说不爱你是我唯一对你撒过的谎
逼你先说分手是我对自己做过最残忍的事
所以请你不要再问我分手的理由
因为我再也找不到任何借口了...

Oh boy~ My house computer broke down again!!! T_T And worst of all, it broke down on the first day Turned 15... =.= That means I won't be posting so often... Can only post when I'm using mama's laptop. :( Forget it... Lets talk about some happy stuff. :D

COMMON TEST IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh man.... I'm flying.... =.= Whatever... You won't understand how happy I am. Anyway, I'm written a birthday post. I wanted to just posted it but the stupid computer broke down... =.= Anyway, for your information, the post is 5 pages long. :) As in the BVSS paper... :D Let's see how long it is if I post it on to my blog. Wait till I have the time and mood to type it out. :)

Common test over means there's one major bad news, one don't know is good or bad news, and one super major FANTASTIC news... Can't wait for March to come. :D The bad news is... Sec 3 adventure camp is coming... (Everyone say 'aww...') Aww... :( Dotz. Whatever... Let's just go there and go crazy for that 3 day 2 night... :(

Time for the good/bad news. Haha. And that is... 5 people's birthday are coming. 3 on the same day...

6th March: Tan Hui Juan
7th March: Khoirul
8th March (The 三八s): Sean, Huang Chunwen & Lee Xiao Hui...

Oh boy... Didn't know our level have so many '三八s' Haha. Whatever... That means... Time to save $$... :D Haha. Think I only buying for mama and Chunwen.

Now... The most important Good News... JJ WORLD TOUR CONCERT 2009!!! Woo Hoo!!! I've got the ticket... Bleaxh...XD My mother bought it for me. Haha. Not $78 ticket but the $148 ticket. Plus sistic $3 become $151. :D 4th row... at the side. But according to Denise there cannot see anything... :( Never mind... Wayne will make sure everyone can see him. Haha.

Can't wait for March to come. Wait! Just remember something... 2 days before 328... 26th March!!! My dental appointment!!! AHH!!!! MUMMY!!!! ;( Never mind. Can always change. :)

Anyway, I'm super pissed with is person. Thought I'm the only one who can't stand her... Didn't know she also cannot stand her. She's like... Super act cute. Okay la. I admit I do act cute at times... Don't you??? But she's like over act cute until it becomes super disgusting. @__@

Sometimes this question comes to my mind... 'Why can't people just be who they really are???'

Haiz... Okay~ My eyes is gonna close soon... @__@ There's still school tomorrow. Wait a minute... Wayne say next stop is Singapore... Doesn't that means he's gonna be back soon???!!! Woo hoo!!! Can see brother Wayne again... :D

Okay... My eyes really cannot take it already. Nite nite & sweet dreams... :D ZZZzzz...

在十四岁的最后一天，想谢谢陪我一路走来的好朋友们。谢谢你们一直都在我的身边。Before I start my post, a few pictures to share... RETARDS!!! ARE YOU READY!!!

This picture is a picture of our retards picture. Erm… It’s not the complete Retards because Chicken and Cowy wasn’t there. :( What sort of brother is this. Haha. And this is with the addition of Gummy. Ah ma wasn’t in the picture because she was the one taking the picture for us. Haha.

This picture is me... holding the cake my retard family gave me!!! Wo Hoo!!! Thank you mama, papa and rabbit. Seriously I thought it was just normal eating together at Sakae with Miss Ang, a normal retard gathering. And didn't expect them to really go buy a cake for me... Aww... So sweet...

Lastly, we finally have a whole retard family picture. Of course without chicken and cowy and with the addition of gummy. Haha. See papa and mama hug till so close... And for your information, a didn't bite rabbit. Was just posting for the picture. Ah ma should hug gummy too. Haha. Think gummy will scream.

We really did have lots of fun... Feel so... light. Computer studies test and science common test are all finally over!!! Wo Hoo!!! Believe me I can fly... Haha. Dotz... Anyway, when we were on our way to westmall, rabbit and turtle went emo-ing cause we were listening to music. I was listening to 《我还想她》and《突然好想你》. Not sure which track was rabbit listening to. But I can confirm should have at least one track is 《我还想她》. Haha.

