Tried so hard to hold my tears but yet, I failed to do so. T_T tears just can't stop flowing down as I hug rabbit and chicken. Recalling the first time I entered the class, the first time we met, the first time we talk, the first time we laugh together, the first time we cry, the first time we quarrel, the first time we... I really don't wanna leave anyone.

I miss Miss Ang, I miss rabbit, I miss mama, I miss chicken, I miss papa, I miss 2E1!!! T_T Why can Miss Ang just follow up the whole class? Why must we change class? Why?! I don't wanna split!!! I don't want! I don't want! I really don't want la~~~!!! T_T

So many things that I want to tell them, so many thank yous I want to say to them but yet, tears just flooded all my words. Nothing came out of my mouth, just tears from my eyes... T_T Well, at least I made a card for them. Denise said she was reading the card in the bus then she cry. T_T Miss Ang say she didn't expect me to give her a card. Mama, Papa and Chicken didn't say anything. Neither did Daren. But at least they did say a thank you. :D Mama has not given me my card yet!!!

Haha. It's okay. She made for the whole class plus Miss Ang... that's.... 37. Wow. Leonard was asking if she wrote different things for everyone and when I said yes, he was like... 'Wow. She got so much info to write ar?' Haha.

Listening to 《我还想她》makes me super emo. =.=

Was back at school today for the Guanzhou thingy. It's super boring. Go there and sing sing and sing. And the guys are all super out of tune when they were singing 《童话》. I think it was because the tune was too high. Haha. Too bad. Chunwen was also saying that the tune very high. It is high, but at least Chunwen and I still can reach it despite the fact that we are in auto. =.=

And Miss Wu was saying that Chunwen and I will sing 《当你孤单你会想起谁》together with the other two boys playing the piano and guitar. =.= That's so stupid. Of all song why this song? And of all people why we two? Just because we are Choir members? =.=

I remember whenever Denise complain to me she very sian or when I am bored, I'll start singing this song. Haha.

当你孤单你会想起谁？(2E1)
你想不想找个人来赔？(Nope. I only want 2E1)

Haiz. Emo-ing...

If only the time could be reversed, how nice would that be???

ChLoE

Papa, thank you for all the important things you had taught me. The true meaning of friends. You keep saying you don't want to enter pure science class, but if you really do, the retards will be very happy and proud of you. 我会很想念你的所以别太难过.

Xi Yu

Gummy bear... You looks so super cute stuffing two marshmallow in your mouth. Too bad I didn't have a chance to take a picture of you. If not I would have posted that picture. Haha. Must remember to smile more often. Don't hide to cute and friendly side of you away from the world. Smile!

DeNiSe

Stop being a cry baby. I won't want a cry baby to be my friend... Haha. Just Kidding la. Thank you for all those wonderful memories that we spent together. Although we quarrel a lot but that shows we care for each other. Although we had lots of disagreements but that's what make us bestest of the bestest friend. Because you were there, you filled up all the empty space in my memory. Because of you, smile was painted on my face. Because of you, my life was brighten up. Denise, my bestest friend forever. Don't cry. :)

XiAo HuI

Mama ar. Stop crying and thinking that it is the end of the world. Even if we go different class, we'll still be as close as now or even closer. We'll still meet at bukit batok MRT station at 7.10am every morning and we'll walk to school together. Don't cry when you fail any of your subjects, it won't be the end of the world. Just continue to work hard for the up coming test/exams. :D

ChIcKeN

Chicken!!! My brother. Stop tagging as Xiao Di Di. It really sounds super sick. Chicken sound so much nicer. I'll miss your hugs although they make me cry. Haha. Thank you for being there for me all the time when I need someone to pour all my frustrations out. But sorry for not being there when you needed someone. Even if we land up in two different class, you'll still be my brother, my chicken, my friend forever and ever. :)

