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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Saturday, September 27, 2008
歌曲:只想爱你
歌手:杨丞琳 专辑:暧昧
词:小米曲:彭妮

我终於还是说了一句爱上你
还记得那个微凉夜里
天空正飘着小雨
心跳的声音像舞动奇迹
你看着我说千万不要爱上你
因为你只会让我伤心
别傻了快点喊停
你那麽冷静忽远又忽近
我知道我对你来说也许太年轻
我想我猜我问我终於了解
原来为爱流的眼泪
也是种甜蜜滋味
只想爱你
当我和你走在一起就已经决定
不看不听不问也不会放弃
是你让我了解自己
可以为爱那麽坚定
只想爱你
好想每天睁开眼睛就能看到你
我知道我偶尔有一点任性
不管你做任何决定
究竟爱我还是逃避
sorry 我还是不会放弃爱你
sorry 我还是不会放弃
我还是不会放弃爱你

安静的呐喊
♥10:50 AM

Friday, September 26, 2008
Okay... Another 3 people added.

1) Daren
2) Hui Juan
3) Hong Sing

And I forgot if I did announce that Xi Yu has been invited. Anyway...

4) CHUA XI YOU!!!

Haha. Purposly type Xi You. Haha. Gummy bear... Anyway, welcome to the Turtle's world of rubbish. :D

安静的呐喊
♥3:58 PM

Imma bored. No stars... :( Ok... I'm crazy over anything that falls from the sky. Was talking on the phone with Rabbit yesterday as I watch my Stairways To Heaven. And just at that very moment, it's snowing. Haha. And I was like... 'Wah... Snow...' Haha. Can you imagine seeing snowing stars falling from the sky? Haha. So cool. How wonderful will that be?

Anyway, Denise and Xiao Hui has been calling Grandmama mummy today... dots... Grandmama is their mother-in-law not mummy. She's papa's mama. Haha. In case you don't know who am I referring to as Grandmama, I'm referring to Miss Ang. Haha. Cause she likes to nag and ask me go and study. Haha. I know it's for my own good but I just don't like people nagging at me.

But I rather Grandmama nag than the damn lee of that freaking tutor. Haha. At least her nagging doesn't sound irritating to me. Seems like Denise and Xiao Hui really wish that Grandmama is their mama. Haha. Yesterday, Xiao Hui asked me 'Then who is my papa?' Haha. And I was like telling her 'The answer would be revealed within another 10 years time. If Damn Lee can get married why can't Grandmama?' Haha.

Hey... Makes sense k. Freak Lee is also not say very thin. In fact she's fat la. That time she wear the 'apron' so short then I saw her spare tyre. Super big la. Haha. Then Denise was like 'E...' Haha. Then that Freak Lee so short, her attitude is incorrigible and nothing is good about her and yet she can get married so why can't Grandmama?

But have you ever thought that Freak Lee is lying that she's Mdm? Maybe she knows how much people dislike her so she call herself Mdm so that people thinks that she's married? Haha. Okay. Enough. I'm being mean. And I don't like that. :(

I think Rabbit and Ducky can never be together la. They keep complaining about each other to me. And the poor turtle is treated as a rubbish bin. I'm sad. :( I'm no rubbish bin... And I don't want to one. :(

But one thing they have in common, they both keep saying Grandmama treats me the best among the six of us... Even papa also thinks so. Dots... really meh? Only Grandmama knows the answer. =.=

Imma still bored. Maybe I shall start memorising the formulas. Those need for maths. I'm like... I know how to do, but I don't know the formulas. And Ducky mama is asking me to teach her algebra. I used to hate algebra, but after I learn how to do it, I love it like crazy. Haha. Now, I hate circles. As in the what A union B then what A' union B. Or whatever crazy thing la. I hate that chapter. I totally don't understand lor. And I'm like trying to understand by reading the textbook.

It sounds stupid right? Reading for the textbook... Haha. But that's how I learn for all the previous chapter except algebra. Algebra is my bro teach me. Bro as in my real bro, not Chicken. Haha. Then graph is half I learn myself half bro EXPLAIN to me. He didn't teach, but he explain. Haha. Anyway, what's the diff? Haha.