We were blasting our music then Ah ma was like saying why we walk in front then so quiet then don't know what bla bla bla... As in she didn't say 'bla bla bla' But the content was too much for me to remember. All I remember was that she ask us to tuck in our shirt, keep our hand phones and either button up our tie or keep it away....

That's the problem with going out with teachers. Attire must be... prefect. Eww... Haha. Why can't we not have school tomorrow??? Oh ya. Before I forget, let me show you my presents from rabbit, mama and papa. This is the picture of the cake...

According to mama, this cake is from breadtalk. Okay~~ It doesn't look cheap. Thank you...

This is the present is from rabbit, papa, chicken and cowy. Although chicken and cowy wasn't there, but they bought this present for me yesterday. Haha. Thank you...

Didn't know my have such sweet friends. Haha. Of course must also thank Miss Ang for the treat to Sakae. Haha. I bet it must have cost a hole in her pocket. Haha. I was suggesting to eat at pizzas cause pizza sounds nicer to me but never mind, since she wants to treat sakae then ya... Haha. Anyway, Sakae wasn't a bad choice after all. It's just that mama go order that super weird salmon or something. Then she was like... EWW!!! Haha.

End up, we have to help her try finish the food. So Ah ma too one, she place one on rabbit's plate and one on my plate. And I was like... I don't like salmon... So in the end, rabbit ate hers and I left mine there. Haha. Mama, never ever order that weird salmon again. Haha.

Haiz... So tired, yet so happy today. Aww... The cake look so appetising but after I eat and it's gone... :( Shall frame it up. Haha. Seriously, this is the first time I'm like... celebrating my birthday with my friends... and ah ma... Haha. Tomorrow have round two with my real mother. Haha.

Anyway, when we eating just now, ah ma said she read my previous post about that sickening Chia. The first thought that came to my mind was 'Can you not talk about that guy when we're eating???' Seriously, I'm super determine to prove him wrong about myself. The thing I hate most is to admit defeat. Especially to someone who judges the book by its cover. I wonder if ah ma tell him what I posted. Haha. How great would it be if she did???

Ah ma's battery went flat when we were eating. Haha. She wanted to borrow my battery but too bad, our batteries doesn't match. Haha. So she put her Sim card into my phone to reply messages. And she asked a very funny question 'If I reply doesn't that means you'll get the number of who I replied to???' Then rabbit and I was like... 'Can delete one right???' Haha. Then she was like asking if I'm afraid that she might check my messages...

Dotz... I don't keep secrets. As in I don't have any... It's not as if I'm dating with KFC right??? For goodness sake, I really don't like KFC la... Wonder who's that sickening fellow that started the rumour until almost the whole level knows about it. Even teachers also know about it. And now even my primary school friend, currently in another school, also knows about the rumour. Thank to Chang Hong Yi. Oh man. Soon before I realise it, the whole world would have know about the rumour.

What's so great about have a boyfriend now??? They're just like... fake relationships... It only causes unwanted hurt... Relationships are like... stupid... irritating. I rather enjoy the freedom I'm having now. Listening to Wayne's music is after all the best choice.

Might be going to K-box tomorrow with my real mother and her friends. As in her assistant. Haha. Then I'll go...

一颗心噗通噗通的狂跳
一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉
我再也不要再也不要
委屈自己一秒
我甩掉地球地球甩掉
只要越跳越高

Then I'll go super high. Then I'll go...

请告诉她我不爱他
笑著难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话

别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答...

Then I'll go emo. Haha. Have been super addicted to 波间带 recently. I know it's a 2006 song but somehow I'm addicted to it. Never mind, I'm always addicted to all Wayne songs. Haha.

Okay... I have to go now... Bye~~~ Machine gun is coming!!! AHH!!!!

即将要领结十五岁的我，即期待也兴奋... 15!!! I'm coming!!! :D

Hi!!! I'm back. And I'm still super hyper and bit sad... Sad things... Later than just say. Happy things should come 1st.

This picture... erm... actually is the post card. Anyway, the picture on the post cards have a meaning. As in a 'fake' meaning, created by the DJ. Haha.

This meaning Wayne kiss us...

Then he become very happy. Haha. Wayne was like saying he thought the DJ wanted to tell us the story they talked about at backstage. Then the DJ say in Singapore cannot anyhow say but maybe in Taiwan... Haha.

