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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Honestly, I'm jealous. Don't ask me why, I've no idea. Chloe English is like... WOW! Even to understand what she was posting, I have to have a dictionary with me. =.= I'm jealous.

The most horrible thing is that her papa thinks that she has not done well enough in her studies. Is like... WTH. All her subjects are like already so fantastic except for her maths and her papa still think is not good enough. Her parents expect her to be forever one of the top few in class.

We can be number 1 but not every time we are. We are all humans. Our life are just like mountains. Many ups and downs. Sometimes we are already at the peak of the mountain, just that we didn't realise it. So we continue to run forward and without realising, we're once again at the bottom of the mountain.

You can expect to top anything. But the bigger the expectation, the bigger the disappointment will be. Don't expect too much when you know is not possible. I know my science sucks, so I've never once dreamt of being a doctor. Although my mama dream that one fine day I'll be a doctor. Oh please. That's rubbish. Maybe with the sun stars to rise from the west and the sky falls down.

I'm like suppose to study and yet, I'm here. Suppose to be voting for JJ and yet, I'm here. Since I'm already here, remember the post that I posted on 31st of August. The one on the Stars thingy. I've came up with the Chinese version. Initially, It was meant for mama, as in my real mama, for her birthday on the 22nd of Sep. But that day when I was folding the stars, Somehow I was 'discovered' by her and she was saying 'Don't give me stars hor. I rather you spent this time on your studies'

I won't deny that I was kind of erm... disappointed when I heard that. Anyway, since she don't want it, I shall mind as well post the phrase now just for fun. It is meaningless when I just show her the phrase and without the stars. Not planning to give her anything this year. Maybe a card will do.

星星会在你最脆弱的时候发亮...
为你在最阴暗的夜晚带来光明。

Too bad. Don't think mama will get to read this. Seriously, I don't get what's in mama's mind. She just doesn't seemed to understand what I mean. Or is it my actions makes her think what she was thinking, or is it simply just because we don't know each other well enough, we don't trust each other well enough? Forget it.

Anyway, papa was very fed up with Grace Lee. Papa as in my retarded papa. She say that day Grace Lee go call her mama when her mama is in overseas and go complain to her mama that she didn't do her work. Then her mama say cause they went on holiday then she don't know anything. Then Grace Lee say Monday she told Chloe already.

What shit is this la? Retards are with papa the whole of Monday and we didn't even see that Damn Lee and she say she came and told Chloe! What sort of teacher is this? A teacher without integrity and only know how to get people into trouble?! Then her mama call her and scolded her.

The worst thing is that when Chloe tried to explain things to Freak Lee the next day, she gave her the stop sign and didn't even bother to listen to papa's explanation. What sort of teacher is this you tell me?! Seriously, I don't think she's even suitable to be a teacher la. Wanted to say something more insulting but never mind. In case I get myself into trouble. Haha.

But seriously, I can't wait for the day when we get to witness her getting fired by MOE. Hehe!!! Okay... I know I am evil but why bother to be kind to this type of people who only knows how to bring trouble to people???

Shall not waste any more time. Shall let papa explain everything herself if she wishes to. Got to go revise my work now. Bye...

安静的呐喊
♥3:48 PM



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-The Girl
*Name: Venus Lee Yan 李缘
*Date Of Birth: 20th Feb 1994
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*AKA: Retarded Over Turn Blonde Turtle

-Her Love
*Enjoying God's presence
*Reflecting
*Making song covers
*Making videos
*Looking at the moon
*Studying the meaning behind every song
*Singing
*listening to songs
*My friends
*Pursuing my dreams
*Writing phrases that speaks what I feel about certain matter
*Every talent I'm blessed with
*Listening to people
*Split personality
*Everything God has given me

-Her Detest
*Empty promises
*Lies
*Cowards

-Her Past
February 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 March 2010 May 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 January 2013 April 2013



-Exits
*BVSS*
ChUnWeN
JaSoN
TaN hUi JuAn
XiAo HuI
Xi Yu

*DESTINY IMPACT*
DeStInY iMpAcT
GlAdYs
EuNiCe

*DLSS*
BuNcHaNa

*FAMILY*
DaDdY
SaMuEl LeE wEi KaNg

*STARS*
OfFiCiAl JJ LiN jUn JiE 林俊杰's BlOg
Jimmy Lin Chi Ying 林志颖
Show Luo 罗志祥

*SENIORS*
LiNg HuAn

*TEACHERS*
MiSs AnG


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