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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Hi!!! I'm back. And I'm still super hyper and bit sad... Sad things... Later than just say. Happy things should come 1st.




This picture... erm... actually is the post card. Anyway, the picture on the post cards have a meaning. As in a 'fake' meaning, created by the DJ. Haha.




This meaning Wayne kiss us...




Then he become very happy. Haha. Wayne was like saying he thought the DJ wanted to tell us the story they talked about at backstage. Then the DJ say in Singapore cannot anyhow say but maybe in Taiwan... Haha.




Anyway, after that, the DJ say this picture mean '请看我的身体' Haha. That sounds very not right. Haha. But never mind. We must not think too much if not we have to start singing Nicky the... 《想太多》. Haha.




This picture/post card was signed by Wayne. But the ink smudge. Never mind. This proves it's really he sign on the spot. This picture has a meaning too. The DJ say, this means '我的小酒窝' Haha.




Last but not least, I'll never forget this. Wayne signed it when we were eating. :D He was like... asking me what's my name and I wanted to say 'Turtle' but never mind... I said 'Venus'. Then he went... 'I'm your Venus, I'm your fire at your desire...' Haha. He didn't sing very loudly but cause he was sitting next to me (:D) I heard. Haha. Rabbit say she heard too. Haha. As usual, Wayne is forever the cute Wayne. Haha.

Anyway, there's this fan took something to ask him sign, then she was standing behind me and talking to Wayne while he's still sitting beside me. Then I heard that fan talking about Si Er and some Church thingy. I wonder if she'd from WAC.

Talking about WAC, Wayne hasn't been back in WAC since 21st June. He was back for the Realise Concert. Then until now he haven't come back. Think cause he too busy. Then every Sunday he have some programme at 2pm. I remember there's one Sunday he was in Singapore but he have some programme at CHC at don't know 1 or 2pm then he didn't come to WAC. Then today he also have programme at don't know where... As in I know where but can't remember. Anyway, he had a programme at 2pm so he didn't come to WAC.

However!!! That's not the sad thing. Haha. Was looking at the calendar just now and I realised that today is the 15th of Feb. Haiz... I don't want to grow old. Can I just stay 14 forever?? Haha. Like what Ah Ma said... Who wants to grow old??? Haiz... If only time could stop... If only we can freeze time... Lets sing 《冻结》now. Haha.

Anyway, yesterday was a super tiring day but very happy. Haha. Denise and I met at Yew Tee MacDonald's at 8.15am to complete the present we gave to Wayne. Haha. It's a big big ball. Hey what are you thinking about??? Haha. Just kidding.

We folded countless stars. It's countless cause we didn't count it. Haha. We added lots of redundant in the middle and all the stars cover the surface. So actually inside are not stars... They're actually just some redundant stuff. Haha.

安静的呐喊
♥11:42 PM



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-The Girl
*Name: Venus Lee Yan 李缘
*Date Of Birth: 20th Feb 1994
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*E-mail: Venus_lee_yan@hotmail.com
*AKA: Retarded Over Turn Blonde Turtle

-Her Love
*Enjoying God's presence
*Reflecting
*Making song covers
*Making videos
*Looking at the moon
*Studying the meaning behind every song
*Singing
*listening to songs
*My friends
*Pursuing my dreams
*Writing phrases that speaks what I feel about certain matter
*Every talent I'm blessed with
*Listening to people
*Split personality
*Everything God has given me

-Her Detest
*Empty promises
*Lies
*Cowards

-Her Past
February 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 March 2010 May 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 January 2013 April 2013



-Exits
*BVSS*
ChUnWeN
JaSoN
TaN hUi JuAn
XiAo HuI
Xi Yu

*DESTINY IMPACT*
DeStInY iMpAcT
GlAdYs
EuNiCe

*DLSS*
BuNcHaNa

*FAMILY*
DaDdY
SaMuEl LeE wEi KaNg

*STARS*
OfFiCiAl JJ LiN jUn JiE 林俊杰's BlOg
Jimmy Lin Chi Ying 林志颖
Show Luo 罗志祥

*SENIORS*
LiNg HuAn

*TEACHERS*
MiSs AnG


-The Talkings


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