HuI jUaN

Hui Juan, stop molesting my papa. Haha. Must continue to work hard and bring glory to everyone around including yourself. Don't keep thinking that you can't do it cause you can. Just sing the song 'We Can' can you will really can do all the impossible. Hui Juan!!! Our superwoman!!! :)

DaReN

Potato... The next time I see all your sexy sleeping pose I'll definitely take a picture of you. Haha. Had never seen people pose until so sexy when they're sleeping. Haha. :P

HoNg SiNg

Hong Sing, our chairman, the best chairman. Thank you for tolerating us. Thank you for being such a wonderful chairman. We'll all miss you!!! :)

MiSs AnG

Are you gonna say you didn't expect me to type a short paragraph for you? Haha.

Thank you for all the scolding, punishing and tortures.
Thank you for being such a wonderful teacher.
Thank you for the two years of education.
Thank you for everything. There are just too much for me to thank you.
Because of you, 2E1 was perfect. Without you, we won't be who we are now.

I'll stop that U-turn thingy the next time I see you cause seriously, I miss you.
I miss your teaching.
I miss your scolding.
I miss your tortures.
I miss your voice.
I miss your look.
I miss your everything including that hug...

我... 能不能... 在一次拥有one more huggy??? 这一次，我不会再放开你了。永远不会 because I REALLY REALLY REALLY MISS YOU!!! T_T Miss Ang, my favourite teacher... T_T

要带着笑容说再见才会留下最好的回忆...

如果一切能从来，我会更加珍惜在一起的日子。
如果一切能从来，我会永远抓住你的手不放开。
如果一切能从来，我会大声的对你说声... “我爱你”

可惜的是，一切都来得太晚了，我只能对着你说“我不爱你”...

请告诉她，我不爱她。笑着难过，自我惩罚。想终止这一切挣扎，横了心，说真心谎话。别告诉她，我还想她。恨终比爱容易放下。当泪水堵住了胸口，就让沉默，代替所有回答。

别告诉她，我还想她。
就让沉默，代替所有回答...

对你的这份爱，我只能深深的埋藏在心里，等待有一天，你会发现我依然还在等着你...

Track 4: 黑武士 Lord Vader
作词：五月天阿信
作曲：林俊杰

有了天空 为何世界 还有 地心引力
有了希望 为何绝望 还是 如影随形
有了勇气 就让哭泣 埋藏过去
去写一首历史 名字叫奇迹

如果恐惧就像火炬 那就让它沸腾我血液
带我到绝地 喔
我才能完全 觉醒

在黑暗 的对面 是光明
光明 后面 是阴影
正义 邪恶 是谁 有权 定义

在命运 的前面 我怀疑
在面具 后面 铁一般决心
光荣的牺牲 也是种荣誉

不怕人说 不要人懂 我要证明
明天我的姓名 将会是传奇
如果恐惧就像火炬 那就让它沸腾我血液
带我到绝地 喔
我才能完全 觉醒

在黑暗 的对面 是光明
光明 后面 是阴影
正义 邪恶 是谁 有权 定义

在命运 的前面 我怀疑
在面具 后面 铁一般决心
光荣的牺牲 也是种荣誉

失败会设下陷阱 没有胜利会发出邀请
只要我自己 喔
能够还我自己 公平
还我自己 公平

在黑暗 的对面 是光明
光明 后面 是阴影
正义 邪恶 是谁 有权 定义

在命运 的前面 我怀疑
在面具 后面 铁一般决心
光荣的牺牲 也是种荣誉
要扭转命运 最后的反击

Track 10: 我还想她 I Still Miss Her
作词：刑增华
作曲：林俊杰

泪水 将我淹没 到底谁该难过
究竟 是谁放掉 这段感情
我才终于明白 瓣不到的承诺 就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她 我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎 横了心 说真心谎话

别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口 就让沉默 代替所有回答

我才终于明白 瓣不到的承诺 就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉她 我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎 横了心 说真心谎话别

