. Of course I didn't forget to mute the lap top.

... What did I wanted to type... Never mind. STM is suddenly back looking for a Retarded Over Turn Turtle. Haha. Forget it. Shall go to sleep now. Tomorrow still have to wake up early. Haiz... Nite nite.

Wow. My house is flooded with people. Today we're celebrating grandpa's birthday. I've just managed to escape from playing another song on the piano. My cousin's wife ha just requested me to play a song on the piano. That was very random. I was just walking past when she stopped me and ask me to play a song for her! Duh.

Too bad, I wasn't really in the mood of playing the piano so I decided to play《童话》. But due to the fact that I've not been playing the song 《童话》 for More than 3 months, I didn't manage to complete the song. Haha. I forgot how to play the last part... The ending... So sad. But that's too bad. Who ask them not to tell me before hand... Haha.

She wanted me to play another song but I told her I don't know how play. Haha. So fake la please. So I faster drag the pro to the piano and made him play as I sneak off to here!!! In front of the lap top. The pro I was referring to is my bro. Haha. Too bad for him to have such 'GOOD' sister like me. Haha.

The reason why aren't I using my computer but mama's laptop is because my computer has just crashed yesterday!!! Freak. Haha. Of all time my computer must crash at this time! Was laughing at papa cause her computer also crash that day and now it's my turn... Retribution sia... Sian lor...

Sound so Singaporean today ar? Cause it's national day!!! And Ducky mama is crazy over national day. Haha. Was suppose to meet her at Yew Tee MacDonald's at 12.30pm just now but you guess what. When I call her at 12.30, she told me... 'Ok ok. I'm going out now...' =.= Aren't we suppose to meet at 12.30?! So I decided to meet her at Lot 1 Mac so that while waiting for her, I can spend my time shopping around.

Wait! We didn't meet to play. We meet so that I can help her clear her doubts in maths. Can say as if I'm giving her free tuition and at the same time, I'm also revising for my maths common test which is if I'm not wrong on this coming Tuesday.

When we finally met at Lot 1 Mac, we found a place and we settle down a that freaking unlucky spot. Why I call that spot unlucky cause we were chased out even before we could start! I was like can't you see that we have an ice cream and a green tea on the table?! Freak la.

Anyway, we're so fed up that we just pack up and leave. So we decided to go to the library. And guess what, the library was closed for the day due to national day! So we were walking round the food junction and food cultural to look for seats but... the place is like so crowded. So we decided to go to Bukit Batok MacDonald's where there's a lesser chance of us being chased out.

While we're waiting for the train, Ducky mama was so fed up that she suggested doing our revision on the train. Cause by doing that, we can save money for the train fare (cause my ez-link card no more money), we won't have to be afraid of being chased out by other people and we won't have to spend time looking for places and seats!

And you know what, I agreed! Haha. This is the stupidest thing I've like... Ever did. So since today is National Day, there will surely be plenty of people travelling in the Red Line so we decided to take to Jurong East then we changed over to the Green Line where we travel towards Boon Lay and all the way to Paya Lebar!

That's very far. Anyway, we got off at Paya Lebar and took the opposite train back to Clementi. That's for me cause I needed to go to church. While Xiao Hui too all the way back to Boon Lay and back home. I think.

Just a warning. Don't ever use the toilet at Clementi MRT Station. After I alighted from the train, I needed to toilet so I decided to use the toilet at the MRT station. It took me like...5min to locate the toilet. Please la. The toilet is located at such an ulu place.

Anyway, that wasn't the main point. When I was in the toilet, we have to like... Queue up cause one of the toilet doesn't seemed to be available. The other one is in use and the last one... There's someone vomiting in it! Oh please. That person was vomiting till very horrible la. It sounded like as if she's about to vomit her heart out. It's freaking disgusting. But the other people who are queueing up in the toilet with me... They looked as if they didn't hear anything!

When I was in the toilet, I don't know why my eyes looked at that freaking direction the freak out and left the toilet ASAP. There was a small little gap between the toilet I was using and the toilet where the vomiting women was using. And you guess what I saw. I actually saw her lying down on the floor!

I was like... Did she just fainted? Am I suppose to call the ambulance? But why isn't anyone doing anything? People go in and walk out of the toilet like as if nothing had happened eh! I was totally freaked out that I left the toilet immediately and rush to church. I didn't know what to do...

After Church, I actually when back to the same toilet and check if that person was still there. And... She wasn't. That toilet was empty. And I was like... Ok... Was I seeing things just now or what?

