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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Friday, August 01, 2008
Today damn sian la... Just now I was at JJ's 'concert'. After that, I rushed to Zhang Shao Han's 'concert'. And I might be going to Zhang Dong Liang's 'concert' soon.

Haha. Are there lots of question mark on your head? Think only Denise will get what I mean. I was at JJ's 'concert' cause I was watching the JJ concert DVD. After watching JJ's concert DVD, I was so bored that I decided to watch Zhang Shao Han's Concert DVD. I say I might be watching Zhang Dong Liang's concert soon cause I'm going to buy his Concert DVD soon. Haha.

I want to watch how he dance his 'Chair Dance'!!! Haha. I did watched from youtube before and I can't stop laughing. Is like even 'National Treasure' also know how dance la! Is just sit on the chair, stand up, walk one round around the chair and sit down again! Like that who don't know? So freaking stupid la. But is very funny. Haha. And he seemed to be very emo. Dancing with the mic stand... Haha.

Haiz... Sian... Tomorrow still have to reach school at 7am. Think I'm going to oversleep. 7am eh... 25min earlier than normal school timing eh. Sian. Anyway, If I'm not wrong, Brandon is planning to tell Miss Ang that we want to withdraw from the Cheer Competition for sports day. Is he really that confident that we will loose???

That time for the class cheer competition we also thought we are going to loose but in the end we still got 1st what. If you don't try, it will be a confirm loose but if you try, at least there's still a chance to win what. Why give up when you have not even try yet. When (I think) Leonard said that he want the pizzas. Someone made a very nasty comment. Shall not say.

Guess it will be another disappointment to her again. This time there really isn't anything I can do. I'm not good in cheers but only at notice boards when I have my friend there to help me... But cheer... There's really nothing I can do... Haiz...

From what I know, Brandon don't really hate Miss Ang. Is just that he love to see Miss Ang getting angry and irritated. That's from what I know. Don't ask me who tell me that. I just somehow know.

Anyway, that's lame. Bla bla bla... Addicted to converting downloading youtube videos and converting them so that I can put into my Ipod! Whoo!!! My weekends seemed to be so busy now since I started going to Church. Last week before Church I have to go to school for the damn YAC thingy. After that, I got to go back home, have lunch then out I go again to church.

That's not the end of the story yet. After church, I have to rush off to meet mama and so that she can drive me home to change and less than an hour, off we go out of the house to attend a wedding dinner. Don't ask me whose wedding dinner that was. I have totally no idea. My job is only to go there, eat and add on weight. Haha. By right I didn't add on any weight. Weird.

Then this week, have to go back school tomorrow for the CIP thingy. After CIP I don't think I'll have time to go home and eat lunch before going to church. Planning to skip lunch. Might be eating if Denise is... See first la.

Monday... :( Science common test. Sian la. Scared later I fail again. My science has never been good since P3. I also don't know why. Suddenly feel so bored. Nothing to post any more. Maybe I should go start revising for my Science ar??? Haha.

That will be after I settle the IPW PowerPoint slides. Haiz. Sian. So much more things waiting for me and yet I'm still here happily posting without worries. Shall not type anymore and go do my work. Sian...

Before I forget, Miss Ang has been promoted from a 扫把星 to a 幸运星. Cause for once she appeared when I need help. Although it's only the pins that I need but without those pins, I might have to stay back again on Thursday to complete the Choir notice board. Thank You Miss Ang. And I've just invited her back to my blog again so think before tagging. Haha. =.=

Off to do my work!!! BYE!!! :)

安静的呐喊
♥6:24 PM



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*Split personality
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