告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口 就让沉默 代替所有回答

我不爱 我不痛 我不懂
我的心 早已掏空
真心话 言不由衷

请告诉她 我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎 横了心 说真心谎话

别告诉她 我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口 就让沉默 代替所有回答

别告诉她 我还想她 就让沉默 代替所有回答

The above two songs are my two favourite tracks from ~JJ Sixology~. I love the lyrics. Must give credits to 刑增华 & 阿信 from 五月天 for the wonderful & touching lyrics. Of course JJ for the wonderful tunes! :D

Finally got my JJ album. :D It was stated on the television that the album would be out on the 18th October (sat) but when we go ask, the person say coming on Monday (which was yesterday). So yesterday, when we go ask, they say haven reach yet. And at 6pm, they called me and tell me the stock arrive already. I was like... now you tell me... =.=

Today, finally. My JJ... Album I mean. Haha. =.= 《JJ 陆》. So cool. Look at the picture below...

You see that? Admission ticket to take picture with JJ eh. So cool! 22nd November... @_@ Super 期待... My favourite track. Track Number 4 《黑武士》Lord Vader. Very nice. Track 10 《我还想她》I Still Miss Her also very nice. This CD very worth it to buy. On $16.85. Jay Chou if I not wrong is $22++ I not sure. And This new JJ album have 15 tracks. But some is since the beginning of the year. Example: 《爱与希望》、《期待你的爱》、《点一把火炬》 & Always Online.

I like the lyrics of 《我还想她》

请告诉她 我不爱她
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎 横了心 说真心谎话

别告诉她 我还想她
恨终比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口 就让沉默 代替所有回答...

So touching isn't it? When I have the time I'll upload all the tracks to imeem then add it to my playlist. Only when I have the time... :)

I'm Kind of erm... tired now. So shall come back to post again. Later... When I feel like it. Haha.

Here I am to worship

Light of the world
You stepped down into darkness
Opened my eyes, let me see
Beauty that made this heart adore You
Hope of a life spent with You

Here I am to worship
Here I am to bow down
Here I am to say that You're my God

You're altogether lovely
Altogether worthy
Altogether wonderful to me

King of all days
Oh so highly exalted
Glorious in Heaven above
Humbly You came to the earth You created
All for love's sake became poor

I'll never know how much it cost
To see my sin upon that cross

Majesty

Here I am humbled by your Majesty
Covered by your grace so free
Here I am, knowing I'm a sinful man
Covered by the blood of the Lamb

Now I've found the greatest love of all is mine
Since you laid down your life
The greatest sacrifice

Majesty, Majesty
Your grace has found me just as I am
Empty handed, but alive in your hands

Majesty, Majesty
Forever I am changed by your love
In the presence of your Majesty

Here I am humbled by the love that you give
Forgiven so that I can forgive
Here I stand, knowing that I'm your desire
Sanctified by glory and fire

Now I've found the greatest love of all is mine
Since you laid down your life
The greatest sacrifice

I've finally watched finish The Sad Love Story. It's written on the cover 'The love story that will touch you like never before'. And I agree with it. If you like Stairways To Heaven, I think you'll like this show too. Anyway, as I was watching the last episode, I started laughing. When I'm like suppose to cry instead.

But death just reminds me about the show 《梁祝》. Haha! the girl's make up... @_@ Then the grave open, then she jump in then the grave close. =.= And the paper butterfly turned into real butterfly... ?_? Haha! In real life where got such thing. The grave can still open by itself. Haha. Then the girl's make up... BLEAH! Can puke eh. The whole face so white then the two check so read. Haha!


But I wasn't suppose to laugh. Kwon Sang Woo died eh... So sad la. It's like... He can Kim Hee Sun can finally be together and yet cause he go save his friend, he died... :( Okay... I'm super dots now. It only a show after all. Haha. Kwon Sang Woo is now happily living with his wife. Haha. His wife very pretty. Serious. And he very 帅. Perfect match...