And I left the place with a huge question mark. Actually I'm not very afraid of ghost now... Cause I believe god will be watching over me. Si Er was just talking about ghost just now in church. He was saying i you fear God, you won't be afraid of anything else. It is only when you don't fear god, that where you fear about everything' Everything as in exams, being afraid that will be tortured by teachers and devil.

An inspired son-writer captured the wonder of the confidence and hope he had in Jesus with these words:

'God sent His Son, they called Him Jesus.
He came to love, heal and forgive.
He gave His life to buy my pardon,
And life is worth the living, just because He lives!
Because He lives, I can face tomorrow.
Because He lives, all fears is gone.
Because I know He hold the future,
And life is worth he living just because He lives!'

Isn't it wonderful? Lets pray together to thank God for all he had done. Well, if you don't want to then... Never mind.

'Lord Jesus, I thank you for forgiving my sins and giving me eternal like, abundant life. Thank you for living in my life and for your promise that you will always enable me to live victoriously whatever my circumstances. I am so grateful that you will never leave nor forsake me. I pray all these to you in the name of you son Jesus Christ, Amen.'

Wow. First time I've ever prayed on blogs. Haha. Don't think it's a sin right? Haha. Okay. I got to go now... Bye!!!

Have been very rude to mama these few days. Mama as in the real mama. Not ducky mama. But can't really blame me. If not because of the words she say and all her freaking reactions, I wouldn't have been so rude to her.

Just because I on the computer and charge my Ipod, she say she want to confiscate it! What shit la. Charge only what. Will die is it?! And she keep asking 'Ipod must use computer charge one meh?' And when I told her nicely 'yes.' She can actually ask me 'then how come I didn't see kor kor charging his Ipod?' What crap la.

Every time he comes back from army he'll on the computer. Whether he charge or not how she know? He can just leave his Ipod connecting to the computer and do what ever he want on the computer right? Angry man. She say until like as if I everyday charge like that. No point explaining things to her when all she believe is what her friends say.

Don't like her friends la. Every night 11pm already still can call her hp and can chat till as late as 1am! So does that mean I also can confiscate her hp?! And I don't know what her friends tell her that whatever they say she believe. What ever I say she'll ask this and that before she believe. Sometimes even after asking this and that she's still very suspicious la.

But I don't expect her to trust me cause I don't really trust her too. Don't ask me why. I just can't. And just now when I came home from school, I call her and REPORT to her that I'm home. So I ask her if I can use computer to do my homework. And I don't know what the h*** she was talking about until she can say she want confiscate my Ipod again!

What is this la. If you don't want me to have a Ipod, then why ever did you give it to me in the first place? And no matter what marks I get, she's never happy with it. Some times I really don't know what she want from me before she's happy. And on the phone, she keep nagging and nagging and NAGGING!

And she can ask me 'Then now what are you doing? so late already still got time to use computer ar?' Please! Can't you hear that I'm talking to you on the phone?! What can I do when I'm talking on the phone! And it was she who was taking up my precious time please. I need to rush cause I need to hand in the work by tomorrow and I have to reach school by 6pm for some choir thingy.

She say until like as if I'm talking to my friend and wasting my time... Angry eh. Every body's tolerance level has a limit. You know since young till now, this was the first time I'm being so rude to her. The first time in my life that I ever raise my voice at her. But I'm really angry. Every time she just say what she thinks and had never once consider if what she said was the truth or not.

Haiz... My blood is boiling. Honestly, I think her friends understands her more than I do. Every time she's angry, she will just go complain to her friends and telling them this and that. Really wonder how did I manage to tolerate her so much in the past few years. Haiz... Maybe I'm in the wrong but you can't possibly deny that mama is all correct...

By the way, I did do my work and I had already completed them before I started blogging k. Some times I wonder. Why can't my mama be like Denise's mama? why my mama can't be like Ducky's mama? Why can't she be more understanding, more patient and less suspicious? What can't she just like believe me just for once?

Is not like as if I've lied to her before... I really wonder. So many question marks and yet no answer.

All of a sudden, I feel so empty. Fell so tired. The shadow that has been following me for years. When can I ever get rid of it? So many troubles. Yet none is solved. Think the person I shall srrender my life to, would be you, my holy father lord.

The bible says that we should trust and obey god. We cannot use God's name in vain. Example: Oh My God! And things like that cause it's a sin. The bible also say, we should love one another, care for one another and protect one another just like how god love, care and protect us.