Anyway, after that, the DJ say this picture mean '请看我的身体' Haha. That sounds very not right. Haha. But never mind. We must not think too much if not we have to start singing Nicky the... 《想太多》. Haha.

This picture/post card was signed by Wayne. But the ink smudge. Never mind. This proves it's really he sign on the spot. This picture has a meaning too. The DJ say, this means '我的小酒窝' Haha.

Last but not least, I'll never forget this. Wayne signed it when we were eating. :D He was like... asking me what's my name and I wanted to say 'Turtle' but never mind... I said 'Venus'. Then he went... 'I'm your Venus, I'm your fire at your desire...' Haha. He didn't sing very loudly but cause he was sitting next to me (:D) I heard. Haha. Rabbit say she heard too. Haha. As usual, Wayne is forever the cute Wayne. Haha.

Anyway, there's this fan took something to ask him sign, then she was standing behind me and talking to Wayne while he's still sitting beside me. Then I heard that fan talking about Si Er and some Church thingy. I wonder if she'd from WAC.

Talking about WAC, Wayne hasn't been back in WAC since 21st June. He was back for the Realise Concert. Then until now he haven't come back. Think cause he too busy. Then every Sunday he have some programme at 2pm. I remember there's one Sunday he was in Singapore but he have some programme at CHC at don't know 1 or 2pm then he didn't come to WAC. Then today he also have programme at don't know where... As in I know where but can't remember. Anyway, he had a programme at 2pm so he didn't come to WAC.

However!!! That's not the sad thing. Haha. Was looking at the calendar just now and I realised that today is the 15th of Feb. Haiz... I don't want to grow old. Can I just stay 14 forever?? Haha. Like what Ah Ma said... Who wants to grow old??? Haiz... If only time could stop... If only we can freeze time... Lets sing 《冻结》now. Haha.

Anyway, yesterday was a super tiring day but very happy. Haha. Denise and I met at Yew Tee MacDonald's at 8.15am to complete the present we gave to Wayne. Haha. It's a big big ball. Hey what are you thinking about??? Haha. Just kidding.

We folded countless stars. It's countless cause we didn't count it. Haha. We added lots of redundant in the middle and all the stars cover the surface. So actually inside are not stars... They're actually just some redundant stuff. Haha.

'A quick update before the turtle grumbles again. Tell you more later about what she did last night. *Faint*'

After 3 paragraph of crap...

'Back to that turtle. Yesterday at 12 plus in the wee morning, she smsed me and asked me to tune in to 93.3. I was like 'DUH! What's wrong with that turtle? Doesn't turtle sleep at night?' Anyway, she managed to call through the hotline and she spoke on the national radio. It's not her first time calling through. I wonder how lucky she can get, or maybe it's too late so no one bothered to call in.

Then back to the song dedication. Yes she dedicated a song to me and Rabbit and not forgetting her favourite idol JJ. And you know what, I was expecting her to say things like 'I wish to dedicate the next song to my favourite teacher, Miss Ang' and maybe say mushy things like 'She misses me' or 'I'm the most wonderful teacher in her heart.' haha.

Nah, she never mentioned any of that. Nothing close to that. Instead she said, 'I would like to dedicate this song to my Ah-ma who is 28 going to 29 years old.' The DJ was so confused and asked her how come her 'Ah-ma' is so young. Then she explained that 'Ah-ma' is actually her teacher, and she called her teacher 'Ah-ma' because she is very naggy! *Eye-balls rolling

Sickening turtle. Thanks ar for that dedication!! Now then miss my nagging when I don't teach you. When I nagged at you last year, still said that I was very naggy.

And what's new. The message for me was to update my blog!! Super DUH lor. Does she need to announce it on 93.3? Na, here's an entry specially for you at your request!!

And guess what, our dear Rabbit managed to call in too. *Faint* second time.

She dedicated the song to her mother who is 28 going to 29 years old. Gosh, little animals, I know I'm getting old, going to hit the big 3 soon, but sigh, who wants to grow old? This is something that is definitely not within our control.

Hmm, my next question is: Is it so easy to call in to 93.3? Isn't it supposed to be a HOTLINE? Then how come they can call in so easily? Maybe animals have a special line to call in that will never be engaged! Haha.

