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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Saturday, September 20, 2008
I'm not at all emo today. I'm like... Super fed up.
What's the use of saying sorry after you lied?
What's the use of saying sorry when you know sorry can't take back the words that you said?
What's the use of saying sorry when you know sorry can't deny the fact that you did lie to me?!

Initially I thought I found a third person to trust other than God and Rabbit. But I guess... I was just wrong. You should have known that I hate people who lie to me so why did you just lie to me and just say sorry after that?! You think a word of sorry and deny the fact that you had lied to me? You can say I'm petty, I'm unreasonable but in the first place, it is your fault for lying to me!

Nobody had like... held a knife at your throat and force you to lie! You know very clearly that cause of the stupid shadow, I hate people to lie to me. Because of that stupid shadow, I won't forgive people who lied to me easily. Because of that stupid shadow, I find it super hard for myself to trust someone. Even harder than to break a stone with my teeth. So why did you even lied to me in the first place?!

Did your lies just told me you're not the one whom I can trust? Never mind. At least I know that fact now. It's better to know it earlier than later...

No more promises; No more empty promises; No more broken promises...

Was searching for videos on youtbe just now. And I came across this video, a music video I mean... About this korean show called Sad Love Story. And you know what? It's acted by Kwon Sang Woo! I'm like in love with his acting. I have to admit that he is much more handsome that JJ. Haha. But compared to JJ, I think JJ is still number 1. Haha.

Bla bla bla... I'm bored. Super bored. Today is the 20th. That means the voting for the 《最受欢迎男歌手》 thingy is going to end tomorrow. That means my post is going to end soon cause I'm going to vote. Haha.

Haiz. I'm like super sian la. Don't fee like doing anything. Just lie down in bed and listen to songs. Haha. I wish I could...

Just a piece of advice... If you go online early in the morning, block Miss Ang. She'll just start talking to you and sayng things like... 'got nightmare ar?' Sound so mean la. Like as if she's trying to curse me get nightmare like that. Falling off the bed once is enough. I won't fall the second time again... It hurts la. Fall off the bed... Lucky I didn't break my bones or something la.

Sian... Got to go now... Bye... =.=

安静的呐喊
♥9:59 PM



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-The Girl
*Name: Venus Lee Yan 李缘
*Date Of Birth: 20th Feb 1994
*Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=743058322
*E-mail: Venus_lee_yan@hotmail.com
*AKA: Retarded Over Turn Blonde Turtle

-Her Love
*Enjoying God's presence
*Reflecting
*Making song covers
*Making videos
*Looking at the moon
*Studying the meaning behind every song
*Singing
*listening to songs
*My friends
*Pursuing my dreams
*Writing phrases that speaks what I feel about certain matter
*Every talent I'm blessed with
*Listening to people
*Split personality
*Everything God has given me

-Her Detest
*Empty promises
*Lies
*Cowards

-Her Past
February 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 March 2010 May 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 January 2013 April 2013



-Exits
*BVSS*
ChUnWeN
JaSoN
TaN hUi JuAn
XiAo HuI
Xi Yu

*DESTINY IMPACT*
DeStInY iMpAcT
GlAdYs
EuNiCe

*DLSS*
BuNcHaNa

*FAMILY*
DaDdY
SaMuEl LeE wEi KaNg

*STARS*
OfFiCiAl JJ LiN jUn JiE 林俊杰's BlOg
Jimmy Lin Chi Ying 林志颖
Show Luo 罗志祥

*SENIORS*
LiNg HuAn

*TEACHERS*
MiSs AnG


-The Talkings


-CREDITS

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