Bla bla bla. Nothing to post already. Shall go study now before Grandmama starts nagging. Haha. BYE!!!

安静的呐喊
♥3:54 PM

Thursday, September 25, 2008
One more new track added!!!

Always Online - JJ Lin Jun Jie

变色的生活
平静的跳搏
疯狂的蒙住了头

短短的守候
是他的温柔
还是少了点什么

遥远两端爱挂在天空飞
风停了也无所谓
只因为你曾说
everything will be ok

准备好了
three two one
I'm always online
和你one to one
爱开始扩散
我们连接了
穿越天空银河

开始倒数
three two one
想出我的孤单
more and more既是深刻
爱亮了
爱笑了
I'm always online

变色的生活
平静的跳搏
疯狂的蒙住了头

短短的守候
是他的温柔
还是少了点什么

遥远两端爱挂在天空飞
风停了也无所谓
只因为你曾说
everything will be ok

准备好了
three two one
I'm always online
和你one to one
爱开始扩散
我们连接了
穿越天空银河

开始倒数
three two one
想出我的孤单
more and more既是深刻
爱亮了
爱笑了
I'm always online

爱亮了
爱笑了
I'm always online~

Yeah! I'm always online. Erm... Maybe not during examination period. Haha. Was slacking in the MRT today after the exam. I mean only English paper one and History. I hate History seh. My brain is going to burst because of that la! Anyway, I'll be emptying all History stuff out of my small brain. Haha. If ever I take History next year, you better send me to hospital the emergency room. I must be thinking of committing suicide by then. Haha.

That small empty space in my brain will soon be replaced by all the Science thingy. And maybe some space will be used for my maths formula. Haha. @_@ Dizzy...

Honestly, I don't know why mama go find all those super sucky tutor for me la. They're lyk all so super boo boo la. Don't know how teach la. That current tutor super... Never mind. I ask her to explain to me what does the words means, her answer is 'Go check the dictionary, I'm not your dictionary.' What the h***! Then mama ask you come here teach me what shit? Like that mind as well buy me a dictionary, I check myself. Don't even know what is she here for la. Don't want to teach then say la. You think I like you meh?!

Ask you explain to me when do we use who and whom you dare tell me there's no way to explain! Then she say 'When you read the sentence, you will some how know when to use who and whom.' What crap is this la?! If there's no way to explain, then how come Miss Ang can you cannot?! Like that I mind as well stay back after school and ask Miss Ang tuition me right?! Free one some more eh! Better than paying you $60 just for you to ask me to check the dictionary!

Wait... I'm kidding. Think I'll die having Miss Ang as my tutor. Haha. I mean she is a very good teacher, but... Never mind. MSN is already enough for me to burst, face to face I think I'll faint. Haha. Just Kidding. But seriously that teacher don't even know how teach la. And mama seemed to like her a lot cause throughout the one and a half hour, she has been talking non stop. That's a super bad news can. That's not good already. That's super irritating. And the things she say is all repeated la. I even can memorised everything for you la. Maybe if she teach me History will be a better choice.

Don't like her ar. And she's super insulting k... She was asking me why I don't study on Saturdays and I told her cause I have to go to church. And you know what she say?! She say 'Church? But now is your exams. Can you like not go to church and stay at home revise your homework? Studies come before church right?' I was like... 'Can I flush you down the toilet now?!' I mean I didn't say out... I was just thinking deep in my heart. Super insulting k... You mean exams come before GOD?!

The first commandments is to out God FIRST in your life k. If god is not important, exams will be totally useless k. So insulting. Where got people talk like that? I mean I know exams are important but God is more important k. The next time she dare say that to me I make sure she'll be out of the house the very next moment. Anyway, after she said that, I gave her the super angry look. As in the look trying to tell her to F*** up.

