I've finally watched finish The Sad Love Story. It's written on the cover 'The love story that will touch you like never before'. And I agree with it. If you like Stairways To Heaven, I think you'll like this show too. Anyway, as I was watching the last episode, I started laughing. When I'm like suppose to cry instead.

But death just reminds me about the show 《梁祝》. Haha! the girl's make up... @_@ Then the grave open, then she jump in then the grave close. =.= And the paper butterfly turned into real butterfly... ?_? Haha! In real life where got such thing. The grave can still open by itself. Haha. Then the girl's make up... BLEAH! Can puke eh. The whole face so white then the two check so read. Haha!


But I wasn't suppose to laugh. Kwon Sang Woo died eh... So sad la. It's like... He can Kim Hee Sun can finally be together and yet cause he go save his friend, he died... :( Okay... I'm super dots now. It only a show after all. Haha. Kwon Sang Woo is now happily living with his wife. Haha. His wife very pretty. Serious. And he very 帅. Perfect match...

Whatever. Have been quite down these few days. Now, I don't ask for any more thing. I shall stop being greedy, stop being selfish, stop hurting more. If by hurting myself can give the world peace, why not? If I meant nothing to you, why did you still talk to me? Just treat me as if I'm invisible, I won't hate you, I won't despise you and neither will I not want you to be my friend. I'll just still there, at my quiet seat and wait for the day where you will realise that I'm there and come to talk to me.

I won't ask for more. As long as there's six meals for me everyday, it's enough. It's really enough. Even if there isn't, happy memories will do. I'll bring all the happy memories along with me when I leave. Waiting patiently for you all at the other world. A place where I won't want you all to join me too soon.

When people don't talk, don't comment, don't do anything, that doesn't mean we have no feelings.
When people don't scold, don't cry, don't vent all our frustrations out, that doesn't mean we have no feelings.
When people don't show the weaker side of them, don't tell you how we feel, that doesn't mean we have no feelings.

All we are trying to do, is just to tolerate, like you, me and everyone. But if you feel that you can't tolerate anymore, burst it out. If by doing that can make you, her and her happy but only hurt me, just go ahead and do it. I won't shed any tears, I won't hate anyone, I won't breakdown in front of you, I'll just carry a broken heart back home and learn how to fix it... Fix it till it's back into one for you to beak it again...

But every time even after fixing a broken heart, there will still be a scar there, forever. A scar that will never disappear. A scar that can never be heal...