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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Today's post will be very unorganised and might have lots of sentence structure problems. Cause seriously, I'm really very tired today.

20th August 2008

Today is Denise and my one month anniversary since we met JJ at IMM Garden Plaza Level 3 at around 8/9 plus!!! By right it started at 7.30 but JJ only came out around 8/9 plus. Haha. Then we went crazy shouting different version of 'I love you'... Haha. Anyway, that was the lamest thing I've ever done. Haha. Denise was reminding me all about this this morning while walking back to class from the hall. Duh.

Today!!!

I didn't remember about the IMM thingy cause was very busy with Grand mama these few days. Everyday after school I'll have to go over to Grand mama house and take care of her together with m maid and her own maid. Haha.

That explains why I haven been doing my homework these few days. Haha. Not even maths. This also in a way explain the reason why didn't I copy the vocab list. Haiz... There goes my spelling marks... Bye spelling marks. Erm wait... Maybe this is just a stupid excuse for me forgetting to copy vocab list. Okay. Forget it...

But at least it is a reasonable excuse k... Every night I reach home only at like... 9 plus 10... Where do I find the time to do my homework. Okay. This is stupid. She'll say... 'no time copy vocab list have time come blogging!!!' Okay. Forget it... What's passed is passed.

Was listening to Yes 933 today while looking after Grand mama and I heard of a news that there was one Korean Actor passed away today due to a car accident. So sad. According to Xiao Hui, he's only in his early 30s. So young la... According to the radio, they say he died on the spot but according to Xiao Hui, he died on the way to hospital... So sad la.

This teaches everyone a lesson. Treasure those around you. Cause you might not know what's going to happen the next minute. Maybe it's just god's fate... Sad. No comments but... Sad... Really sad. Heard that he acted in the Korean drama Coffee Prince and according to Xiao Hui, his Korean name is 'Lee Eon'. And mama cried upon hearing the news... *sobs*

Shall go bath now before continuing on my post...

Okay. I'm back. Thought after Grandma's discharged from the hospital we won't have to go back to that hospital again. But yet today, we're back to the same hospital cause Grandma's blood pressure was very low. Haiz.
Oh no. I'm kind of a suffering from cough. Cause the disease from my maid. Haiz. Hey! Doesn't that means that will give me an excuse for not joining P.E. Lesson tomorrow??? Great idea. Haha. Lets see how tomorrow.

Today, as usual, I went to Grand mama's house after school cause no one's at home, I don't like to be alone at home and I have to look after Grand mama. Too bad. She speaks Teow Chew which I'm no very good in speaking. I can say simple things like no... go work, go bath, eat, watch TV and bla bla... Only basic. But I understand what Grandma's trying to tell me when she speaks. Maybe shall ge Brian to come and help me convey messages to her. Haha.

From what I know about Brian, I think his Teow Chew or whatever language is better than me. Haha. But at least I speak better thn my maid despite her spending more time than me with Ahma. Sian. Was thinking of presenting the IPW project today so I brought my mama's lap top to school cause of some reason. Long story so shall not say.

But end up, our IPW lesson was taken up by our Science lesson. Yeah... Miss Reena used out IPW lesson for Science too. That's so stupid k. This damn lap top is so damn heavy and yet... Haiz... Make me need to bring again on Monday where there's our next IPW lesson. If she skip again I tell you... I will NOT bring the damn heavy lap top any more. So Sian la.

Two weeks ago, Shen Jian ask us to write a compo. And guess what... Until now I still haven hand in. Haha. Too lazy to write and don't have the 灵感 to write nice compos. Haha. Shen Jian was saying the previous compo which the topic if I didn't remember wrongly is 《最珍贵的礼物》he said many people did very badly but surprisingly, I did the best. =.=

He said so far I think out of 17 scripts that he marked, I'm the only oe who got 30 and above. Sound like as if I'm boasting around ar? Haha. Who cares. I don't get to boast every time. Actually I find this topic very easy to write eh. But my topic for this compo was 《隐形的礼物》sounds special ar??? Maybe shall post it after he return us the paper. Cause I've forgotten the story. I only know the present included 5 presents.

Can say is the 5 presents that I want to get the most. Don't worry. Nothing to do with JJ. Haha. Wait. I think have. Cause if I didn't remember wrongly, I added the word '爱与希望' Haha. It is JJ's song!!! Specially for the Szechuan people. Oh! one last thing to boast about. I got 37/40 for maths common test. lost to Brian by one mark. Haha. Brian is the highest. I'm not the second highest cause many more other people also got 37/40 for the maths common test. But it's still considered a good achievement k...

Okay. Enough of the boasting. Time for bed... Nite ntie & sweet dreams.

安静的呐喊
♥11:54 PM



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