Is like... she won't like me asking her to come tuition me cause my exams are more important than her going to the temple to pray right?! Enough of her man. Super angry. She should be lucky that I wasn't in a bad mood that day if not I think she wouldn't be where she is now la. She should be somewhere buried in the soil or something...

And she was telling me that she live somewhere BVSS. And she was like 'Oh... That school ar? The one that a lot of students always make a lot of noise under my block' I was like... I know BVSS very noisy la. But must you say out?! Aren't you even more noisier? Think this is the worst choice mama has ever made. Finding such a boo boo teacher for me.

But I must say one thing about her, she's not as bad as Freak Lee. Or rather they are about the same. Freak Lee is utter shit, she is utter offending stuff. So that makes them equal. Maybe the both of them are bestest of the bestest friend. Haha.

Oh and that day Miss Ang was saying 'Venus, Maybe Mdm Lee was your relative 500 years ago' Oh please, that will be the worst of the worst news ever. Such a disgrace to the Lee's. Maybe she's also somehow Miss Ang's relative a thousand years ago since Miss Ang is Miss Ang Bee LEE... Haha. There's a Lee... :)

And Xiao Hui is like telling me that she think Miss Ang has my genes. Haha. That's lame. She keep saying Miss Ang is beginning to talk like me. Haha. Is like where got. And Since Xiao hui shoot me, I shall shoot Denise. Denise really look like Miss Ang when the both of them smile. Haha. Especially the eyes. Okay... this sounds insulting. But it's true. Haha.

Okay... got to go now... Bye!!!

安静的呐喊
♥4:52 PM

Saturday, September 20, 2008
I'm not at all emo today. I'm like... Super fed up.
What's the use of saying sorry after you lied?
What's the use of saying sorry when you know sorry can't take back the words that you said?
What's the use of saying sorry when you know sorry can't deny the fact that you did lie to me?!

Initially I thought I found a third person to trust other than God and Rabbit. But I guess... I was just wrong. You should have known that I hate people who lie to me so why did you just lie to me and just say sorry after that?! You think a word of sorry and deny the fact that you had lied to me? You can say I'm petty, I'm unreasonable but in the first place, it is your fault for lying to me!

Nobody had like... held a knife at your throat and force you to lie! You know very clearly that cause of the stupid shadow, I hate people to lie to me. Because of that stupid shadow, I won't forgive people who lied to me easily. Because of that stupid shadow, I find it super hard for myself to trust someone. Even harder than to break a stone with my teeth. So why did you even lied to me in the first place?!

Did your lies just told me you're not the one whom I can trust? Never mind. At least I know that fact now. It's better to know it earlier than later...

No more promises; No more empty promises; No more broken promises...

Was searching for videos on youtbe just now. And I came across this video, a music video I mean... About this korean show called Sad Love Story. And you know what? It's acted by Kwon Sang Woo! I'm like in love with his acting. I have to admit that he is much more handsome that JJ. Haha. But compared to JJ, I think JJ is still number 1. Haha.

Bla bla bla... I'm bored. Super bored. Today is the 20th. That means the voting for the 《最受欢迎男歌手》 thingy is going to end tomorrow. That means my post is going to end soon cause I'm going to vote. Haha.

Haiz. I'm like super sian la. Don't fee like doing anything. Just lie down in bed and listen to songs. Haha. I wish I could...

Just a piece of advice... If you go online early in the morning, block Miss Ang. She'll just start talking to you and sayng things like... 'got nightmare ar?' Sound so mean la. Like as if she's trying to curse me get nightmare like that. Falling off the bed once is enough. I won't fall the second time again... It hurts la. Fall off the bed... Lucky I didn't break my bones or something la.

Sian... Got to go now... Bye... =.=

安静的呐喊
♥9:59 PM

Friday, September 19, 2008
All of a sudden, I feel so empty. My mind is totally blank. I'm just simply clueless about what's going around me. All that I know is that we're going to be separated in another... about one month time.

Good things always comes to an end very quickly while the bad will just stay... Forever. And I don't know why I suddenly miss Miss Goh so much. All of a sudden, I miss those days where Jia Min and I spent our time with Miss Goh. How I wish the time could be reversed.

