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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
Pissed. Frustrated. Irritated. Forget it. Anger aside. Lets talk about Wayne first.




Herm... What bus number was he on??? 184??? The bus back to his house??? Interesting. The next time he come back to Singapore, lets spend our day waiting at the bus stop. Haha. I wonder what will happen if one day I meet him in the bus or something. Haha. I think I'll go crazy. Haha. Stalk him home. Haha.

Wait... taking a bus means he have ez-link card ar??? Haha. So weird seeing a 大明星 taking bus. Haha. But after all... They are just normal people like us... Haha. Wonder if the bus uncle did ask him to sing songs to entertain the passengers... Haha. But the passengers like don't know who is he eh... Haha.

Whatever... Now we shall talk about school... School??? Torturing... Piles of homework everyday. And I'm soon gonna be squash by them... @__@

CR was supposed to be due today at... 4pm. But I left the book in the class and... ya... I'm so gonna be dead tomorrow. @__@ Now I still have not done my essential grammar... I still have E Maths homework... If not wrong still have Chem. And still have Computer studies... Which I'm doing now. So pissed that decided to blog a while. Yep A WHILE. Haha.

Was at Ah Ma's table just now to visit the 'Teacher's Day' Board... Haha. That big big heart made up of many small small hearts is like... distorted. Haha. Never mind. Shall heal that distorted heart other day. Haha. And was also there to visit my stars... my... erm... If didn't remember wrongly... Is 260 stars. Haha. I must ave been nuts to count the stars. Haha.

Well... The stars are still fine. Still as shiny as ever. Haha.

'The stars will shine at your darkest night
To give you light at your darkest time'

Still can remember that phrase. But somehow now... 找不回当初的单纯与感动... 能不能再回到从前的我??? Miss my old self... Now I'm like back to the aimless life... Just passing everyday by doing homework homework and homework... Sian. @__@

Yesterday... I was like... Super pissed. What's wrong with him?!He got PMS ar? I didn't know guys also will have the monthly thing eh! He need pad not??? I can donate to him! He's like... If only I could I would have slap him seh.

If you think I'm talking about a classmate... WRONG!!! It's actually about a super PMS + unreasonable + inconsiderate incorrigible TEACHER!!! Seriously I wonder why is there such teacher in this school. He's just like the male version of Grace Lee la.

You teacher so what??? Teacher means can anyhow accuse students ar?! You are like... nobody buta ordinary A Maths teacher K?!

Yesterday have the leadership training thingy. Then from 1.50pm to 2.25pm is our lunch break. Then we have to last to 6pm. And unfortunately, he as the teacher of the last lesson of the day. Then dunno what happen, he PMS then when the bell rang, he was like... 'What are you waiting for??? Take out your textbook and to your homework la.'

Then I think Shao Xuan or someone told him that we have to be in the hall by 2.25. Then he was like saying '2.25... now 1.50 only still have time what. I now also have lesson... (bla bla)' So since he say do work then ok la! I do lor. The dunno what is his problem the he suddenly say 'I can tell some of you don't want to take A maths, want to drop A maths. If you want to drop A maths tell me la. I help you.' He said something like that la... The after that he said 'Right VENUS???' And I was like... Stunned. I was doing my work like what he said then suddenly he aid hat to me.

So I stop, then I look at him... Then he said 'Right???' KAO! If I don't want take a maths then I get 80 over marks for last year's maths for what?! I mind as well just write name class date and go to sleep right?! Then he say till like as if I don't do his work, got do everything also do wrong, don't pay attention in class, always sleep in class, confirm fail A maths that type of student.

Honestly I was holding my anger. 我怕我一动手,我会杀了他... So I pretended like I don't know what he's talking about then I said 'I know how to do...' If I didn't hold my anger, I think I might shout at him 'WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM?!'. Super pissed eh. I know my eyes might look like as if I don't care but hello!!! Do not judge the book by its cover. Has he even ever heard of that phrase???

