Oh man... I'm super high. No words can describe my feelings now. HIGH!!!! AHHHH!!!!!

Before I really go high... Let you tell you the worst thing that happen yesterday... We actually met Miss Toh yeterday! @__@ We saw Miss Tan first then as we walk... We saw Miss Toh. We were like talking to Miss Tan then Miss Toh was like 'Oh my gosh! What are they doing here???' I was like... What's your problem men?! Shouldn't it be we asking why is this woman here instead??? She keep showng us that 'no words can describe' face. Eww... What's with that black face ar??? Seriously, I wonder is that her natural face or what. Whatever... If that's her natural face... Can't blame.

Okay! Back to Wayne. @__@ He 出场超帅!!! Everyone was super high especially JJFC. Haha. I love the 《简简单单》... He was actally playing the piano and singing then he stop playing and singing and hear the audience sing... Can you imagine??? He actuallystop just to hear everyone sing la... So sweet la. For people who didn't go for the concert... Aww... You have missed out all the fun.

《醉赤壁》 is really nice. His family gave him a surprise birthday present. And ya... You know.. Ya... You don't know?! Forget it. Go watch the video yourself. Haha. Anyway, on his blog, he posted some pictures and at the end of it he said... 'thank you to all... i had a great night...' Honestly, WE HAD A GREAT NIGHT TOO!!! :D

There's just too many things to pot about and it's impossible for me to post the whole 3 hour plus programme. So for more information, please kindly refer to http://deniselovewaynex3saranghaeyo.blogspot.com/ And for most information, please wait for JJ WORLD TOUR CONCERT 2009 DVD to be published. If there is. Haha. Should have la. This concert is defiately nicer than the prevous because Wayne's growing!!! :)

期待下一次再见到你。期待下一次的演唱会。期待... 真的很期待。JJ 加油!!!

Is it really that difficult to listen to some one's explanation??? At least let me explain myself before you get angry... If you don't except my explanation then what ever that happens after that is no longer within my control. But at least allow my end the conversation without any regrets. Are we really that bad in your eyes???

Maybe you might think that there isn't a need but do you ever know how important is it to me??? Maybe you might think even after my explanation, the conclusion will still remain the same but that is only what you and yourself think... Not me. And please stop telling that there is no point. If there really isn't the point, I won't even bother talking to you.

She's not buay song now... But she was last year when you kind of kept 'insisting' that she's the mastermind. If you were her won't you be unhappy too??? Is like... It's not even your plan and yet people say it is yours. Don't you feel you are being mistaken??? And when you feel mistaken won't you want to clear the misunderstanding???

Maybe it's because you're too agitated at that point of time or I didn't phrase the sentence properly that caused you to misunderstand. I know some times is really her fault but don't you think sometimes it's your fault too??? Not everyone is always forever correct. I think sometimes we really need to cool down and think of our previous action.

Maybe it really did hurt others feeling but it's just that we didn't realise it.
Maybe we really did went overboard but we didn't realise.
Maybe we should really give others an opportunities to explain themselves so that there will be no regrets in this world.
Maybe sometimes all we have to do is just to sit down and reflect...

请你保持沉默，不要出声， 就让我们静静的聆听身边人的心跳与哭泣... 也许这些故事能够给我们一个交待...

I won't give up any opportunity to explain myself. All I need is just 10 minutes of your time. Are you still willing to listen to my explanation??? Are you willing to just spare me just that 10 minutes...

Background music: Still

Hide me now
Under Your wings
Cover me
Within Your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father you are King over the flood
I will be still and know You are God

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know His power
In quietness and trust

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father You are king over the flood
I will be still and know You are God

May this song always remind us that no matter what trouble we face, God is forever there for us. Nothing is impossible in the hands of God.

Hey! You are invited to DESTINY IMPACT on the 11 April 2009 (Saturday) for the SILENT ANGELS WEEKEND. If You are currently free on that day, please just continue to keep that day free. If you are able to make it, please kindly leave a tag at my tag board ------------>

I will contact you ASAP the moment I see you tag. Let this April be the most unforgettable April for you. :)

21st FEBRUARY 2009

21st Feb, today is the 1st day of my 15th year on Earth. Cool isn’t it? Planet Venus has been on planet Earth for 15 years and has even turned into a Retarded Over Turn Turtle… Haha.

This year’s birthday is definitely a memorable one. For the past 14 birthdays, my family has been buying birthday cakes home for me and they will sing me birthday song at night, I make my wish then I cut the cake and… THE END…

This year, I celebrated my birthday on three different days, with three different groups of people, at three different venues, in three different ways, receiving countless presents. Haha. I would like to thank each and everyone out there for all the presents, for spending time with me despite all your busy schedule and tests coming up. Thank you for even that simple ‘Happy Birthday’.