I was lying down in my bed just now, day dreaming, recalling of the happy moments that I've in my 14 years of life. Reflecting on how many foolish things I've done. How many meaningful things I've done. And how many countless times I've got myself into trouble.

Every time I look at Miss Ang, she somehow reminds me of Miss Goh. I don't know why. Question marks.

Hiaz... Wonder when will be the next time I'm gonna meet Kong. Sometimes I really wish that the December Holiday would come ASAP, especially when I see Freak Lee's face. But upon thinking that when the holidays come means we will be separated, I hope that time would just freeze at this very moment. Everything will just stop and never start moving again.

I remember 2 weeks ago, Si Er came and talk to me. And he told me, I'll be a very special person. One who will shine either in class, school or even in work. He said God created me to shine in wherever I am. To bring more people to know Him.

Honestly when I heard that, I was like 'No jokes please' and he was like... 'I'm serious. God just told it to me.' And I was like... erm... shocked. Me? Shine in wherever I am? So is that why I have a special name: Venus? With a special nickname called Turtle? I mean Retarded Over Turn Turtle? I don't deny the fact that I still don't really believe in what Si Er told me. But... never mind. Time will reveal the answer.

Maybe I'm really that special that I can bring many more people to know God? Who knows. Cause my close friends are like all not possible... Chicken she's already a Christian. Rabbit and Xiao Hui can forget it. They're Buddhist and their mama won't even allow them to go to church. Doggy papa... She's not even willing to leave the house on Saturdays and Sundays. She rather spend her time sleeping (I think).

Cow... I'm not very close to her. Although we're all in the retarded family but I seldom talk to her. Maybe in Sec 3 or 4 or maybe like what Si Er said... When I start working. Hahas. As I said. No one knows the answer so we shall let God decide to when he wishes to reveal the answer to us.

Time to go to bed... Nite nite and sweet dreams. :D

安静的呐喊
♥11:43 PM

I've decided to change back to Imeem. Cause cannot really find much songs from the Ipod thingy. Or rather is I don't know how to find la. Haha. Anyway, I think prefer Imeem. And Imeem have more songs and is easier to upload your own song. But something bad about Imeem, cannot type Chinese word. That's why You see the first track no name. Haha.

Here's the trach list. Only four songs:

1)Stairway To Heaven OST - Bo Go Ship Da (I Miss You)
2)Stairway To Heaven OST - geu gut man eun
3)Stairway To Heaven OST - na man eh nuh
4)Stairway To Heaven OST - chun goo.k eh gi uk
5)内疚
6)一生绝望
7)依然是朋友
8) 都是你

Purposely put my favourite song 1st track. Haha. Next, is the lyrics. :)


《内疚》

不断的摸索自己
企图改变一些叹息
我知道你对我的期许
是将来眼光的抵御
你今日无助的词句
都带着明日的讯息
我知道你对我的心意
而我就是有心无力

我还有什么可以给你,
我不断的问自己。
我不断的想,
不断的在找寻......

我知道你一直都辛苦
为我默默地付出
就算流泪也不承认你哭
我是身在福中不知福
所以我用尽我的全部
来告诉你我没有认输

还有什么可以给你
我的爹娘我的父母

还有什么可以给你
我的爹娘我的父母

不断的摸索自己
企图改变一些叹息
我知道你对我的期许
是将来眼光的抵御
你今日无助的词句
都带着明日的讯息
我知道你对我的心意
而我就是有心无力

我还有什么可以给你,
我不断的问自己。
我不断的想,
不断的在找寻......

