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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Friday, October 31, 2008
Tried so hard to hold my tears but yet, I failed to do so. T_T tears just can't stop flowing down as I hug rabbit and chicken. Recalling the first time I entered the class, the first time we met, the first time we talk, the first time we laugh together, the first time we cry, the first time we quarrel, the first time we... I really don't wanna leave anyone.

I miss Miss Ang, I miss rabbit, I miss mama, I miss chicken, I miss papa, I miss 2E1!!! T_T Why can Miss Ang just follow up the whole class? Why must we change class? Why?! I don't wanna split!!! I don't want! I don't want! I really don't want la~~~!!! T_T

So many things that I want to tell them, so many thank yous I want to say to them but yet, tears just flooded all my words. Nothing came out of my mouth, just tears from my eyes... T_T Well, at least I made a card for them. Denise said she was reading the card in the bus then she cry. T_T Miss Ang say she didn't expect me to give her a card. Mama, Papa and Chicken didn't say anything. Neither did Daren. But at least they did say a thank you. :D Mama has not given me my card yet!!!

Haha. It's okay. She made for the whole class plus Miss Ang... that's.... 37. Wow. Leonard was asking if she wrote different things for everyone and when I said yes, he was like... 'Wow. She got so much info to write ar?' Haha.

Listening to 《我还想她》makes me super emo. =.=

Was back at school today for the Guanzhou thingy. It's super boring. Go there and sing sing and sing. And the guys are all super out of tune when they were singing 《童话》. I think it was because the tune was too high. Haha. Too bad. Chunwen was also saying that the tune very high. It is high, but at least Chunwen and I still can reach it despite the fact that we are in auto. =.=

And Miss Wu was saying that Chunwen and I will sing 《当你孤单你会想起谁》together with the other two boys playing the piano and guitar. =.= That's so stupid. Of all song why this song? And of all people why we two? Just because we are Choir members? =.=

I remember whenever Denise complain to me she very sian or when I am bored, I'll start singing this song. Haha.

当你孤单你会想起谁?(2E1)
你想不想找个人来赔?(Nope. I only want 2E1)

Haiz. Emo-ing...

If only the time could be reversed, how nice would that be???

ChLoE

Papa, thank you for all the important things you had taught me. The true meaning of friends. You keep saying you don't want to enter pure science class, but if you really do, the retards will be very happy and proud of you. 我会很想念你的所以别太难过.

Xi Yu

Gummy bear... You looks so super cute stuffing two marshmallow in your mouth. Too bad I didn't have a chance to take a picture of you. If not I would have posted that picture. Haha. Must remember to smile more often. Don't hide to cute and friendly side of you away from the world. Smile!

DeNiSe

Stop being a cry baby. I won't want a cry baby to be my friend... Haha. Just Kidding la. Thank you for all those wonderful memories that we spent together. Although we quarrel a lot but that shows we care for each other. Although we had lots of disagreements but that's what make us bestest of the bestest friend. Because you were there, you filled up all the empty space in my memory. Because of you, smile was painted on my face. Because of you, my life was brighten up. Denise, my bestest friend forever. Don't cry. :)

XiAo HuI

Mama ar. Stop crying and thinking that it is the end of the world. Even if we go different class, we'll still be as close as now or even closer. We'll still meet at bukit batok MRT station at 7.10am every morning and we'll walk to school together. Don't cry when you fail any of your subjects, it won't be the end of the world. Just continue to work hard for the up coming test/exams. :D

ChIcKeN

Chicken!!! My brother. Stop tagging as Xiao Di Di. It really sounds super sick. Chicken sound so much nicer. I'll miss your hugs although they make me cry. Haha. Thank you for being there for me all the time when I need someone to pour all my frustrations out. But sorry for not being there when you needed someone. Even if we land up in two different class, you'll still be my brother, my chicken, my friend forever and ever. :)

HuI jUaN

Hui Juan, stop molesting my papa. Haha. Must continue to work hard and bring glory to everyone around including yourself. Don't keep thinking that you can't do it cause you can. Just sing the song 'We Can' can you will really can do all the impossible. Hui Juan!!! Our superwoman!!! :)

DaReN

Potato... The next time I see all your sexy sleeping pose I'll definitely take a picture of you. Haha. Had never seen people pose until so sexy when they're sleeping. Haha. :P

HoNg SiNg

Hong Sing, our chairman, the best chairman. Thank you for tolerating us. Thank you for being such a wonderful chairman. We'll all miss you!!! :)

MiSs AnG

Are you gonna say you didn't expect me to type a short paragraph for you? Haha.
Thank you for all the scolding, punishing and tortures.
Thank you for being such a wonderful teacher.
Thank you for the two years of education.
Thank you for everything. There are just too much for me to thank you.
Because of you, 2E1 was perfect. Without you, we won't be who we are now.
I'll stop that U-turn thingy the next time I see you cause seriously, I miss you.
I miss your teaching.
I miss your scolding.
I miss your tortures.
I miss your voice.
I miss your look.
I miss your everything including that hug...
我... 能不能... 在一次拥有one more huggy??? 这一次,我不会再放开你了。永远不会 because I REALLY REALLY REALLY MISS YOU!!! T_T Miss Ang, my favourite teacher... T_T



Memories of 2E1 will forever be in here.

安静的呐喊
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-The Girl
*Name: Venus Lee Yan 李缘
*Date Of Birth: 20th Feb 1994
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-Her Love
*Enjoying God's presence
*Reflecting
*Making song covers
*Making videos
*Looking at the moon
*Studying the meaning behind every song
*Singing
*listening to songs
*My friends
*Pursuing my dreams
*Writing phrases that speaks what I feel about certain matter
*Every talent I'm blessed with
*Listening to people
*Split personality
*Everything God has given me

-Her Detest
*Empty promises
*Lies
*Cowards

-Her Past
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-Exits
*BVSS*
ChUnWeN
JaSoN
TaN hUi JuAn
XiAo HuI
Xi Yu

*DESTINY IMPACT*
DeStInY iMpAcT
GlAdYs
EuNiCe

*DLSS*
BuNcHaNa

*FAMILY*
DaDdY
SaMuEl LeE wEi KaNg

*STARS*
OfFiCiAl JJ LiN jUn JiE 林俊杰's BlOg
Jimmy Lin Chi Ying 林志颖
Show Luo 罗志祥

*SENIORS*
LiNg HuAn

*TEACHERS*
MiSs AnG


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