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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Other than people who did well for that freaking science test, I don't think there would be anyone who doesn't feel like killing him. Feel like digging his heart out and smash it. But this is too sadistic. It will only bring me behind the bars. Not worth it for an atomic bomb head. Opps. Did I just said atomic bomb? Whatever...

30/100? Wow. The best grade I've ever gotten. This is enough to make me fail my overall for science. I did study. But not all the chapter. I focus so much on light and atoms. But It's like... Damn. Just a waste of my time. Go count how many questions came out on light and atom. Then section D, even have O level questions! You think we what?!

Section C, 5.5/30. 5.5! How would you expect me to pass? Section D, 5.5/25! 5.5 again! Section B, 8/25! What crap is this. The only section I pass is Section A, by just 1 damn mark, 11/20! ++++++=30/100. It's confirm fail. This was exactly the mark I expected. That was why I didn't cry. And mama got 47 and she drag me to the toilet and started crying!

I was like 'Hello... I'm so much more lower than you and did you see me crying?' =.= Now what. The level did so super badly for this damn paper and the only one happy is that atomic bomb head.

And my mama! As in my real mama! She's driving me nuts. 30/100. You think I ask for it ar?! you think I very happy with that mark ar? She keep thinking that BVSS is a super stupid school. Then keep thinking that the paper standard super low. Please la! You go study and do the paper for me la! So easy you come get full mark for me la. Wa lua! Say until like so easy like that.

Seriously, I don't know what's wrong with her la. And now, I don't even want to know. Lost.

Results are just results. What's over is over. No point being sad and angry about it. Let's talk about something happy. JJ! He's releasing his 6th album this SATURDAY, 18th OCTOBER 2008! 4 more days...

And I heard that Jay Chou album was supposed to be released on the 9th but it was postpone cause of the pirated version. It's that fast? The pirated version can even come out before the original version. Sad. Why can't people just spend a few more dollars to buy the original version? What's so difficult about it? Just stop eat MacDonald's for 3 days and that's enough.

The singers spend so much time and effort to write the songs, sing the songs and record the songs to make it into an album and yet people are selling the pirated versions. Can they like just spare a thought for all these singers and song writer? You think everything just drop from the sky ar? Incorrigible.

Hey. I learn that word from Grandmama. Haha. She used to message that word to me when she's pissed. Haha. Erm... She still does that. Only when I make her angry...

Some time, people say they know me very well. Haha. That's so fake. Seriously, I don't think anyone knows me that well yet. I'm just like a closed book. But only one person can see through the book and he's the only one I know I can trust. Hey. What are you thinking of? Boyfriend? Just cause of the word 'he'? Haha.

Nah... It's not boyfriend. I don't have one either... The person is ... I thought I said in my previous post? Go read yourself. Lazy people. Haha. Just kidding. That person is obviously God. :)

Of course not everyone will believe that cause of our different religious. Last time I used to be super afraid to be alone at home cause I'm afraid of ghost. But ever since I read this sentence from the bible, I'm no longer that afraid of being alone. 1 John 4:4 'You, dear children, are from God and have overcome them, because the one who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world.'

Cool isn't it? I shall not explain this sentence cause I think it's simple enough for everyone to understand. Last Saturday, 4th October, when papa came back to Singapore, I brought him to church. The one on Saturday which was actually only for youths. But who cares. Big boss also didn't say anything.

Before we left, Eric told me ' This is that first time I see people bringing their parents to youth.' Haha. My papa is young at heart k. Age is just a number game. Haha. Talking about numbers reminds me about maths.

Back to results. Honestly speaking, I'm, not at all happy with my maths result. Is not cause I wasn't the top in the class, but cause I felt that I could have done much better. Just one chapter and it made me lost about 8 marks. =.=

And paper 2, Full of careless mistakes which made my lost 10 marks. Leaving me with only 40/50. Whatever... No point looking back when nothing can be reversed.

I've been watching the show 'Sad Love Story'. It's a super dramatic show. It's a Korean drama. Of course Kwon Sang Woo did act in it, if not, don't expect me to watch it. Haha. Addicted to his acting. After I watch finish this show, I'm gonna watch my 'Cruel Love' Haha. Acted by Kwon Sang Woo too. Haha. But don't worry, JJ is still number 1. Haha.

Oh ya. I watch till episode 14 already. 7 more to go. This show hor... I don't know to say if it's stupid? Dramatic? or over touching. is like one moment, his girlfriend go to USA. Next moment, his mother died. And then, his father go to jail. =.= Think this is just the start of the tragedy la. Xiao Hui say behind more dramatic. Lets wait and see. Haha.

Shall wake up early tomorrow morning to continue my show. Afternoon still have to go my real Grandmama house. Cannot watch... T_T Nevermind. When come home still can continue. Haha. =.= Okay... I got to go to bed now. Nite nite.

安静的呐喊
♥11:49 PM



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*Reflecting
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*Making videos
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*Singing
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*My friends
*Pursuing my dreams
*Writing phrases that speaks what I feel about certain matter
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*Listening to people
*Split personality
*Everything God has given me

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ChUnWeN
JaSoN
TaN hUi JuAn
XiAo HuI
Xi Yu

*DESTINY IMPACT*
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GlAdYs
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*DLSS*
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*FAMILY*
DaDdY
SaMuEl LeE wEi KaNg

*STARS*
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Show Luo 罗志祥

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