我知道你一直都辛苦
为我默默地付出
就算流泪也不承认你哭
我是身在福中不知福
所以我用尽我的全部
来告诉你我没有认输

还有什么可以给你
我的爹娘我的父母

还有什么可以给你
我的爹娘我的父母


《一生绝望》

我们肆无忌惮
我们成群结党
我们目无尊长
对什么事都不满
看着我们的成长
只会制造麻烦

我们就是一无是处你又能怎样
我们don’t give a damn
那看不起的眼光
我们什么都不是
我们什么都不管
我们之间为什么会渐渐地没有语言
我们之间有道墙

学校老师束手无策 父母臭骂我们不会想
这个社会的标准已经超出了我们这年纪的有限想象
只认定会读书就一定是好孩子的榜样
别以为看不起我们 就告诉自己比人家强

有多少人关心我们 为何会走错迷失方向
又有谁会 替我们想想苹果为何变烂
其实我们也曾努力要争取所有人的称赞
扪心自问你们究竟给了我们多少希望

泪水已经流干
前途也很渺茫
迷失的灵魂,我们应该怎么办
惩罚我们就是堂皇的协助成长
然后让我们一生绝望

有些人幸运天生没有战场
我们一出世就是自己孤军作战
站在十字路口的风雨中呐喊
不要让我们一生绝望

学校老师束手无策 父母臭骂我们不会想
这个社会的标准已经超出了我们这年纪的有限想象
只认定会读书就一定是好孩子的榜样
别以为看不起我们 就告诉自己比人家强
有多少人关心我们 为何会走错迷失方向
又有谁会 替我们想想苹果为何变烂
其实我们也曾努力要争取所有人的称赞
扪心自问你们究竟给了我们多少希望

泪水已经流干,
前途也很渺茫
迷失的灵魂,我们应该怎么办
惩罚我们就是堂皇的协助成长
然后让我们一生绝望

有些人幸运天生没有战场
我们一出世就是自己孤军作战
站在十字路口的风雨中呐喊
不要让我们一生绝望

泪水已经流干,
前途也很渺茫
迷失的灵魂,我们应该怎么办
惩罚我们就是堂皇的协助成长
然后让我们一生绝望

有些人幸运天生没有战场
我们一出世就是自己孤军作战
站在十字路口的风雨中呐喊
不要让我们一生绝望


《依然是朋友》

情人节的前一天 他离开你身边
The day before Valentine's Day, he left your side
却剩下你到至今的想念
Until today, you are still missing him
那一夜我陪着你 你哭了一整夜
That night, I accompanied you; you cried the entire night
你是否知道 我对他一样很想念
Do you know that I am really missing him as well?

直到有一天 我和他碰面
Until one day, he and I met each other
在那间我们常去的咖啡店
At that coffee shop that we frequently go to

才知道有些感受
Only then did I know there were some feelings
我和他谁都不曾说出口
He and I both has never talked about before
我们之间隐藏了什么
What is concealed betweent he two of us
除了我自己没人懂
Other than myself, no one else knows

可是你 你怎么说
But you, what do you think?
你知道好事不是从此避开我
If you find out will you leave me forever?
哦 我一样难过
Oh... I am upset, too
多希望我们不曾相识过
How I hope that we never had been acquainted

那一夜我陪着你 你哭了一整夜
That night, I accompanied you; you cried the entire night
你是否知道 我对他一样很想念
Do you know that I am really missing him as well?

直到有一天 我和他碰面
Until one day, he and I met each other
在那间我们常去的咖啡店
At that coffee shop that we frequently go to

才知道有些感受
Only then did I know there were some feelings
我和他谁都不曾说出口
He and I both has never talked about before
我们之间隐藏了什么
What is concealed betweent he two of us?
除了我自己没人懂
Other than myself, no one else knows

可是你 你怎么说
But you, what do you think?
你知道好事不是从此避开我
If you find out will you leave me forever?
哦 我一样难过
Oh... I am upset, too
多希望我们不曾相识过
How I hope that we never had been acquainted

才知道有些感受
Only then did I know there were some feelings
我和他谁都不曾说出口
He and I both has never talked about before
我们都是最好的朋友
We are still the best of friends
谁会有勇气去开口
Who has the courage to open their mouth?
不在乎 不再难过
I do not care, no longer feeling sad
我们还有好大好大的借口 喔
We still have a very, very big excuse... oh
故事的最后
At the end of the story
我们都不曾失去过什么
We did not lose anything