Worst of all, when everyone was doing their work like wad he told us to, he just took his belongings and left the class like that... Without telling u if we can leave or he want us to stay till 2.25 or what crap. And he just left like that without word. Was super pissed that even when my classmates talk to me, I didn't dare to answer. I scared later I might vent my anger on them.

But seriously what kind of teacher is this??? Should attitude. If you need he toilet say la. 'An Pao' will be provided. Didn't you know our class girls are all very generous???

And for yesterday, I didn't eat my lunch. Already I'm skipping my tea break and yet I didn't get to eat my lunch too. And fortunately I managed to last till 6pm. He should be lucky I didn't faint or something if not I'll make sure he pay for my medical bill. And I'll make sure the medical bill will cause him a bomb! Then can ZHA! him.

As a child of God, we are all taught to forgive and forget... but seriously at times... It's really difficult. But never mind... I'll try. If someone ca help me covey the following message to him, that would be fantastic. What I want to tell him is...

I won't give up A maths especially if he wants me to. I'll prove him wrong. Go ahead and try getting me out of A maths. I'll not be defeated so easily cause I have my Father in Heaven watching over me. A turtle never gets defeated so easily!!!

只要笑一笑,没有什么事情过不了!!!

By the way, it would be great if he heas the background music 《会读书》.

灯不能熄灭熬过今夜
就能从书中逃回到这个世界
我我不明白这个年代
怎么还能说读好书就会发财好呆
爱我的爸疼我的妈
说了那么多你们明白吗
不是要反抗只是要你看
我不满的地方

读读读读读到书都想吐好想哭
怕怕怕怕怕老是背书好白痴
你你你你你只会说你要第一
我就快要发羊癫疯

不是每个人都会读书会读书
不厉害读书也不一定就会输
不是想要说我会读书不在乎
我只想要你能清楚

我我不明白这个年代
怎么还能说读好书就会发财好呆
爱我的爸疼我的妈
说了那么多你们明白吗
不是要反抗只是要你看
我不满的地方

读读读读读到书都想吐好想哭
怕怕怕怕怕老是背书好白痴
你你你你你只会说你要第一
我就快要发羊癫疯

不是每个人都会读书会读书
不厉害读书也不一定就会输
不是想要说我会读书不在乎
我只想要你能清楚

读读读读读到书都想吐好想哭
怕怕怕怕怕老是背书好白痴
你你你你你只会说你要第一
我就快要发羊癫疯

不是每个人都会读书会读书
不厉害读书也不一定就会输
不是想要说我会读书不在乎
我只想要你能清楚

读读读读读到书都想吐好想哭
怕怕怕怕怕老是背书好白痴
你你你你你只会说你要第一
我就快要发羊癫疯

不是每个人都会读书会读书
不厉害读书也不一定就会输
不是想要说我会读书不在乎
我只想要你能清楚

安静的呐喊
♥11:35 PM



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-The Girl
*Name: Venus Lee Yan 李缘
*Date Of Birth: 20th Feb 1994
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*E-mail: Venus_lee_yan@hotmail.com
*AKA: Retarded Over Turn Blonde Turtle

-Her Love
*Enjoying God's presence
*Reflecting
*Making song covers
*Making videos
*Looking at the moon
*Studying the meaning behind every song
*Singing
*listening to songs
*My friends
*Pursuing my dreams
*Writing phrases that speaks what I feel about certain matter
*Every talent I'm blessed with
*Listening to people
*Split personality
*Everything God has given me

-Her Detest
*Empty promises
*Lies
*Cowards

-Her Past
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-Exits
*BVSS*
ChUnWeN
JaSoN
TaN hUi JuAn
XiAo HuI
Xi Yu

*DESTINY IMPACT*
DeStInY iMpAcT
GlAdYs
EuNiCe

*DLSS*
BuNcHaNa

*FAMILY*
DaDdY
SaMuEl LeE wEi KaNg

*STARS*
OfFiCiAl JJ LiN jUn JiE 林俊杰's BlOg
Jimmy Lin Chi Ying 林志颖
Show Luo 罗志祥

*SENIORS*
LiNg HuAn

*TEACHERS*
MiSs AnG


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