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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Sunday, August 03, 2008
Oh my... Was watching the SPOP video on youtube again. The one that they show how JJ look 10 years ago when he was still 16 When he still had that toot toot hairstyle. Haha. I almost puke. His dance step and his hair... Yucks la! So.. Oh mama. You sure that was JJ??? Look like two different people la.

Never mind, that was stupid anyway. Haha. Today have the CIP thingy. The flag day... Just what my maid thought flag day was... She thought since National Day's coming, Flag day means selling Singapore flag to people... Haha. That was very retarded.

If I'm not wrong, I collected the most. If not is Ducky. If I'm not wrong Denise got the lessest. Haha. But she did try her best la. Can't blame. Some people just don't want to donate to her. Haha. I remember throughout the four and a half hours, the two sentences that I repeated countless time was 'Would you like to donate?' And 'Thank You'. Haha. =.=

And guess what was the most stupidest sentence I've said. I repeated the sentence 'Would you like to donate?' too many time until there was once I said 'Would you like to donate TO ME?' Haha. Bet that person must be thinking that I'm crazy... Donate to me. And there's quite a number of time I said '@#$%%$&*&@#$# to donate?' Haha. But who cares. The main word is still 'Donate' Haha.

Chloe they all say they know why so many people donate to me... Cause I've been always smiling. Haha. But it's true k... I smiled throughout the four and a half hours eh! You think very easy you try la. Think haven even one hour you tired liao lor. But I don't know why I seemed to be very happy today so the smile just came naturally.

Maybe that's why Chloe say my smile very natural... Hello. It is natural. Haha. Don't ask me how did I manage to smile for so long. I also don't know. Think I'm born to smile. Haha. Xiao Hui they all claim that my smile very nice and natural. Nice? I think mama and someone else will disagree with it.

Mama hate my smile the most. She prefer me not smiling. Anyway, I did a very stupid thing. I was telling them, why not we sing songs then people might really come donate to us. Haha. So I was singing ONLY to Denise '爱我别走,如果你说你不爱我...' =.= Haha. The I changed the Sarang Haeyo Lyrics to 'Sarang Haeyo 只对你说,I love money. Will you donate...' Okay. That was very lame. But don't worry, we didn't sing anything to the people. Haha.

We're not that crazy yet. And! We spotted Miss Ang at MacDonald's at Northpoint. Haha. She did a very foolish thing. The can I was holding, belongs to Denise. And the can Denise was holding, belongs to me! When we ask her to donate to us, she put 50cents into Xiao Hui's can. 50cents into my can, the can Denise was holding. And after that, I push Denise away and said 'My Turn' So she decided to put 20cents into the can I was holding which actually belongs to Denise! Haha!!!

The reason why we exchange cans is because Denise keep complaining that I collect so much then she still so little. So the 'Kind' me decided to help her. Haha. Actually I helped everyone la. I helped Chloe, Xiao Hui, Denise and Serene. Everyone as in those that I walked around with. I think if I didn't help them my can would have been fully filled la. Never. At least I helped my friends.

No harm right? Haha. Even if got harm I also don't care liao since everything has passed. Haha. =.= I think I rather do newspaper collection than to do this flag day thingy. The only bad thing is that after newspaper collection, I'll fall sick. Haha. Just like last year. I remembered I have high fever after that. Cause of the damn weather. When it is sunny and there's strong wind, I'll fall sick.

By the way, Serene, Xiao Hui and Denise has already fallen sick. Chloe is... I think still in the process of falling sick. I'm not really sick but have some symptom. Ramanjit is still fit. I think. Haha. Chicken started 1st. Then she pass to Ducky. Then now Ducky pass to Rabbit. Then Rabbit very powerful, make Doggy and me sick. Haha. Very soon the five of us are going to pass to cow. Haha.

That was lame... Bla bla bla... Ignore me. I'm crazy and until now the smile just can't get off my face. Haiz. Must be because just now I smile to much la. Oh! I remember I think it was Chloe and Denise that kept being ignored by the 'customers'. So they will always come over to me and say something like 'Freak. They all ignore us.' Haha. Then I'll start my Pasta phrase. '只要笑一笑,没有什么事情过不了.'

Haha. I also kanna ignored countless time. But this is Singapore. What you expect. Didn't you know Singaporean are the most impolite people? I think... And Japanese are the most polite people. I think...

Sian. Monday... Science common test. Haiz. Hey! I finally pass my science test this time! By... 5 marks! At least better than failing. Haha. It's such a 'Once in a life time' thingy. Haha.

Okay... Time for bed after a long day of standing and 'begging' for $$$, money! Haha. nite nite. Machine Guns are coming out soon. Haha. Jk. Nite nite and sweet dreams... :)

安静的呐喊
♥12:00 AM



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*Name: Venus Lee Yan 李缘
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