我们依然是朋友 噢
We are still friends... oh


《都是你》

谁改变了我的世界
Shei gai bian le wo de shi jie
Who has changed my world
没有方向没有日夜
Mei you fang xiang mei you ri ye
No directions, no day and night

我看着天这一刻在想你
Wo kan zhe tian zhe yi ke zai xiang ni
As I look at the sky, at this moment, I think of you
是否会对我一样思念
Shi fou hui dui wo yi yang
Wonder if you have the same longing for me as I do for you

你曾说我们有一个梦
Ni ceng shuo wo men you yi ge meng
You once said that we have a dream
等到那天我们来实现
Deng dao na tian wo men lai shi xian
Waiting for that day when we make that dream come true

我望着天在心中默默念
Wo wang zhe tian zai xin zhong mo mo nian
I gazed at the sky, reading outloud in my heart silently
下一秒你出现在眼前
Xia yi miao ni chu xian zai yan qian
Wishing that the next second you'll appear before my eyes

想念的心装满的都是你
Xiang nian de xin zhuang man de dou shi ni
You are the one who fills up the longing in my heart
我的钢琴弹奏的都是你
Wo de gang qin tan zou dou shi ni
You are the one whom my piano plays tribute to
我的日记写满的都是你的名
Wo de ri ji xia man de dou shi ni de ming
Your name fills up my diary
才发现又另一个黎明
Cai fa xian you ling yi ge li ming
To finally find out that there is another dawn

你曾说我们有一个梦
Ni ceng shuo wo men you yi ge meng
You once said that we have a dream
等到那天我们来实现
Deng dao na tian wo men lai shi xian
Waiting for that day when we make that dream come true

我望着天在心中默默念
Wo wang zhe tian zai xin zhong mo mo nian
I gazed at the sky, reading outloud in my heart silently
下一秒你出现在眼前
Xia yi miao ni chu xian zai yan qian
Wishing that the next second you'll appear before my eyes

想念的心装满的都是你
Xiang nian de xin zhuang man de dou shi ni
You are the one who fills up the longing in my heart
我的钢琴弹奏的都是你
Wo de gang qin tan zou dou shi ni
You are the one whom my piano plays tribute to
我的日记写满的都是你的名
Wo de ri ji xia man de dou shi ni de ming
Your name fills up my diary
才发现又另一个黎明
Cai fa xian you ling yi ge li ming
To finally find out that there is another dawn

Phew. The lyrics for all the four songs are out. Don't worry, I'm not so ratarded to type everything out. I got is all from the internet. :) Aren't I clever??? Haha. =.= And incase there's any error in the translation, don't scold me, it's not my fault. It's not translated by me. It's all totally from the internet. Haha.

Everything is just copy and paste. Haha. Love copying and pasting. Haha. As long as don't have the 'Copy Righted' sign can liao. Haha. Imma bored. Very bored. ZZZzzz...

I think sleep time is approaching soon. Opps. Type wrongly. I mean TV time. Haha. It's gonna be six soon! My Stairways to Heaven. :D Lalala... Shall not waste electricity. Go watch Tv. Wait. I think TV use more electricity right? Ahhh... Whatever. I don't care. Bye!!! TV time... Lalalalala...

安静的呐喊
♥5:48 PM

Thursday, September 18, 2008
Honestly, I'm jealous. Don't ask me why, I've no idea. Chloe English is like... WOW! Even to understand what she was posting, I have to have a dictionary with me. =.= I'm jealous.

The most horrible thing is that her papa thinks that she has not done well enough in her studies. Is like... WTH. All her subjects are like already so fantastic except for her maths and her papa still think is not good enough. Her parents expect her to be forever one of the top few in class.

We can be number 1 but not every time we are. We are all humans. Our life are just like mountains. Many ups and downs. Sometimes we are already at the peak of the mountain, just that we didn't realise it. So we continue to run forward and without realising, we're once again at the bottom of the mountain.