Anyway, wonderful people, not that I don't want to update. I have plenty of things to post, knowing my naggy nature. However, I really can't find the time to blog. There's a thousand and one things to do, and my to-do list never gets shorter. I was half-way through my OSL Batam post and it was only half-completed since December 2008.

Yes, I will definitely find time to update my 'dying' blog.'

Okay.. Thank Ah ma for that 'amazing post' and you're welcome for that dedication. :D It's not that animals have special line to call in. It's just that we have special hands that move fast. :D But turtle's hands are never as fast as rabbit's. Rabbit get a chance to eat dinner with Wayne cause her hands and ears were super fast.

Hence, the slow turtle has asked rabbit to help her win the ticket too. :) Hello... Eating dinner with Wayne on Valentine Day... Which JM won't want that??? Shall try calling into Yes 933 every now and then. Haha. Or maybe can go to http://www.xiange933.blogspot.com/ to leave a post. Haha. Maybe I'll go and do that now. :)

After 20 mins...

Okay. I'm back. Hopefully my dedication will be read out on the 20th Feb. Don't worry Ah ma, I didn't talk anything about your blog or post or tag or whatever. :D Listen to Yes 933 on the 20th Feb 2009 from 9 to 11. If you hear a dedication from 'Turtle', THAT'S ME!!! :D

Okay. I shall stop Cap locking words. It's making me hyper. Haha. Still listening to Yes 933 for my question. Waiting for the DJ to ask the question then if get to answer correctly and 1st to send in, I'll win the ticket to eat Dinner with Wayne on the 14th of Feb!!! That's VALENTINE DAY!!! Okay.. no more cap locking. It's tempting me to scream but its... 10.27 at this very point of time. No good to scream at such late hour. Spoils my throat. @__@

I WANT BROTHER WAYNE JJ LIN JUN JIE!!! Okay! Shut up Planet. Stop being hyper!!! Okay~ Whatever. =.=

Oh man... I'm starting to talk to myself. Whatever. Anyway, a new discovery... Now I finally understand how come 五月天阿信 can't write such wonderful lyrics for 《突然好想你》... Because even his normal daily post is just as emo as the lyrics. Seriously I wonder how many break ups has he gone through... ;(

Post 1:

忘了從什麼時候開始的了？
總是開心也笑，不開心也笑。
最殘忍是沒有感覺的時候，也還要笑。

有時候，忘了把情緒裡的暗藍收拾乾淨，
甚至會對自己有著莫名的罪惡感。

我們似乎都失去了某種能力，
無憂無慮的笑，肆無忌憚的哭，
痛的時候不懂得避開，快樂的時候不懂得放縱。

Post 2:

當不同膚色不同種族的人們對著彼此射擊，
子彈打穿的傷孔，瞬間流出了同一種紅，
難道才能發現，原來我們都一模一樣。

我們都留著一模一樣顏色的血，抵抗一模一樣重量的地心引力，承受著生命一模一樣的殘酷。

生命的殘酷原本就存在空氣裡，
生命的殘酷原本就刻寫在我們的DNA裡，
生命的殘酷就隱身在地球上的風中、陽光下、
甚至每一顆水滴裡。
生命的殘酷要逼迫出我們無法擺脫的

Post 3:

請保持安靜，別要多說一句。
一如聽著最心愛的歌，不會有心思在去多說什麼。

這本來就是一場不公平的戰爭，
因為我們是瘋子。

這次瘋的徹底，
有人摔斷了手、有人親人遠走，而笑看著未來的路，眼淚與汗水還有的流。
只因一生，至少一次，我們只想證明自己。

這次瘋的過癮

Post 4:

突然想寫一篇什麼內容都沒有的日記。
寫給未來某一天的自己。

曾經沒有憂愁，曾經風和日麗，曾經看著風箏滑翔在天真歲月裡。
曾經身邊的人們給我最溫暖的天氣。

我把對你的感謝藏在照片裡。
我把你送給我的曾經，往最遠的永遠延續。

Isn't it emo??? These were just the few emo post from the first three post of his blog. For more emo post, refer to http://blog.sina.com.cn/musiq. His post has definitely help me improve my Chinese Language. Haha. Maybe they will give me some inspiration to write nicer compo. Haha.