Whatever. Have been quite down these few days. Now, I don't ask for any more thing. I shall stop being greedy, stop being selfish, stop hurting more. If by hurting myself can give the world peace, why not? If I meant nothing to you, why did you still talk to me? Just treat me as if I'm invisible, I won't hate you, I won't despise you and neither will I not want you to be my friend. I'll just still there, at my quiet seat and wait for the day where you will realise that I'm there and come to talk to me.

I won't ask for more. As long as there's six meals for me everyday, it's enough. It's really enough. Even if there isn't, happy memories will do. I'll bring all the happy memories along with me when I leave. Waiting patiently for you all at the other world. A place where I won't want you all to join me too soon.

When people don't talk, don't comment, don't do anything, that doesn't mean we have no feelings.
When people don't scold, don't cry, don't vent all our frustrations out, that doesn't mean we have no feelings.
When people don't show the weaker side of them, don't tell you how we feel, that doesn't mean we have no feelings.

All we are trying to do, is just to tolerate, like you, me and everyone. But if you feel that you can't tolerate anymore, burst it out. If by doing that can make you, her and her happy but only hurt me, just go ahead and do it. I won't shed any tears, I won't hate anyone, I won't breakdown in front of you, I'll just carry a broken heart back home and learn how to fix it... Fix it till it's back into one for you to beak it again...

But every time even after fixing a broken heart, there will still be a scar there, forever. A scar that will never disappear. A scar that can never be heal...

Other than people who did well for that freaking science test, I don't think there would be anyone who doesn't feel like killing him. Feel like digging his heart out and smash it. But this is too sadistic. It will only bring me behind the bars. Not worth it for an atomic bomb head. Opps. Did I just said atomic bomb? Whatever...

30/100? Wow. The best grade I've ever gotten. This is enough to make me fail my overall for science. I did study. But not all the chapter. I focus so much on light and atoms. But It's like... Damn. Just a waste of my time. Go count how many questions came out on light and atom. Then section D, even have O level questions! You think we what?!

Section C, 5.5/30. 5.5! How would you expect me to pass? Section D, 5.5/25! 5.5 again! Section B, 8/25! What crap is this. The only section I pass is Section A, by just 1 damn mark, 11/20! ++++++=30/100. It's confirm fail. This was exactly the mark I expected. That was why I didn't cry. And mama got 47 and she drag me to the toilet and started crying!

I was like 'Hello... I'm so much more lower than you and did you see me crying?' =.= Now what. The level did so super badly for this damn paper and the only one happy is that atomic bomb head.

And my mama! As in my real mama! She's driving me nuts. 30/100. You think I ask for it ar?! you think I very happy with that mark ar? She keep thinking that BVSS is a super stupid school. Then keep thinking that the paper standard super low. Please la! You go study and do the paper for me la! So easy you come get full mark for me la. Wa lua! Say until like so easy like that.

Seriously, I don't know what's wrong with her la. And now, I don't even want to know. Lost.

Results are just results. What's over is over. No point being sad and angry about it. Let's talk about something happy. JJ! He's releasing his 6th album this SATURDAY, 18th OCTOBER 2008! 4 more days...

And I heard that Jay Chou album was supposed to be released on the 9th but it was postpone cause of the pirated version. It's that fast? The pirated version can even come out before the original version. Sad. Why can't people just spend a few more dollars to buy the original version? What's so difficult about it? Just stop eat MacDonald's for 3 days and that's enough.

The singers spend so much time and effort to write the songs, sing the songs and record the songs to make it into an album and yet people are selling the pirated versions. Can they like just spare a thought for all these singers and song writer? You think everything just drop from the sky ar? Incorrigible.

Hey. I learn that word from Grandmama. Haha. She used to message that word to me when she's pissed. Haha. Erm... She still does that. Only when I make her angry...

Some time, people say they know me very well. Haha. That's so fake. Seriously, I don't think anyone knows me that well yet. I'm just like a closed book. But only one person can see through the book and he's the only one I know I can trust. Hey. What are you thinking of? Boyfriend? Just cause of the word 'he'? Haha.

