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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Saturday, December 06, 2008



I think this is how he normally sits at home. Haha. This looks more like the real Wayne. The Wayne who is himself. The Wayne who is more carefree... The Wayne that everyone likes.

Was at church today. And I actually did it! Eric told me that my testimony was chosen to be presented today and I was so scared. I started writing and re-writing my testimony. Till last night, I decided... Forget it! I'm going to go out there and just say whatever that comes to my mind.

Then this morning I woke up and was like thinking... 'Maybe I should go to church early today and try to write a draft out. Maybe I will have more inspiration...' Hence I went to bath... Play a little piano then off I go... Out of the house. When I each church, The door wasn't even open. So poor me have to wait outside. Then here came Scarlet. The super hyper girl. She's really more hyper than me. Haha.

The we waited a while and here came Eric... 'Flying' on his 'Superman wings' and open the door for us. So I sat at the corner... On the floor... I don't like sitting on chairs. Haha. then I started thinking... thinking... thinking... Then I think Eric saw me so stress... So he came and he prayed with me. Then He left me alone so that I can have some time to pen my testimony down.

After a while, my Big Boss (Gladys) came. And she was showing me the 'Good?' Sign. Haha. And I was like... 'No good!!! :(' So she sat with me and we prayed again. Then she left. Haha. Then next... Here came Si Er... He didn't pray for me... but he asked 'Hungry???' Haha. And I was like... 'Erm... Nope.' And he was asking me if I want some curry puff and I was like... 'nope.' So he left. Haha

The his wife (Sabrina) came... She didn't pray for me too. But she came, put her bag down, ask me help her take care and left. Haha. And I've been like sitting there since 1-3.15pm 2 hour 15 mins. Wow... Haha. The the door open and the Guests flooded the place. And I was trembling... My heart eat just can't stop.

Wait! Of course my hear beat can't stop! I mean... My heart beat can't slow down. I became faster and faster. The Big Boss came and ask me to go to the front and sit next to Si Er. So I sat there and waited. Then Brother Jing Hang came and sat beside me. Jing Hang like to introduce himself like this... 'Hi, I'm Jing Hang. 前进的进,航空的航' Haha.
Then Si Er returned to his seat. And I was like looking left and right and realised that I'm surrounded by JJ's two bestest friend in Singapore. His ACS friends... And I started thinking... 'If JJ's here, I would be sitting next to him and watching the movie together...'Haha.

But the fact is that JJ wasn't there. Haha. Anyway, straight right after the video was played finish, Si Er gave a short speech, then he walk to me and said to the audience 'Now, I would like to invite my sister... She's name after the planet Venus... To tell you all how she came to meet God...' And I was like... Must you say I'm name after the planet??? Haha.

So I went up and I kept looking at the cupboard. The eyes of the audience looked super scary. Then I began to talk. And after the event, during Dinner time, everyone was telling me 'You did a great job!!!' And I was like... 'really??? I very nervous eh...'

Seriously I was super nervous. But anyway... It's over!!! :D Oh ya!!! 43mins before 3pm, Denise msg me and said '43 more minutes... Jia you! Tu zi gei ni li liang! :D' And I was like... okay~ You're only making me more nervous by reminding me of the time. But of course I still thank her for the encouragement. Haha. Lucky I didn't bring any of my friends to church if not I think I would have died from depression and Heart attack. Haha.

Okay... That's all I have to 'update' you on my 'recent' life. Haha. I got to go now... It's near midnight.... Nite nite & sweet dreams... ZZZzzz...

安静的呐喊
♥11:53 PM



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-The Girl
*Name: Venus Lee Yan 李缘
*Date Of Birth: 20th Feb 1994
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*E-mail: Venus_lee_yan@hotmail.com
*AKA: Retarded Over Turn Blonde Turtle

-Her Love
*Enjoying God's presence
*Reflecting
*Making song covers
*Making videos
*Looking at the moon
*Studying the meaning behind every song
*Singing
*listening to songs
*My friends
*Pursuing my dreams
*Writing phrases that speaks what I feel about certain matter
*Every talent I'm blessed with
*Listening to people
*Split personality
*Everything God has given me

-Her Detest
*Empty promises
*Lies
*Cowards

-Her Past
February 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 March 2010 May 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 January 2013 April 2013



-Exits
*BVSS*
ChUnWeN
JaSoN
TaN hUi JuAn
XiAo HuI
Xi Yu

*DESTINY IMPACT*
DeStInY iMpAcT
GlAdYs
EuNiCe

*DLSS*
BuNcHaNa

*FAMILY*
DaDdY
SaMuEl LeE wEi KaNg

*STARS*
OfFiCiAl JJ LiN jUn JiE 林俊杰's BlOg
Jimmy Lin Chi Ying 林志颖
Show Luo 罗志祥

*SENIORS*
LiNg HuAn

*TEACHERS*
MiSs AnG


-The Talkings


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