I find 阿信 like very... cold. Maybe that explains why he sounds emo. Or maybe he's born to be like that. Haha. But then... how did he manage to write the song 《离开地球表面》with such cold and emo attitude??? Haha. Never mind. Maybe that's the unique thing about him. I mean... That is the unique thing about him. Haha.

Yep. Of course I'll admit in this case, 阿信 is more talented than Wayne. I think rabbit agrees to that. But still, Wayne is still and forever will be the unique Wayne in our hearts. :D

The time is like... getting late soon. Got to go now... Bye bye... :( Nite nite & sweet dreams... Don't miss me... :(

Haha. :D

I'm addicted...To Ice Wine. Haha. It's super sweet and... refreshing!!! :) And most importantly, it rocks me to bed. Haha.

Yesterday during don't know what lesson, suddenly this word came to my mind... Imperfection.

It's random. But I believe it has a meaning and time will reveal the answer because God will choose the right time to reveal hidden secrets.

Anyway, while I was bathing just now, suddenly I re called what Si Er said the other time... He had this friend of his who asked him... If a guy rap a girl and the girl committed suicide cause she can't take the pressure but that guy goes to jail and while in jail, he met someone who tell him about God and he accept Christ, he will go to heaven. But the poor girl who was being rap and committed suicide, she'll go to hell cause she didn't accept Christ isn't that very injustice???

Erm... yep. It is injustice but the most injustice thing that happened was Jesus dying on the cross for our sins... Jesus, he is holy, he is pure. But he died on the cross to pay the price of you, you, you and my sins. So what's more injustice then that???

Okay... Today's post shall be short. Think the Ice Wine is starting to y me feel dizzy. Better get to bed now before I doze off in front of the computer. Haha.

Nite nite & sweet dreams. :)

Pissed. Frustrated. Irritated. Forget it. Anger aside. Lets talk about Wayne first.

Herm... What bus number was he on??? 184??? The bus back to his house??? Interesting. The next time he come back to Singapore, lets spend our day waiting at the bus stop. Haha. I wonder what will happen if one day I meet him in the bus or something. Haha. I think I'll go crazy. Haha. Stalk him home. Haha.

Wait... taking a bus means he have ez-link card ar??? Haha. So weird seeing a 大明星 taking bus. Haha. But after all... They are just normal people like us... Haha. Wonder if the bus uncle did ask him to sing songs to entertain the passengers... Haha. But the passengers like don't know who is he eh... Haha.

Whatever... Now we shall talk about school... School??? Torturing... Piles of homework everyday. And I'm soon gonna be squash by them... @__@

CR was supposed to be due today at... 4pm. But I left the book in the class and... ya... I'm so gonna be dead tomorrow. @__@ Now I still have not done my essential grammar... I still have E Maths homework... If not wrong still have Chem. And still have Computer studies... Which I'm doing now. So pissed that decided to blog a while. Yep A WHILE. Haha.

Was at Ah Ma's table just now to visit the 'Teacher's Day' Board... Haha. That big big heart made up of many small small hearts is like... distorted. Haha. Never mind. Shall heal that distorted heart other day. Haha. And was also there to visit my stars... my... erm... If didn't remember wrongly... Is 260 stars. Haha. I must ave been nuts to count the stars. Haha.

Well... The stars are still fine. Still as shiny as ever. Haha.

'The stars will shine at your darkest night
To give you light at your darkest time'

Still can remember that phrase. But somehow now... 找不回当初的单纯与感动... 能不能再回到从前的我??? Miss my old self... Now I'm like back to the aimless life... Just passing everyday by doing homework homework and homework... Sian. @__@

Yesterday... I was like... Super pissed. What's wrong with him?!He got PMS ar? I didn't know guys also will have the monthly thing eh! He need pad not??? I can donate to him! He's like... If only I could I would have slap him seh.

If you think I'm talking about a classmate... WRONG!!! It's actually about a super PMS + unreasonable + inconsiderate incorrigible TEACHER!!! Seriously I wonder why is there such teacher in this school. He's just like the male version of Grace Lee la.

You teacher so what??? Teacher means can anyhow accuse students ar?! You are like... nobody buta ordinary A Maths teacher K?!