Nah... It's not boyfriend. I don't have one either... The person is ... I thought I said in my previous post? Go read yourself. Lazy people. Haha. Just kidding. That person is obviously God. :)

Of course not everyone will believe that cause of our different religious. Last time I used to be super afraid to be alone at home cause I'm afraid of ghost. But ever since I read this sentence from the bible, I'm no longer that afraid of being alone. 1 John 4:4 'You, dear children, are from God and have overcome them, because the one who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world.'

Cool isn't it? I shall not explain this sentence cause I think it's simple enough for everyone to understand. Last Saturday, 4th October, when papa came back to Singapore, I brought him to church. The one on Saturday which was actually only for youths. But who cares. Big boss also didn't say anything.

Before we left, Eric told me ' This is that first time I see people bringing their parents to youth.' Haha. My papa is young at heart k. Age is just a number game. Haha. Talking about numbers reminds me about maths.

Back to results. Honestly speaking, I'm, not at all happy with my maths result. Is not cause I wasn't the top in the class, but cause I felt that I could have done much better. Just one chapter and it made me lost about 8 marks. =.=

And paper 2, Full of careless mistakes which made my lost 10 marks. Leaving me with only 40/50. Whatever... No point looking back when nothing can be reversed.

I've been watching the show 'Sad Love Story'. It's a super dramatic show. It's a Korean drama. Of course Kwon Sang Woo did act in it, if not, don't expect me to watch it. Haha. Addicted to his acting. After I watch finish this show, I'm gonna watch my 'Cruel Love' Haha. Acted by Kwon Sang Woo too. Haha. But don't worry, JJ is still number 1. Haha.

Oh ya. I watch till episode 14 already. 7 more to go. This show hor... I don't know to say if it's stupid? Dramatic? or over touching. is like one moment, his girlfriend go to USA. Next moment, his mother died. And then, his father go to jail. =.= Think this is just the start of the tragedy la. Xiao Hui say behind more dramatic. Lets wait and see. Haha.

Shall wake up early tomorrow morning to continue my show. Afternoon still have to go my real Grandmama house. Cannot watch... T_T Nevermind. When come home still can continue. Haha. =.= Okay... I got to go to bed now. Nite nite.

Haiz... After exams, the next thing to worry about is always our results. 32/40. You think it's good enough? Honestly, I don't even think it is a good mark. I also don't know why my expectation so high. Haiz...

Good thing I'm not those who will cry over results. I find it stupid to cry over results. Cry already also no use. Not like as if after you cry the marks will change. Not like as if after you cry then the teacher will give you the mark you want. =.= And mama was crying that day cause she didn't do well for her maths paper 1.

And when I go to the toilet ith her to wash her face, she just enter the toilet and sat down on the floor and cried even worst. Normally people will go to the basin and wash their face to cool down and mama sat on the floor in the TOILET and started crying again.

But I understand how she feel la. Her mama told her cannot get into pure science nevermind but must take A maths. Actually I don't deny the fact that ever since the paper ended, I had a feeling that mama will not do well in her paper 1. Just that I didn't dare to tell her cause I knew she would cry...

In the toilet, I was like 'Don't cry... Still have paper 2 what...' And she just keep repeating 'I want go A maths class...' Seriously, I had a hard time trying to make her laugh. Haha. I was like saying 'You still cry. Go wash your face then we go back class if not later she scold us ar!' And I was showin her the 'Exit Pass' Haha. And she started laughing.

The most stupidiest thing was that she told me 'Don't make me laugh la.' =.= I am suppose to make her laugh. =.= And after a while, she start crying again. =.= So I was telling her 'Just now you cry she very sad you know? Then she did that super sad face...' And I showed her the super sad face and she started laughing. Haha.

When we go back to class, Melisa wanted to give her the chocolate. =.= That chocolate was from Gandmama. Sha gave it to Melisa because she cried as she was not happy with her English result. =.= Didn't know Grandmama so childish. Haha. Chocolate... =.=

Was looking at the calendar just now and realised something. We are only left with 9 more school days together as a class. Isn't that fast? Just a blink and two years are gone...

