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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Saturday, August 09, 2008
Wow. My house is flooded with people. Today we're celebrating grandpa's birthday. I've just managed to escape from playing another song on the piano. My cousin's wife ha just requested me to play a song on the piano. That was very random. I was just walking past when she stopped me and ask me to play a song for her! Duh.

Too bad, I wasn't really in the mood of playing the piano so I decided to play《童话》. But due to the fact that I've not been playing the song 《童话》 for More than 3 months, I didn't manage to complete the song. Haha. I forgot how to play the last part... The ending... So sad. But that's too bad. Who ask them not to tell me before hand... Haha.

She wanted me to play another song but I told her I don't know how play. Haha. So fake la please. So I faster drag the pro to the piano and made him play as I sneak off to here!!! In front of the lap top. The pro I was referring to is my bro. Haha. Too bad for him to have such 'GOOD' sister like me. Haha.

The reason why aren't I using my computer but mama's laptop is because my computer has just crashed yesterday!!! Freak. Haha. Of all time my computer must crash at this time! Was laughing at papa cause her computer also crash that day and now it's my turn... Retribution sia... Sian lor...

Sound so Singaporean today ar? Cause it's national day!!! And Ducky mama is crazy over national day. Haha. Was suppose to meet her at Yew Tee MacDonald's at 12.30pm just now but you guess what. When I call her at 12.30, she told me... 'Ok ok. I'm going out now...' =.= Aren't we suppose to meet at 12.30?! So I decided to meet her at Lot 1 Mac so that while waiting for her, I can spend my time shopping around.

Wait! We didn't meet to play. We meet so that I can help her clear her doubts in maths. Can say as if I'm giving her free tuition and at the same time, I'm also revising for my maths common test which is if I'm not wrong on this coming Tuesday.

When we finally met at Lot 1 Mac, we found a place and we settle down a that freaking unlucky spot. Why I call that spot unlucky cause we were chased out even before we could start! I was like can't you see that we have an ice cream and a green tea on the table?! Freak la.

Anyway, we're so fed up that we just pack up and leave. So we decided to go to the library. And guess what, the library was closed for the day due to national day! So we were walking round the food junction and food cultural to look for seats but... the place is like so crowded. So we decided to go to Bukit Batok MacDonald's where there's a lesser chance of us being chased out.

While we're waiting for the train, Ducky mama was so fed up that she suggested doing our revision on the train. Cause by doing that, we can save money for the train fare (cause my ez-link card no more money), we won't have to be afraid of being chased out by other people and we won't have to spend time looking for places and seats!

And you know what, I agreed! Haha. This is the stupidest thing I've like... Ever did. So since today is National Day, there will surely be plenty of people travelling in the Red Line so we decided to take to Jurong East then we changed over to the Green Line where we travel towards Boon Lay and all the way to Paya Lebar!

That's very far. Anyway, we got off at Paya Lebar and took the opposite train back to Clementi. That's for me cause I needed to go to church. While Xiao Hui too all the way back to Boon Lay and back home. I think.

Just a warning. Don't ever use the toilet at Clementi MRT Station. After I alighted from the train, I needed to toilet so I decided to use the toilet at the MRT station. It took me like...5min to locate the toilet. Please la. The toilet is located at such an ulu place.

Anyway, that wasn't the main point. When I was in the toilet, we have to like... Queue up cause one of the toilet doesn't seemed to be available. The other one is in use and the last one... There's someone vomiting in it! Oh please. That person was vomiting till very horrible la. It sounded like as if she's about to vomit her heart out. It's freaking disgusting. But the other people who are queueing up in the toilet with me... They looked as if they didn't hear anything!

When I was in the toilet, I don't know why my eyes looked at that freaking direction the freak out and left the toilet ASAP. There was a small little gap between the toilet I was using and the toilet where the vomiting women was using. And you guess what I saw. I actually saw her lying down on the floor!

I was like... Did she just fainted? Am I suppose to call the ambulance? But why isn't anyone doing anything? People go in and walk out of the toilet like as if nothing had happened eh! I was totally freaked out that I left the toilet immediately and rush to church. I didn't know what to do...

After Church, I actually when back to the same toilet and check if that person was still there. And... She wasn't. That toilet was empty. And I was like... Ok... Was I seeing things just now or what?

And I left the place with a huge question mark. Actually I'm not very afraid of ghost now... Cause I believe god will be watching over me. Si Er was just talking about ghost just now in church. He was saying i you fear God, you won't be afraid of anything else. It is only when you don't fear god, that where you fear about everything' Everything as in exams, being afraid that will be tortured by teachers and devil.

An inspired son-writer captured the wonder of the confidence and hope he had in Jesus with these words:

'God sent His Son, they called Him Jesus.
He came to love, heal and forgive.
He gave His life to buy my pardon,
And life is worth the living, just because He lives!
Because He lives, I can face tomorrow.
Because He lives, all fears is gone.
Because I know He hold the future,
And life is worth he living just because He lives!'

Isn't it wonderful? Lets pray together to thank God for all he had done. Well, if you don't want to then... Never mind.

'Lord Jesus, I thank you for forgiving my sins and giving me eternal like, abundant life. Thank you for living in my life and for your promise that you will always enable me to live victoriously whatever my circumstances. I am so grateful that you will never leave nor forsake me. I pray all these to you in the name of you son Jesus Christ, Amen.'

Wow. First time I've ever prayed on blogs. Haha. Don't think it's a sin right? Haha. Okay. I got to go now... Bye!!!

安静的呐喊
♥12:03 AM



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