Welcome to retarded-over-turn-turtle.blogspot.com

Website counter


《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Thursday, October 09, 2008
*EnDlEsS rOaD*

The truth is tearing up my heart
i can't recognize this place
the endless road without a stop sign
can't even find a stranger this time

why am i still holding back my tears
in this loneliness there's nothing to fear
every chord still seems a wonder
how we could be together
every time i ask if this would be the last

why am i still talking to myself
hoping you will have the keys to my cell
every song might calm the weather
but it just draws me deeper
how do i get out of this i think i never will

a crystal forming in the eye
maybe this would be the last
the winding path down my face
till i begin to taste the bitterness inside

why am i still holding back my tears
in this loneliness there's nothing to fear
every chord still seems a wonder
how we could be together
every time i ask if this would be the last

why am i still talking to myself
hoping you will have the keys to my cell
every song might calm the weather
but it just draws me deeper
how do i get out of this
i think i never will...

why am i still holding back my tears
in this loneliness there's nothing to fear
every chord still seems a wonder
how we could be together

every time i ask if this would be the last
why am i still talking to myself
hoping you will have the keys to my cell
every song might calm the weather
but it just draws me deeper
how do i get out of this i think
i never will...
i never will...

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Haiz... Of all lesson she go use handphone during Grandmama's lesson. Lucky she didn't bring her SIM card if not her SIM card would be gone too. And please... Even when you want to dispose a pen knife, at least keep the blade first right? Later the cleaner don't know then go stuff her hand into the bin and cut herself how? And the way you hold the pen knife ar... Didn't you know you almost cut yourself?!

Turtle save you and you still keep telling me 'Give me the pen knife!' If only I know you'll react this way I should have let you cut yourself ar. 莫名其妙! Then later if you cut yourself then blame me for playing with the pen knife. =.=

Lucky rabbit have spare phone. Still can sms. And her mama super funny. When she told her mama, her mama said 'Harhx'. Haha. And her mama wasn't even angry. Haha. =.=

Seemed to be a super hot temper today. Was at MacDonald's with mama and chicken just now. Eating lunch. And we started talking crap. And mama asked this question 'What are best friends for? What do you really mean by best friend?'

Don't you think this is a super good question? Although some dictionaries have the definition for 'best friends', but what is the true answer to this question? To me, best friends are just friend where we can talk to when we are happy, sad, frustrated, irritated and angry. A friend who can lend you a shoulder to cry on when we are sad. A friend who is willing to share his/her happiness with you. A friend who will bring you out of anger and frustration. A friend who never gets irritated by you no matter how irritating you are.

I know no one is ever this perfect but at least you can try. I'm just a normal female student. I won't expect you to change your attitude just for me, I won't expect you to change your look just to make me happy. Cause what I like is who the way you are now.

I also won't want to change just to make a person like me. I won't want to change my attitude just to make the whole world befriend with me. If you like the way I am now, I won't mind having you as a friend. But if you don't like my attitude, my looks, my everything, go ahead and hate me, I won't mind and neither do I care. This is just me, myself. If you don't like me, just leave me alone then.

I like all my friends for who they are. Chicken, mama, rabbit and even papa. I won't want them to change, to me, they are just perfect. Although they have lots of 缺点, but they also have lots of 优点. I also have lots of 缺点, I won't deny. I scream, laugh and talk very loud. I am noisy, but that's who I am. Don't expect me to change just because you say I'm bad. My mama didn't bring me to this world to please everyone.

So what exactly does 'Best friends' means to you?

安静的呐喊
♥6:19 PM



-She Listens


MusicPlaylistView Profile
Create a playlist at MixPod.com



-The Girl
*Name: Venus Lee Yan 李缘
*Date Of Birth: 20th Feb 1994
*Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=743058322
*E-mail: Venus_lee_yan@hotmail.com
*AKA: Retarded Over Turn Blonde Turtle

-Her Love
*Enjoying God's presence
*Reflecting
*Making song covers
*Making videos
*Looking at the moon
*Studying the meaning behind every song
*Singing
*listening to songs
*My friends
*Pursuing my dreams
*Writing phrases that speaks what I feel about certain matter
*Every talent I'm blessed with
*Listening to people
*Split personality
*Everything God has given me

-Her Detest
*Empty promises
*Lies
*Cowards

-Her Past
February 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 March 2010 May 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 January 2013 April 2013



-Exits
*BVSS*
ChUnWeN
JaSoN
TaN hUi JuAn
XiAo HuI
Xi Yu

*DESTINY IMPACT*
DeStInY iMpAcT
GlAdYs
EuNiCe

*DLSS*
BuNcHaNa

*FAMILY*
DaDdY
SaMuEl LeE wEi KaNg

*STARS*
OfFiCiAl JJ LiN jUn JiE 林俊杰's BlOg
Jimmy Lin Chi Ying 林志颖
Show Luo 罗志祥

*SENIORS*
LiNg HuAn

*TEACHERS*
MiSs AnG


-The Talkings


-CREDITS

designer| © HUITING 07
brushes| 1 2
tutorial| 1
fonts| 1
host| 1 2 3