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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
《隐形的生日礼物》

每个人都喜欢收到礼物,我也不例外。我每年的生日都会收到父母给我的礼物,而今年从父母手中收到的礼物最特别,因为它是一份“隐形礼物”

记得我生日那天,爸爸和妈妈把礼物交给我的时候,我迫不及待的把礼物打开。打开礼物后,我发现礼物盒里是空的。于是我好奇地问父母:“爸,妈,为什么你们给我一个空盒子?”“哪儿是空的啊?你再仔细看一看,里面有五个礼物”,爸爸立刻回答。

我把礼物盒翻了又翻,还是看不到什么,所以对父母说:“没有,我还是什么也没看到。”爸爸把礼物接回自己的手中,轻声地对我说:“我的宝贝女儿,让伟大的爸爸来告诉你吧!里面的五份礼物包括无法用金钱买到的力量、勇气、关怀、爱与希望。”

爸爸说在我做错事的时候,他们会给我勇气,让我勇于认错。在我最脆弱的时候,他们会给我力量。在我心情最阴暗的时候给我关怀。在我最缺乏爱的时候给我爱。在我最绝望的时候给我希望…

在那一瞬间,我突然发现最好的礼物并不一定要是价钱昂贵的礼物。最好的礼物并不一定要是摸得到,并不一定要是最漂亮的礼物。最重要的是这份礼物一定要是发出内心给的。而父母给我的这份生日礼物,永远都是全天下最贵,最漂亮,最隐形的生日礼物。

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If you remember, long time ago, I did said that I wanted to post a compo but I didn't have the time to do so until today. Due to the countless exams. The above compo is written by me!

I'm just being lame. But according to Mr Shen, many people failed this compo eh. As in from 2E1 la. And I got above 30 you know?! I'm was like super happy la. But you know he gave the comments super insulting eh. I mean it sounds insulting to me la.

He said something like my compo is well written but is it I write myself... =.= I was like... 'Duh.' If is not I write myself then who help me write? I also don't have a private tutor for Chinese Composition... =.=

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The background music is 'Endless Road'. So weird, when I was listening to this song the other day, it just sounded as if JJ knows how I was feeling at that point of time. Although today is the last day of the Year End paper, I just didn't feel as happy as I am suppose to be.

I'm like suppose to be super happy today la. Last day of the paper eh! But somehow, can't smile, can't laugh, can't rejoice... Have been quite troubled these few days. I don't know why. Something just seemed to tell me that a 2 day 1 night club camp can really change a person 180 degrees. Amazing huh?

Nevermind, shall not elaborate on this topic. Don't want to talk about this anyway. Haiz... I think for the time being, we shall just stop talking to each other and wait till the other three realise. It's just the right time to cool down...

安静的呐喊
♥11:14 PM



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-The Girl
*Name: Venus Lee Yan 李缘
*Date Of Birth: 20th Feb 1994
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-Her Love
*Enjoying God's presence
*Reflecting
*Making song covers
*Making videos
*Looking at the moon
*Studying the meaning behind every song
*Singing
*listening to songs
*My friends
*Pursuing my dreams
*Writing phrases that speaks what I feel about certain matter
*Every talent I'm blessed with
*Listening to people
*Split personality
*Everything God has given me

-Her Detest
*Empty promises
*Lies
*Cowards

-Her Past
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-Exits
*BVSS*
ChUnWeN
JaSoN
TaN hUi JuAn
XiAo HuI
Xi Yu

*DESTINY IMPACT*
DeStInY iMpAcT
GlAdYs
EuNiCe

*DLSS*
BuNcHaNa

*FAMILY*
DaDdY
SaMuEl LeE wEi KaNg

*STARS*
OfFiCiAl JJ LiN jUn JiE 林俊杰's BlOg
Jimmy Lin Chi Ying 林志颖
Show Luo 罗志祥

*SENIORS*
LiNg HuAn

*TEACHERS*
MiSs AnG


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