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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Thursday, September 25, 2008
One more new track added!!!

Always Online - JJ Lin Jun Jie

变色的生活
平静的跳搏
疯狂的蒙住了头

短短的守候
是他的温柔
还是少了点什么

遥远两端爱挂在天空飞
风停了也无所谓
只因为你曾说
everything will be ok

准备好了
three two one
I'm always online
和你one to one
爱开始扩散
我们连接了
穿越天空银河

开始倒数
three two one
想出我的孤单
more and more既是深刻
爱亮了
爱笑了
I'm always online

变色的生活
平静的跳搏
疯狂的蒙住了头

短短的守候
是他的温柔
还是少了点什么

遥远两端爱挂在天空飞
风停了也无所谓
只因为你曾说
everything will be ok

准备好了
three two one
I'm always online
和你one to one
爱开始扩散
我们连接了
穿越天空银河

开始倒数
three two one
想出我的孤单
more and more既是深刻
爱亮了
爱笑了
I'm always online

爱亮了
爱笑了
I'm always online~

Yeah! I'm always online. Erm... Maybe not during examination period. Haha. Was slacking in the MRT today after the exam. I mean only English paper one and History. I hate History seh. My brain is going to burst because of that la! Anyway, I'll be emptying all History stuff out of my small brain. Haha. If ever I take History next year, you better send me to hospital the emergency room. I must be thinking of committing suicide by then. Haha.

That small empty space in my brain will soon be replaced by all the Science thingy. And maybe some space will be used for my maths formula. Haha. @_@ Dizzy...

Honestly, I don't know why mama go find all those super sucky tutor for me la. They're lyk all so super boo boo la. Don't know how teach la. That current tutor super... Never mind. I ask her to explain to me what does the words means, her answer is 'Go check the dictionary, I'm not your dictionary.' What the h***! Then mama ask you come here teach me what shit? Like that mind as well buy me a dictionary, I check myself. Don't even know what is she here for la. Don't want to teach then say la. You think I like you meh?!

Ask you explain to me when do we use who and whom you dare tell me there's no way to explain! Then she say 'When you read the sentence, you will some how know when to use who and whom.' What crap is this la?! If there's no way to explain, then how come Miss Ang can you cannot?! Like that I mind as well stay back after school and ask Miss Ang tuition me right?! Free one some more eh! Better than paying you $60 just for you to ask me to check the dictionary!

Wait... I'm kidding. Think I'll die having Miss Ang as my tutor. Haha. I mean she is a very good teacher, but... Never mind. MSN is already enough for me to burst, face to face I think I'll faint. Haha. Just Kidding. But seriously that teacher don't even know how teach la. And mama seemed to like her a lot cause throughout the one and a half hour, she has been talking non stop. That's a super bad news can. That's not good already. That's super irritating. And the things she say is all repeated la. I even can memorised everything for you la. Maybe if she teach me History will be a better choice.

Don't like her ar. And she's super insulting k... She was asking me why I don't study on Saturdays and I told her cause I have to go to church. And you know what she say?! She say 'Church? But now is your exams. Can you like not go to church and stay at home revise your homework? Studies come before church right?' I was like... 'Can I flush you down the toilet now?!' I mean I didn't say out... I was just thinking deep in my heart. Super insulting k... You mean exams come before GOD?!

The first commandments is to out God FIRST in your life k. If god is not important, exams will be totally useless k. So insulting. Where got people talk like that? I mean I know exams are important but God is more important k. The next time she dare say that to me I make sure she'll be out of the house the very next moment. Anyway, after she said that, I gave her the super angry look. As in the look trying to tell her to F*** up.

Is like... she won't like me asking her to come tuition me cause my exams are more important than her going to the temple to pray right?! Enough of her man. Super angry. She should be lucky that I wasn't in a bad mood that day if not I think she wouldn't be where she is now la. She should be somewhere buried in the soil or something...

And she was telling me that she live somewhere BVSS. And she was like 'Oh... That school ar? The one that a lot of students always make a lot of noise under my block' I was like... I know BVSS very noisy la. But must you say out?! Aren't you even more noisier? Think this is the worst choice mama has ever made. Finding such a boo boo teacher for me.

But I must say one thing about her, she's not as bad as Freak Lee. Or rather they are about the same. Freak Lee is utter shit, she is utter offending stuff. So that makes them equal. Maybe the both of them are bestest of the bestest friend. Haha.

Oh and that day Miss Ang was saying 'Venus, Maybe Mdm Lee was your relative 500 years ago' Oh please, that will be the worst of the worst news ever. Such a disgrace to the Lee's. Maybe she's also somehow Miss Ang's relative a thousand years ago since Miss Ang is Miss Ang Bee LEE... Haha. There's a Lee... :)

And Xiao Hui is like telling me that she think Miss Ang has my genes. Haha. That's lame. She keep saying Miss Ang is beginning to talk like me. Haha. Is like where got. And Since Xiao hui shoot me, I shall shoot Denise. Denise really look like Miss Ang when the both of them smile. Haha. Especially the eyes. Okay... this sounds insulting. But it's true. Haha.

Okay... got to go now... Bye!!!

安静的呐喊
♥4:52 PM



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-The Girl
*Name: Venus Lee Yan 李缘
*Date Of Birth: 20th Feb 1994
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*E-mail: Venus_lee_yan@hotmail.com
*AKA: Retarded Over Turn Blonde Turtle

-Her Love
*Enjoying God's presence
*Reflecting
*Making song covers
*Making videos
*Looking at the moon
*Studying the meaning behind every song
*Singing
*listening to songs
*My friends
*Pursuing my dreams
*Writing phrases that speaks what I feel about certain matter
*Every talent I'm blessed with
*Listening to people
*Split personality
*Everything God has given me

-Her Detest
*Empty promises
*Lies
*Cowards

-Her Past
February 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 March 2010 May 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 January 2013 April 2013



-Exits
*BVSS*
ChUnWeN
JaSoN
TaN hUi JuAn
XiAo HuI
Xi Yu

*DESTINY IMPACT*
DeStInY iMpAcT
GlAdYs
EuNiCe

*DLSS*
BuNcHaNa

*FAMILY*
DaDdY
SaMuEl LeE wEi KaNg

*STARS*
OfFiCiAl JJ LiN jUn JiE 林俊杰's BlOg
Jimmy Lin Chi Ying 林志颖
Show Luo 罗志祥

*SENIORS*
LiNg HuAn

*TEACHERS*
MiSs AnG


-The Talkings


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