Yesterday have the leadership training thingy. Then from 1.50pm to 2.25pm is our lunch break. Then we have to last to 6pm. And unfortunately, he as the teacher of the last lesson of the day. Then dunno what happen, he PMS then when the bell rang, he was like... 'What are you waiting for??? Take out your textbook and to your homework la.'

Then I think Shao Xuan or someone told him that we have to be in the hall by 2.25. Then he was like saying '2.25... now 1.50 only still have time what. I now also have lesson... (bla bla)' So since he say do work then ok la! I do lor. The dunno what is his problem the he suddenly say 'I can tell some of you don't want to take A maths, want to drop A maths. If you want to drop A maths tell me la. I help you.' He said something like that la... The after that he said 'Right VENUS???' And I was like... Stunned. I was doing my work like what he said then suddenly he aid hat to me.

So I stop, then I look at him... Then he said 'Right???' KAO! If I don't want take a maths then I get 80 over marks for last year's maths for what?! I mind as well just write name class date and go to sleep right?! Then he say till like as if I don't do his work, got do everything also do wrong, don't pay attention in class, always sleep in class, confirm fail A maths that type of student.

Honestly I was holding my anger. 我怕我一动手，我会杀了他... So I pretended like I don't know what he's talking about then I said 'I know how to do...' If I didn't hold my anger, I think I might shout at him 'WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM?!'. Super pissed eh. I know my eyes might look like as if I don't care but hello!!! Do not judge the book by its cover. Has he even ever heard of that phrase???

Worst of all, when everyone was doing their work like wad he told us to, he just took his belongings and left the class like that... Without telling u if we can leave or he want us to stay till 2.25 or what crap. And he just left like that without word. Was super pissed that even when my classmates talk to me, I didn't dare to answer. I scared later I might vent my anger on them.

But seriously what kind of teacher is this??? Should attitude. If you need he toilet say la. 'An Pao' will be provided. Didn't you know our class girls are all very generous???

And for yesterday, I didn't eat my lunch. Already I'm skipping my tea break and yet I didn't get to eat my lunch too. And fortunately I managed to last till 6pm. He should be lucky I didn't faint or something if not I'll make sure he pay for my medical bill. And I'll make sure the medical bill will cause him a bomb! Then can ZHA! him.

As a child of God, we are all taught to forgive and forget... but seriously at times... It's really difficult. But never mind... I'll try. If someone ca help me covey the following message to him, that would be fantastic. What I want to tell him is...

I won't give up A maths especially if he wants me to. I'll prove him wrong. Go ahead and try getting me out of A maths. I'll not be defeated so easily cause I have my Father in Heaven watching over me. A turtle never gets defeated so easily!!!

只要笑一笑，没有什么事情过不了!!!

By the way, it would be great if he heas the background music 《会读书》.

灯不能熄灭熬过今夜
就能从书中逃回到这个世界
我我不明白这个年代
怎么还能说读好书就会发财好呆
爱我的爸疼我的妈
说了那么多你们明白吗
不是要反抗只是要你看
我不满的地方

读读读读读到书都想吐好想哭
怕怕怕怕怕老是背书好白痴
你你你你你只会说你要第一
我就快要发羊癫疯

不是每个人都会读书会读书
不厉害读书也不一定就会输
不是想要说我会读书不在乎
我只想要你能清楚

我我不明白这个年代
怎么还能说读好书就会发财好呆
爱我的爸疼我的妈
说了那么多你们明白吗
不是要反抗只是要你看
我不满的地方

读读读读读到书都想吐好想哭
怕怕怕怕怕老是背书好白痴
你你你你你只会说你要第一
我就快要发羊癫疯

不是每个人都会读书会读书
不厉害读书也不一定就会输
不是想要说我会读书不在乎
我只想要你能清楚

读读读读读到书都想吐好想哭
怕怕怕怕怕老是背书好白痴
你你你你你只会说你要第一
我就快要发羊癫疯

不是每个人都会读书会读书
不厉害读书也不一定就会输
不是想要说我会读书不在乎
我只想要你能清楚

读读读读读到书都想吐好想哭
怕怕怕怕怕老是背书好白痴
你你你你你只会说你要第一
我就快要发羊癫疯

不是每个人都会读书会读书
不厉害读书也不一定就会输
不是想要说我会读书不在乎
我只想要你能清楚