All of a sudden, memories of the past flew back. All the happiness and unhappiness. All the time we spent together as a class. With the presence of her made us one. Yep. I won't deny any further that yes, she is a fantastic form teacher. Despite the times where she is unreasonable and biased. But that's just her, the unique her. And that's what makes her fantastic.

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当初，本来就不应该接受他。跟他交往只不过是在利用他。利用他来忘掉另一个他，却在不知不觉中，伤害了他...

*EnDlEsS rOaD*

《隐形的生日礼物》

每个人都喜欢收到礼物，我也不例外。我每年的生日都会收到父母给我的礼物，而今年从父母手中收到的礼物最特别，因为它是一份“隐形礼物”

记得我生日那天，爸爸和妈妈把礼物交给我的时候，我迫不及待的把礼物打开。打开礼物后，我发现礼物盒里是空的。于是我好奇地问父母：“爸，妈，为什么你们给我一个空盒子？”“哪儿是空的啊？你再仔细看一看，里面有五个礼物”，爸爸立刻回答。

我把礼物盒翻了又翻，还是看不到什么，所以对父母说：“没有，我还是什么也没看到。”爸爸把礼物接回自己的手中，轻声地对我说：“我的宝贝女儿，让伟大的爸爸来告诉你吧！里面的五份礼物包括无法用金钱买到的力量、勇气、关怀、爱与希望。”

爸爸说在我做错事的时候，他们会给我勇气，让我勇于认错。在我最脆弱的时候，他们会给我力量。在我心情最阴暗的时候给我关怀。在我最缺乏爱的时候给我爱。在我最绝望的时候给我希望…

在那一瞬间，我突然发现最好的礼物并不一定要是价钱昂贵的礼物。最好的礼物并不一定要是摸得到，并不一定要是最漂亮的礼物。最重要的是这份礼物一定要是发出内心给的。而父母给我的这份生日礼物，永远都是全天下最贵，最漂亮，最隐形的生日礼物。

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If you remember, long time ago, I did said that I wanted to post a compo but I didn't have the time to do so until today. Due to the countless exams. The above compo is written by me!

I'm just being lame. But according to Mr Shen, many people failed this compo eh. As in from 2E1 la. And I got above 30 you know?! I'm was like super happy la. But you know he gave the comments super insulting eh. I mean it sounds insulting to me la.

He said something like my compo is well written but is it I write myself... =.= I was like... 'Duh.' If is not I write myself then who help me write? I also don't have a private tutor for Chinese Composition... =.=

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The background music is 'Endless Road'. So weird, when I was listening to this song the other day, it just sounded as if JJ knows how I was feeling at that point of time. Although today is the last day of the Year End paper, I just didn't feel as happy as I am suppose to be.

I'm like suppose to be super happy today la. Last day of the paper eh! But somehow, can't smile, can't laugh, can't rejoice... Have been quite troubled these few days. I don't know why. Something just seemed to tell me that a 2 day 1 night club camp can really change a person 180 degrees. Amazing huh?

Nevermind, shall not elaborate on this topic. Don't want to talk about this anyway. Haiz... I think for the time being, we shall just stop talking to each other and wait till the other three realise. It's just the right time to cool down...

Decided to change back to iweb. Rabbit blog has the Japanese version of this song. My blog has the chinese version. Haha. But the other blog is still using imeem.

Anyway, have been studying maths with ducky mama these few days. Of course we didn't choose the MRT. That's the most stupidest idea. Haha. One of our most favourite destination is Koufu! And I'll start going there and eat my chicken rice. Haha. Now I'm sick of chicken rice. And there's a new stall at Westmall Koufu and it is called... JJ Taiwan... dun what. Haha. At first when I saw that stall, I was like 'JJ?! JJ open this shop ar?' Haha. that was stupid.

