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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Saturday, November 08, 2008
HIAZ... HERE I AM IN CHINA POSTING. THE PREVIOUS POST WAS POSTED IN THE SCHOOL BUT NOW, I'M IN MY BUDDY'S HOUSE. AND HER COMPUTER CANNOT TYPE ENGLISH WORDS UNLESS I CAP LOCK IT. =.= BUT AT LEAST IT'S BETTER THAN NOTHING.

HER FATHER IS LIKE ASKING ME IF I WANT TO EAT THIS AND THAT EVERY MINUTE... AND I WAS LIKE... 'NO, THANK YOU''NO, THANK YOU.' AND I JUST KEPT REPEATING THAT EVER SINCE I CAME BACK FROM DINNER. HAHA. I'M LIKE... FREEZING NOW. MY POOR FINGERS. SHOULD HAVE BOUGHT A GLOVE ALONG.

THIS TRIP IS DEFINITELY FUN. BUT SOMETHING JUST SPOILED ALL THE FUN. AND THAT IS THE FACT THAT I HAVE TO DANCE CHA CHA AS ONE OF OUR PERFORMING ITEM AND!!! MY DANCE PARTNER IS WEI HAO!!! I WAS LIKE... WHAT THE FUCK...

CAUSE NOBODY WANT TO DANCE WITH HIM. AND BECAUSE OF HIM, WE CAN'T EVEN START PRACTICING THE DANCE. I WAS LIKE SUPER PISSED THAT I SHOUTED TO SOMEONE 'FINE LA! I CHANGE PARTNER WITH YOU AND DANCE WITH HIM! HAPPY?!' I GUESS MY BRAIN WASN'T IN THE RIGHT POSITION AT THAT POINT OF TIME.

HOWEVER, I DID HAVE A FUN TIME CAUSE I STARTED SCOLDING AND SCOLDING AND SHOUTING AT HIM FOR EVERY LITTLE MISTAKE HE MADE. HAHA. I KNOW THAT IS NOT THE RIGHT THING TO DO BUT IF YOU WERE ME, WILL YOU EVEN WANT TO DANCE WITH HIM AND HOLD HIS POLLUTED HANDS?! IS LIKE... AT THE BEGINNING OF THE SONG, THE GIRLS WILL DANCE BELOW THE STAGE, THE GUYS WILL DANCE ON THE STAGE. THEN THE GUYS WILL COME DOWN AND INVITE THE GIRLS UP TO DANCE WITH THEM. WAIT... IF I HAVE A CHOICE, I'LL REJECT HIM IMMEDIATELY. HAHA.

ANYWAY, WHEN THE GUYS INVITE THE GIRLS UP, THEY SUPPOSE TO STAND IN FRONT OF THE GIRLS AND STRETCH OUT THEIR HANDS AND THAT IDIOT, STAND SO BACK THAT I MUST TURN MY HEAD SLIGHTLY TO THE BACK BEFORE I CAN SEE HIM! OKAY... FOR THAT, I DON'T REALLY MIND. WHEN WE ARE UP ON THE STAGE, WE ARE SUPPOSE TO HOLD HANDS THE MOMENT THE MUSIC START AND HE CAN STILL BE OVER THERE, SWINGING HIS HANDS EVERYWHERE!

WHEN HE FINALLY STRETCH OUT HIS HANDS, I HAVE TO STRAIGHTEN MY HANDS BEFORE I CAN REACH HIS HANDS! NEVER MIND. THAT'S NOT THE WORST. AFTER THAT, WE HAVE TO LET GO OUR HANDS CAUSE WE HAVE TO TURN AND HE LET GO OF MY HAND EVEN BEFORE WE DANCE FINISH THE PREVIOUS STEP! AT THAT VERY MOMENT, I REALLY WISH I COULD SHOUT AT HIM. YOU THINK YOUR POLLUTED HANDS VERY NICE TO HOLD IS IT?!

IF YOU THINK T5HAT IS HORRIBLE... DON'T BLINK YOUR EYES AND CONTINUE TO READ ON. AFTER THE TURNING THING, WE HAVE TO HOLD OUR HANDS AGAIN AS WE CONTINUE DANCING. AND WHEN WE HOLD HANDS, DO YOU THINK THE GUYS SHOULD STRETCH OUT THEIR HANDS FIRST OR THE GIRLS? OBVIOUSLY THE GUYS RIGHT?! AND HE CAN STILL STAND THERE AND WAIT FOR ME TO STRETCH OUT MY HAND FIRST. HELLO! YOU ARE THE ONE WHO INVITED ME UP ONTO THE STAGE TO DANCE WITH YOU EH! IF THIS IS REALLY IN REAL LIFE, I WOULD HAVE GIVEN HIM ONE TIGHT SLAP ON HIS FACE AND KICK HIS ASS AR!