If you did notice, every time when we end a prayer, we end it by saying 'we pray to you in the name your your son, Jesus Christ, amen.' We have to pray to god in through Jesus cause God is holy, while we are sinners. God cannot come to Earth and save us cause there's a line between our holy father and us.

That's why god send Jesus, his only son, down to earth to save us by dying on the cross. Okay wait. that's out of point. That's why we must pray to god through Jesus. And when we say 'amen' it means something like 'yes god, we agree' or something like that. Haha. Think I've learnt quite a lot from church ar? Haha.

But that's what the bible says and what Gladys and Si Er told me. Haha. By the way, Si Er and his wife are both teachers too. Haha. =.= Think I've said that before right? Haha. Okay! I got to go now. Hope I can share more about god with everyone more often next time. Haha. BYE!!!

Wait! Before I forget. Miss Ang is the one of the five teacher who are awarded the Most Caring Teacher Award. Does this mean she's no longer Evil??? Haha. Hope so. BYE!!!

Oh my... Was watching the SPOP video on youtube again. The one that they show how JJ look 10 years ago when he was still 16 When he still had that toot toot hairstyle. Haha. I almost puke. His dance step and his hair... Yucks la! So.. Oh mama. You sure that was JJ??? Look like two different people la.

Never mind, that was stupid anyway. Haha. Today have the CIP thingy. The flag day... Just what my maid thought flag day was... She thought since National Day's coming, Flag day means selling Singapore flag to people... Haha. That was very retarded.

If I'm not wrong, I collected the most. If not is Ducky. If I'm not wrong Denise got the lessest. Haha. But she did try her best la. Can't blame. Some people just don't want to donate to her. Haha. I remember throughout the four and a half hours, the two sentences that I repeated countless time was 'Would you like to donate?' And 'Thank You'. Haha. =.=

And guess what was the most stupidest sentence I've said. I repeated the sentence 'Would you like to donate?' too many time until there was once I said 'Would you like to donate TO ME?' Haha. Bet that person must be thinking that I'm crazy... Donate to me. And there's quite a number of time I said '@#$%%$&*&@#$# to donate?' Haha. But who cares. The main word is still 'Donate' Haha.

Chloe they all say they know why so many people donate to me... Cause I've been always smiling. Haha. But it's true k... I smiled throughout the four and a half hours eh! You think very easy you try la. Think haven even one hour you tired liao lor. But I don't know why I seemed to be very happy today so the smile just came naturally.

Maybe that's why Chloe say my smile very natural... Hello. It is natural. Haha. Don't ask me how did I manage to smile for so long. I also don't know. Think I'm born to smile. Haha. Xiao Hui they all claim that my smile very nice and natural. Nice? I think mama and someone else will disagree with it.

Mama hate my smile the most. She prefer me not smiling. Anyway, I did a very stupid thing. I was telling them, why not we sing songs then people might really come donate to us. Haha. So I was singing ONLY to Denise '爱我别走，如果你说你不爱我...' =.= Haha. The I changed the Sarang Haeyo Lyrics to 'Sarang Haeyo 只对你说，I love money. Will you donate...' Okay. That was very lame. But don't worry, we didn't sing anything to the people. Haha.

We're not that crazy yet. And! We spotted Miss Ang at MacDonald's at Northpoint. Haha. She did a very foolish thing. The can I was holding, belongs to Denise. And the can Denise was holding, belongs to me! When we ask her to donate to us, she put 50cents into Xiao Hui's can. 50cents into my can, the can Denise was holding. And after that, I push Denise away and said 'My Turn' So she decided to put 20cents into the can I was holding which actually belongs to Denise! Haha!!!

The reason why we exchange cans is because Denise keep complaining that I collect so much then she still so little. So the 'Kind' me decided to help her. Haha. Actually I helped everyone la. I helped Chloe, Xiao Hui, Denise and Serene. Everyone as in those that I walked around with. I think if I didn't help them my can would have been fully filled la. Never. At least I helped my friends.

No harm right? Haha. Even if got harm I also don't care liao since everything has passed. Haha. =.= I think I rather do newspaper collection than to do this flag day thingy. The only bad thing is that after newspaper collection, I'll fall sick. Haha. Just like last year. I remembered I have high fever after that. Cause of the damn weather. When it is sunny and there's strong wind, I'll fall sick.

By the way, Serene, Xiao Hui and Denise has already fallen sick. Chloe is... I think still in the process of falling sick. I'm not really sick but have some symptom. Ramanjit is still fit. I think. Haha. Chicken started 1st. Then she pass to Ducky. Then now Ducky pass to Rabbit. Then Rabbit very powerful, make Doggy and me sick. Haha. Very soon the five of us are going to pass to cow. Haha.