Of course MacDonald's is also another good choice. Just that we will end up freezing there. Remember there was once we went out to study with Kah Fai and Daren. My goodness. That was the most foolish decision we made. With these two guys around, nothing went into our mind. That happened at J.E. National library.

Before that, Daren, mama and I were at NTUC. Kah Fai wasn't with us because he had to stay back in school for some reason. So as we shop while waiting for Kah Fai to arrive, mama said 'Let's just buy and bring into the library. They super don't care one lor. As long as you put into your bag, they don't check one...' So we're like... Okay...

And Daren suggested something 'Let's call Kah Fai and come over now to pay!' Haha. And you know what? He really came and pay for everything. And if I didn't remember wrongly, it was $8 plus. Haha. But I did pay him back for the 1 litre of Green tea. Feel bad making people pay things for me. And Daren was like 'Ai ya. Don't care him la. Just let him pay' He's so mean la. Haha.

So after buying everything, we went into the library, and Xiao Hui was holding everything in her hands and walk pass the security guard. Haha! And the most funny thing was that she didn't even notice! Haha! So the security guard stopped us and made us put the things into the locker. =.=

So after that, we went up to the 3rd level, I think, to study. After studying for A WHILE, mama was complaining 'I very thirsty eh. I want my Green Tea...' Haha. So Daren suggested that two person go down, take the things out and enter from another door. Haha. So we push push and push. And finally, Daren and Kah Fai decided to go down together. Haha.

So Daren empty his ba and went down. They open the locker, took out the things, went out of the main exit and put everything into the bag. And you know what? They came back in from the same door! And the security guard did not notice! Haha! That was super stupid la.

When the things are back up, Xiao Hui started to drink. She was like... Facing the wall so that no one would notice her. And we were all making fun. Then suddenly, Kah Fai and Daren shut up, followed by me while Xiao Hui continue drinking. You guess what, the security guard was just behind her. Haha! =.=

And we were like want to laugh but cannot laugh. Haha. But that security guard just ask us to keep away the drink. Haha. Oh! I forgot to say... outside the library, there's a big big JJ's picture. When we were at the entrance, Daren said 'Oh my god, Venus is going to look up and scream... Ahhh...' And when I looked up I was like 'Ahhh... JJ!!!!' =.= Haha.

And Kah Fai was saying 'Daren... You shouldn't have told her...' Haha. Anyway, in conclusion, for that whole day, we only learn one sentence which I've forgotten now. Haha. And I left at 5.30 cause I wanted to rush home for my show. Haha. After that, they proceed to Westmall the MacDonald's to join Brian. Haha. And they played with their handphone. As in the played the disappearing game. Haha. I played once with mama and rabbit too. Haha.

When I have the time, I shall post one on Rabbit. Haha. Super funny and of course... It was super lame. Haha. But that's the way we people study. After 2/3 hours of study, we will start doing all sort of rubbish.

Oh! I've became mama's private tutor for maths. I feel so bad. I actually snatched mama away from Brian! :( Haha. Jk la.

Okay. My 娱乐百分百 starting soon. Got to go now!!! BYE!!! :)

Sian. I don't know what's with me these few days. Today have science test. And when I looked at the paper, the first thought that came to my mind was 'Huh?' And I was like 'Can I burn the paper?' And the second thought that followed was 'Can I just throw an atomic bomb at his head?' Damn it la. Section C, 30 marks, answer 3 questions out of 4 and I totally don't know how to do.

Feel like blasting his head off la. Set the paper so hard then later the whole level fail then you just happy la! We know you very smart la!!! But... Never mind. Wanted to say something super insulting but... Forget it. I'm like prepared to fail for that damn Science test. Who cares man! MY normal result is just a pass and now you set until like that. Trying to tell me to commit suicide ar? I won't fall for your trap ar!

He hor... Look like 'Nagasaki'. If you don't know about that island, go find out yourself. So... atomic bomb la. Haiz... Enough of him. The school hor... Bad choice to choose him to set the paper la. Only make everyone fail. Even Melisa also say the paper difficult. Cow la!

