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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Thursday, February 19, 2009
在十四岁的最后一天,想谢谢陪我一路走来的好朋友们。谢谢你们一直都在我的身边。Before I start my post, a few pictures to share... RETARDS!!! ARE YOU READY!!!




This picture is a picture of our retards picture. Erm… It’s not the complete Retards because Chicken and Cowy wasn’t there. :( What sort of brother is this. Haha. And this is with the addition of Gummy. Ah ma wasn’t in the picture because she was the one taking the picture for us. Haha.




This picture is me... holding the cake my retard family gave me!!! Wo Hoo!!! Thank you mama, papa and rabbit. Seriously I thought it was just normal eating together at Sakae with Miss Ang, a normal retard gathering. And didn't expect them to really go buy a cake for me... Aww... So sweet...




Lastly, we finally have a whole retard family picture. Of course without chicken and cowy and with the addition of gummy. Haha. See papa and mama hug till so close... And for your information, a didn't bite rabbit. Was just posting for the picture. Ah ma should hug gummy too. Haha. Think gummy will scream.

We really did have lots of fun... Feel so... light. Computer studies test and science common test are all finally over!!! Wo Hoo!!! Believe me I can fly... Haha. Dotz... Anyway, when we were on our way to westmall, rabbit and turtle went emo-ing cause we were listening to music. I was listening to 《我还想她》and《突然好想你》. Not sure which track was rabbit listening to. But I can confirm should have at least one track is 《我还想她》. Haha.

We were blasting our music then Ah ma was like saying why we walk in front then so quiet then don't know what bla bla bla... As in she didn't say 'bla bla bla' But the content was too much for me to remember. All I remember was that she ask us to tuck in our shirt, keep our hand phones and either button up our tie or keep it away....

That's the problem with going out with teachers. Attire must be... prefect. Eww... Haha. Why can't we not have school tomorrow??? Oh ya. Before I forget, let me show you my presents from rabbit, mama and papa. This is the picture of the cake...




According to mama, this cake is from breadtalk. Okay~~ It doesn't look cheap. Thank you...




This is the present is from rabbit, papa, chicken and cowy. Although chicken and cowy wasn't there, but they bought this present for me yesterday. Haha. Thank you...

Didn't know my have such sweet friends. Haha. Of course must also thank Miss Ang for the treat to Sakae. Haha. I bet it must have cost a hole in her pocket. Haha. I was suggesting to eat at pizzas cause pizza sounds nicer to me but never mind, since she wants to treat sakae then ya... Haha. Anyway, Sakae wasn't a bad choice after all. It's just that mama go order that super weird salmon or something. Then she was like... EWW!!! Haha.

End up, we have to help her try finish the food. So Ah ma too one, she place one on rabbit's plate and one on my plate. And I was like... I don't like salmon... So in the end, rabbit ate hers and I left mine there. Haha. Mama, never ever order that weird salmon again. Haha.

Haiz... So tired, yet so happy today. Aww... The cake look so appetising but after I eat and it's gone... :( Shall frame it up. Haha. Seriously, this is the first time I'm like... celebrating my birthday with my friends... and ah ma... Haha. Tomorrow have round two with my real mother. Haha.

Anyway, when we eating just now, ah ma said she read my previous post about that sickening Chia. The first thought that came to my mind was 'Can you not talk about that guy when we're eating???' Seriously, I'm super determine to prove him wrong about myself. The thing I hate most is to admit defeat. Especially to someone who judges the book by its cover. I wonder if ah ma tell him what I posted. Haha. How great would it be if she did???

Ah ma's battery went flat when we were eating. Haha. She wanted to borrow my battery but too bad, our batteries doesn't match. Haha. So she put her Sim card into my phone to reply messages. And she asked a very funny question 'If I reply doesn't that means you'll get the number of who I replied to???' Then rabbit and I was like... 'Can delete one right???' Haha. Then she was like asking if I'm afraid that she might check my messages...

Dotz... I don't keep secrets. As in I don't have any... It's not as if I'm dating with KFC right??? For goodness sake, I really don't like KFC la... Wonder who's that sickening fellow that started the rumour until almost the whole level knows about it. Even teachers also know about it. And now even my primary school friend, currently in another school, also knows about the rumour. Thank to Chang Hong Yi. Oh man. Soon before I realise it, the whole world would have know about the rumour.

What's so great about have a boyfriend now??? They're just like... fake relationships... It only causes unwanted hurt... Relationships are like... stupid... irritating. I rather enjoy the freedom I'm having now. Listening to Wayne's music is after all the best choice.

Might be going to K-box tomorrow with my real mother and her friends. As in her assistant. Haha. Then I'll go...

一颗心噗通噗通的狂跳
一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉
我再也不要再也不要
委屈自己一秒
我甩掉地球地球甩掉
只要越跳越高

Then I'll go super high. Then I'll go...

请告诉她我不爱他
笑著难过自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
横了心说真心谎话

别告诉她我还想她
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答...

Then I'll go emo. Haha. Have been super addicted to 波间带 recently. I know it's a 2006 song but somehow I'm addicted to it. Never mind, I'm always addicted to all Wayne songs. Haha.

Okay... I have to go now... Bye~~~ Machine gun is coming!!! AHH!!!!

即将要领结十五岁的我,即期待也兴奋... 15!!! I'm coming!!! :D

安静的呐喊
♥9:43 PM



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*Name: Venus Lee Yan 李缘
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*Reflecting
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*Making videos
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*My friends
*Pursuing my dreams
*Writing phrases that speaks what I feel about certain matter
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*Split personality
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JaSoN
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Xi Yu

*DESTINY IMPACT*
DeStInY iMpAcT
GlAdYs
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*DLSS*
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DaDdY
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*STARS*
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