That was lame... Bla bla bla... Ignore me. I'm crazy and until now the smile just can't get off my face. Haiz. Must be because just now I smile to much la. Oh! I remember I think it was Chloe and Denise that kept being ignored by the 'customers'. So they will always come over to me and say something like 'Freak. They all ignore us.' Haha. Then I'll start my Pasta phrase. '只要笑一笑，没有什么事情过不了.'

Haha. I also kanna ignored countless time. But this is Singapore. What you expect. Didn't you know Singaporean are the most impolite people? I think... And Japanese are the most polite people. I think...

Sian. Monday... Science common test. Haiz. Hey! I finally pass my science test this time! By... 5 marks! At least better than failing. Haha. It's such a 'Once in a life time' thingy. Haha.

Okay... Time for bed after a long day of standing and 'begging' for $$$, money! Haha. nite nite. Machine Guns are coming out soon. Haha. Jk. Nite nite and sweet dreams... :)

Today damn sian la... Just now I was at JJ's 'concert'. After that, I rushed to Zhang Shao Han's 'concert'. And I might be going to Zhang Dong Liang's 'concert' soon.

Haha. Are there lots of question mark on your head? Think only Denise will get what I mean. I was at JJ's 'concert' cause I was watching the JJ concert DVD. After watching JJ's concert DVD, I was so bored that I decided to watch Zhang Shao Han's Concert DVD. I say I might be watching Zhang Dong Liang's concert soon cause I'm going to buy his Concert DVD soon. Haha.

I want to watch how he dance his 'Chair Dance'!!! Haha. I did watched from youtube before and I can't stop laughing. Is like even 'National Treasure' also know how dance la! Is just sit on the chair, stand up, walk one round around the chair and sit down again! Like that who don't know? So freaking stupid la. But is very funny. Haha. And he seemed to be very emo. Dancing with the mic stand... Haha.

Haiz... Sian... Tomorrow still have to reach school at 7am. Think I'm going to oversleep. 7am eh... 25min earlier than normal school timing eh. Sian. Anyway, If I'm not wrong, Brandon is planning to tell Miss Ang that we want to withdraw from the Cheer Competition for sports day. Is he really that confident that we will loose???

That time for the class cheer competition we also thought we are going to loose but in the end we still got 1st what. If you don't try, it will be a confirm loose but if you try, at least there's still a chance to win what. Why give up when you have not even try yet. When (I think) Leonard said that he want the pizzas. Someone made a very nasty comment. Shall not say.

Guess it will be another disappointment to her again. This time there really isn't anything I can do. I'm not good in cheers but only at notice boards when I have my friend there to help me... But cheer... There's really nothing I can do... Haiz...

From what I know, Brandon don't really hate Miss Ang. Is just that he love to see Miss Ang getting angry and irritated. That's from what I know. Don't ask me who tell me that. I just somehow know.

Anyway, that's lame. Bla bla bla... Addicted to converting downloading youtube videos and converting them so that I can put into my Ipod! Whoo!!! My weekends seemed to be so busy now since I started going to Church. Last week before Church I have to go to school for the damn YAC thingy. After that, I got to go back home, have lunch then out I go again to church.

That's not the end of the story yet. After church, I have to rush off to meet mama and so that she can drive me home to change and less than an hour, off we go out of the house to attend a wedding dinner. Don't ask me whose wedding dinner that was. I have totally no idea. My job is only to go there, eat and add on weight. Haha. By right I didn't add on any weight. Weird.

Then this week, have to go back school tomorrow for the CIP thingy. After CIP I don't think I'll have time to go home and eat lunch before going to church. Planning to skip lunch. Might be eating if Denise is... See first la.

Monday... :( Science common test. Sian la. Scared later I fail again. My science has never been good since P3. I also don't know why. Suddenly feel so bored. Nothing to post any more. Maybe I should go start revising for my Science ar??? Haha.

That will be after I settle the IPW PowerPoint slides. Haiz. Sian. So much more things waiting for me and yet I'm still here happily posting without worries. Shall not type anymore and go do my work. Sian...

Before I forget, Miss Ang has been promoted from a 扫把星 to a 幸运星. Cause for once she appeared when I need help. Although it's only the pins that I need but without those pins, I might have to stay back again on Thursday to complete the Choir notice board. Thank You Miss Ang. And I've just invited her back to my blog again so think before tagging. Haha. =.=

Off to do my work!!! BYE!!! :)