SO I WAS LIKE... K LA. YOU DON'T WANT TO STRETCH OUT YOUR HANDS, SO WHY SHOULD I? SO I JUST REMAIN THERE QUIETLY AS WE DANCE. IS LIKE... EVERYONE ALL HOLDING HANDS EXCEPT US. AND WHEN MISS THAM ASK ME, I WAS TELLING HER, SO SHE WENT TO TALK TO HIM. AND WHEN SHE ASK HIM WHY WE DIDN'T HOLD HANDS, HE SAID CAUSE I DIDN'T STRETCH OUT MY HANDS... IF I WERE THERE LISTENING TO THEIR CONVERSATION, I WOULD HAVE CHOP OFF HIS ASS.

PLEASE LA! I'M WILLING TO DANCE WITH YOU AND HOLD YOUR POLLUTED HANDS AND GET MY HANDS STAINED, YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN VERY LUCKY AND HAPPY ALREADY K! YOU STILL DARE TO COMPLAIN SO MUCH! THE SIGHT OF HIM JUST MAKE ME FEEL LIKE MURDERING HIM. BUT THAT'S NOT WORTH IT.

I KNOW HE DIDN'T REALLY MEANT TO DICK, ROLL, FLICK THAT'S WHY I DIDN'T 'BULLY' HIM LIKE THE WAY THE OTHERS DID. BUT IF YOUR DOOR IS FOREVER LOCK FROM THE OUTSIDE WORLD, PLEASE STOP WASTING YOUR PARENTS MONEY AND JUST SHAVE YOUR HAIR AND GO BE A MONK NOW. NOBODY WILL EVER WANT A DISGUSTING, GAY AND BRAINLESS GAY LIKE YOU K!

I BET EVEN THE PERSON WITH THE HIGHEST TOLERANCE LEVEL ALSO CANNOT STAND HIM LA. WHY IN THE FIRST PLACE DID HE COME FOR THIS TWINNING PROGRAMME WHEN HE'S JUST WASTING A GOLDEN SEAT. COULD HAVE LET SOMEONE MUCH BETTER TO TAKE HIS PLACE.

ENOUGH OF GRUMBLES. AFTER MONDAY, I WON'T NEED TO DIRTY MY HANDS ANYMORE. AND ONE MORE WEEK, I WON'T HAVE TO SEE HIS FACE ANYMORE. UNLESS I SO SUPER UNLUCKY TO ENTER THE SAME FREAKING CLASS AS HIM. CAN'T IMAGINE SPENDING FOUR YEARS WITH A TOTALLY INCORRIGIBLE AND DISGUSTING PERSON. I KNOW I'M NOT PREFECT5 BUT AT LEAST BETTER THAN HIM RIGHT? DON'T TELL ME YOU TOTALLY DISAGREE K!!! I'LL VOMIT BLOOD IN FRONT OF YOU UNLESS YOU CAN NAME ME FIVE POINTS THAT HE IS BETTER THAN ME.

@__@ CAN'T WAIT FOR MONDAY TO PASS... @__@

ENOUGH OF POSTING. TIME FOR SONGS... HAHA. I'LL POST ABOUT MY BUDDY THE NEXT TIME I USE THE COMPUTER. THAT MIGHT BE WHEN I'M BACK IN SINGAPORE. :) DON'T MISS ME.... :)

NITE NITE & SWEET DREAMS.

安静的呐喊
♥9:15 PM



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*Name: Venus Lee Yan 李缘
*Date Of Birth: 20th Feb 1994
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-Her Love
*Enjoying God's presence
*Reflecting
*Making song covers
*Making videos
*Looking at the moon
*Studying the meaning behind every song
*Singing
*listening to songs
*My friends
*Pursuing my dreams
*Writing phrases that speaks what I feel about certain matter
*Every talent I'm blessed with
*Listening to people
*Split personality
*Everything God has given me

-Her Detest
*Empty promises
*Lies
*Cowards

-Her Past
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-Exits
*BVSS*
ChUnWeN
JaSoN
TaN hUi JuAn
XiAo HuI
Xi Yu

*DESTINY IMPACT*
DeStInY iMpAcT
GlAdYs
EuNiCe

*DLSS*
BuNcHaNa

*FAMILY*
DaDdY
SaMuEl LeE wEi KaNg

*STARS*
OfFiCiAl JJ LiN jUn JiE 林俊杰's BlOg
Jimmy Lin Chi Ying 林志颖
Show Luo 罗志祥

*SENIORS*
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*TEACHERS*
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