Forget it la. Shall not spend time being angry with him. I rather go study my maths. I don't know anything about the what... Union, non union thingy la. Totally don't understand lor... Then some more tomorrow only have 1 hour and 15 minutes eh. Sian lor. At least I can use the calculator. :D

A new song added!!! JJ's newest song. Hope you all will like it as much as I do... :)

《小酒窩》

JJ: 我還在尋找 一個依靠和一個擁抱
誰替我祈禱 替我煩惱 為我生氣為我鬧

Sa: 幸福開始有預兆 緣分讓我們慢慢緊靠
然后孤單被吞沒了
我倆變得有話聊 有變化了

JJ & Sa: 小酒窩常見到 是你最美的記號
Sa: 我每天睡不著 想念你的微笑
JJ & Sa: 你不知道 你對我多麼重要
Sa: 有了你生命完整的剛好

JJ & Sa: 小酒窩常見到 迷人的無可救藥
JJ: 我放慢了步調 感覺像是盒資料
JJ & Sa: 終於找到心有靈犀的美好
一輩子暖暖的好
我永遠愛你到老

Sa: 幸福開始有預兆 緣分讓我們慢慢緊靠
然后孤單被吞沒了
我倆變得有話聊 有變化了

JJ & Sa: 小酒窩常見到 是你最美的記號
Sa: 我每天睡不著 想念你的微笑
JJ & Sa: 你不知道 你對我多麼重要
Sa: 有了你生命完整的剛好

JJ & Sa: 小酒窩常見到 迷人的無可救藥
JJ: 我放慢了步調 感覺像是盒資料
JJ & Sa: 終於找到心有靈犀的美好
一輩子暖暖的好
我永遠愛你到老

JJ & Sa: WO~小酒窩常見到 迷人的無可救藥
JJ : 我放慢了步調 感覺像是盒資料
JJ & Sa: 終於找到心有靈犀的美好
一輩子暖暖的好
我永遠愛你到老

I also manage to find the English Translation for 'Bo Go Ship Da'

Bo Go Ship Da - Kim Bum Soo
ah moo li gi da lyuh doh nan mot ga
babo chuh lum ool go eet neun nuh ae gyuh tae
sang chuh man joo neun na leul wae mo leu go
gi da li ni dduh na ga lan mal ya
*bo go ship da bo go ship da
ee lun nae ga mi woh jil man keum
ool go ship da nae gae moo loop kkool ko
moh doo ubt dun eel ee dwel soo eet da myun
mi chil deut sarang haet dun gi euk ee
choo euk deul ee nuh leul chat go eet ji man
duh ee sang ee lan byun myung ae
nuh leul ga dool soo ubt ssuh
ee luh myun ahn dwae ji man
jook eul man keum bo go ship da
jook eul man keum mit go ship da

No matter how I wait I cant go
next to you, crying
You only gave me pain and you didnt know me
Are you telling me to leave?

I miss you, I miss you
To the point where I hate myself
I want to cry..I want to kneel down
And if only everything didnt happen..
The memories where I loved you crazily..
Those memories haunt me
But i cant hide from this love any longer
I shouldnt do this
But i miss you to death

And here's the korean version... Wonder who will understand. Maybe Jin Soo. Haha.

보고 싶다 (miss you) – 김범수 (Kim Bum-Soo)

아무리 기다려도 난 못가
바보 처럼 울고 있는 너에곁에
상처만 주는 나를 왜 모르고, 기다리니 떠나가란 말야
보고 싶다. 보고 싶다
이런 내가 미워질만큼...
울고 싶다
네게 무릎꿇고 모두 없던 일이 될수 있다면

미칠듯 사랑했던 기억이 추억들이 너를 찾고 있지만
더이상 사랑이란 변명에 너를 가둘수 없어....
죽을 만큼 보고 싶다...

=.=