You can expect to top anything. But the bigger the expectation, the bigger the disappointment will be. Don't expect too much when you know is not possible. I know my science sucks, so I've never once dreamt of being a doctor. Although my mama dream that one fine day I'll be a doctor. Oh please. That's rubbish. Maybe with the sun stars to rise from the west and the sky falls down.

I'm like suppose to study and yet, I'm here. Suppose to be voting for JJ and yet, I'm here. Since I'm already here, remember the post that I posted on 31st of August. The one on the Stars thingy. I've came up with the Chinese version. Initially, It was meant for mama, as in my real mama, for her birthday on the 22nd of Sep. But that day when I was folding the stars, Somehow I was 'discovered' by her and she was saying 'Don't give me stars hor. I rather you spent this time on your studies'

I won't deny that I was kind of erm... disappointed when I heard that. Anyway, since she don't want it, I shall mind as well post the phrase now just for fun. It is meaningless when I just show her the phrase and without the stars. Not planning to give her anything this year. Maybe a card will do.

星星会在你最脆弱的时候发亮...
为你在最阴暗的夜晚带来光明。

Too bad. Don't think mama will get to read this. Seriously, I don't get what's in mama's mind. She just doesn't seemed to understand what I mean. Or is it my actions makes her think what she was thinking, or is it simply just because we don't know each other well enough, we don't trust each other well enough? Forget it.

Anyway, papa was very fed up with Grace Lee. Papa as in my retarded papa. She say that day Grace Lee go call her mama when her mama is in overseas and go complain to her mama that she didn't do her work. Then her mama say cause they went on holiday then she don't know anything. Then Grace Lee say Monday she told Chloe already.

What shit is this la? Retards are with papa the whole of Monday and we didn't even see that Damn Lee and she say she came and told Chloe! What sort of teacher is this? A teacher without integrity and only know how to get people into trouble?! Then her mama call her and scolded her.

The worst thing is that when Chloe tried to explain things to Freak Lee the next day, she gave her the stop sign and didn't even bother to listen to papa's explanation. What sort of teacher is this you tell me?! Seriously, I don't think she's even suitable to be a teacher la. Wanted to say something more insulting but never mind. In case I get myself into trouble. Haha.

But seriously, I can't wait for the day when we get to witness her getting fired by MOE. Hehe!!! Okay... I know I am evil but why bother to be kind to this type of people who only knows how to bring trouble to people???

Shall not waste any more time. Shall let papa explain everything herself if she wishes to. Got to go revise my work now. Bye...

安静的呐喊
♥3:48 PM

Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Opps. Haven finish commenting on the video. Haha. JJ so cute. As in towards the end. Haha. Want to hold people hand then people didn't realise then he pai seh. Haha. So envy the girl. Get to sing and hold hand with JJ. Haiz... Denise must be having the same thinking too. Haha. I don't know... =.=

安静的呐喊
♥4:44 PM

JJ 林俊傑 @ 名師高徒 2008-SEP-06

Is this in China? If it is, since when was JJ back in China again??? And I don't like that girl singing jiang nan. She seemed to spoil the whole song. But I like JJ's back up. And his 'AHHHhhhhh~~~...' Haha. His Ahhhhhhh is forever nice. :) And I prefer JJ singing the ice cream song with Jin Sha. Haha. Denise. Remember who started the ice cream song??? Haha. Actually is called Fa Xian Ai. :)

安静的呐喊
♥4:43 PM

Oh no. I just realised how crazy we were at IMM that day. Haha. And I heard Denise's 'SARANG HAE YO Hohohohohohohohoho....' Haha. LMAO. That was the craziest thing I've ever done. I was like... 'okay...I've must have gone crazy that day...' Wonder what will happen if the both of us go to JJ's concert... Singapore's 1st history might be created by us then. Then the next day you will see on the newspaper headlines '9.0 EARTHQUAKE IN SINGAPORE CAUSED BY TWO JJ FAN'

Haha. I'm lame.I'm like... Bored... Dozing off soon. Shall go take the medicine 1st right? Then the moment I'm asleep, no one can wake me up even if the phone ring. Wait... Maybe my maid can. She's just like a machine gun... Haha.

=.= I'm really bored now. Shall go sleep. Then later then just do that freaking art homework. Don't even feel like doing la. Such a waste of our time. But do we have a choice??? And I have her finger nail mark on my right hand! Cause just now she almost fell and I so 'sway', was on her left so she just grab hold onto me. And her nails are freaking long la! Can I complain to MOE for child abuse??? Haha. Just kidding. I'm not that mean yet.

But seriously, my hand hurts. Shouldn't teachers keep their nails short as a good example for students??? Don't like that freaking lee ar. My left hand also have a scare done by don't know whose finger nail. I mean I know it's done by some one's finger nail but I forgot who was it.

I'm like having breathing difficulty... And I can't run. The moment I run, you can prepare to call the ambulance cause I might just collapse anytime. Haha. Every time I'm bored, I'll write this on my paper: 'I'm bored... Sian... Sleep time. ZZZzzz...' And you know what... She saw. =.=

It's super weird. How did Miss Ang know about Mama and Brian? Is like the Retarded Family also didn't say anything to her... And Mama was telling me about their sms conversation. Haha. And how did she know Kah Fai was there too??? Weird. Think she really have that super long antenna Scary seh... Later one day you at Westmall, then she all of a sudden sms you and say 'I know you at Westmall now'.

Bleah... That's disgusting. Okay. I think the medicine is going to take effect soon. I'm really dozing off soon... Bye bye... ZZZzzz...

安静的呐喊
♥4:33 PM

Sunday, September 14, 2008



?!?!?!?!?台北的計程車司機也和我同名。。。

我不要!!! 我不要禿頭!!!!!!

The above post is not from me but from JJ's blog. Visit this URL: http://www.jjfusion.com/ if you don't believe. It's posted by JJ. So super funny la. 我不要!!! 我不要禿頭!!!!!!Haha. If not wrong, JJ's new album is coming out really very soon!

By the way, please vote for JJ. http://www.singaporehitawards.sg/Category1.asp. 《最受欢迎男歌手 》!!! JJ LIN JUN JIE!!! Whoo!!!

Papa came back last Monday and he's flying again tomorrow. *Sob* And you know what? Papa gave me money for no reason. Think the next time I can see papa again will be in November. CRY!!!! PAPA!!!! :'( I'm very sad. Haiz.

Have lots of things to post but now no time... :( Okay. It's really getting late now. Tomorrow still need go school. Nite nite and sweet dreams.

安静的呐喊
♥11:54 PM

JJ林俊杰 ~ '发现爱' 《名师高徒》节目 (11 Sep 08)
Friday, September 12, 2008

Wow. JJ looks tall when he dress like that or rather when I stand beside short girls. Haha. He will look damn short if he were to stand beside Miss Ang. Haha. Then he look like as if he's... ok. Never mind. Shall not say incase later someone not happy. Haha.

安静的呐喊
♥3:51 PM

JJ 林俊傑 + 隋棠 為 [赤壁 Online] 拍廣告

Rabbit Tan, since I didn't ask you go watch TV when JJ was on yu le, then I shall make up for you. This was the one I was referring to. Happy now? you should thank seahorse333 for uploading this video too.

安静的呐喊
♥3:48 PM

JJ 林俊傑 - ALWAYS ONLINE (Full Version)
Saturday, September 06, 2008

Aww... Always online full version!!! So cool! Gonna load it into my Ipod. Haha. So cute la. Anyway, the pictures are from JJ's newest song the MV. Is a duet song by JJ! and ah sa. Haha. I've yet to hear it but it will definatly be a nice song cause it's composed and sang by JJ LIN JUN JIE!!! Whoo!!! So qi dai JJ's new album. And this is the new hair style I'm referring to. It looks kind of erm... toot. Haha. But his songs are forever nice. I think he should have cut this hair style before shooting the idol drama Yuan Lai Wo Bu Shuai. Haha.

安静的呐喊
♥7:51 PM



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