So many people celebrated my birthday with me that I had three rounds of birthday ‘party’. Haha. It’s a so-called birthday party. Round 1 was on the 19th Feb 2009, one day before my birthday. I spent it with the Retards. Chicken and cowy wasn’t there with us because of some CCA thingy. So we ended up having Xi Yu to replace the both of them.

We went to westmall to eat and just for that day, Ah Ma was out ‘ATM Machine’. Haha. Just kidding. Anyway, that day was just suppose to be a Retards Gathering 3 but Ah Ma just can’t squeeze time out for us so we used my birthday as an excuse. However, it did turn out to be a birthday party for me because my sweet sweet Doggy Papa, Ducky Mama and Rabbit got me a birthday cake. It was only a slice for me but still, I want to thank them because whatever it is, it is the thought that counts. And I believe that slice of cake isn’t cheep… It’s from Breadtalk eh…

Rabbit, Papa, Chicken and cowy gave me a bear too. :D And Rabbit gave me a small little bear with the date ‘20th Feb’ on it. She said that bear is already 2 years old this year because she bought that for me when we were in Secondary 1 but due to STM, she only remember to give it to me this year… Finally it has came back to its owner. Haha. In addition to the bear, helping me win a chance to eat lunch with Wayne on valentine’s day is definitely counted as one birthday present from Rabbit. Being able to get three Wayne’s post cards and his autograph are also part of my birthday present from Rabbit. Thank you Rabbit. :D

The second round was on the actual day. In the morning when I went to school, everyone was like… ‘Venus! Happy Birthday!’ Haha. Thanks for all the birthday greetings. Not forgetting what Ducky Mama, Xi Yu, Khoirul and Nasri did to me. They actually gave me the ‘most memorable birthday present’… A birthday bash… Outch! That really did hurt. Especially Ducky Mama… She gave me 2 birthday bash… MOTHER!!! Remember… You’ll get double from me on the 9th of March… It’s only one day after your birthday… It doesn’t matter…

Anyway, when people like Jason came to say ‘Happy Birthday’ to me, I was like… ‘How you know???’ I didn’t wanted too many people to know. And he said… ‘I saw from facebook’ and I was like.. “Okay~ So facebook ‘betrayed’ me…” Haha.

When class ended, I was super exhausted and immediately fell asleep on the table after the bell rang. 10 minutes later, I was woken up by someone’s laughter. Haha. Then I suddenly remember about Rabbit, Papa and Chicken. So I went over to their classroom but I couldn’t find them. So I thought they were at the locker or canteen but they were not. So I went back to class… L

Then I saw Chunwen waiting for me at my seat. So I started packing my bag, preparing to leave for home with her… The suddenly, Ducky Mama came to me and said… ‘Venus! You sit down ar… Stay here ar… Don’t go ar… Don’t go ar…’ Then she went hopping out of the class. So I just continue packing my bag as I waited. Then I saw the whole gang of Retards walking in, towards me. Then Ducky Mama presented me with a card. That card… Is the biggest card I’ve ever received but also the crappiest card I’ve received. Haha. Never mind, as I’ve said, It’s the thought that counts. J

That wasn’t the end of round 2. At night, my real mother bought my bro, maid and me out to westmall Sakae Sushi to eat (again…). Then Ducky Mama came to join us after band because she wanted to go K 歌 with me after that.

So after we ate finish, my brother went for his Taekwondo class while both my real & retard mother plus my maid and me went to fetch my mother’s assistant then we went to ‘Party World’ to K 歌 until 12.30am. Haha. 4 hours… Ducky Mama and I went high when we sang 《离开地球表面》and《会读书》. Haha.

When we sang the starting of 《离开地球表面》:

丢掉手

表丢外套

丢掉背包

再丢唠叨

丢掉电视

丢电脑

丢掉大脑

再丢烦恼

My real Mama was like ‘Siao! Crazy…’ Haha. Then before we sang 《会读书》, I told her ‘听好了…’ and we went…

读读读读读到书都想吐好想哭

怕怕怕怕怕老是背书好白痴

你你你你你只会说你要第一

我就快要发羊癫疯

不是每个人都会读书会读书

不厉害读书也不一定就会输

不是想要说我会读书不在乎

我只想要你能清楚

Her assistant was laughing and my mother was totally speechless. Haha. So fun. So high. Thank you Ducky Mama for accompanying me till so late despite you being super tired. :D

When I reached home, it was already nearly 1.10am. And the moment I reach home, I headed for the bed and ‘pomb!’ I’ve entered my dreamland… ZZZzzz… Haha.

After around 20 minutes, mama woke me up and was holding something in her hand and was like saying ‘你不要ar?’ My half open eyes grew bigger because I saw something super familiar and It looks like something I’ve always wanted and I was like… ‘我要!’ Haha. Have you guessed what’s that??? It’s JJ WORLD TOUR 2009 concert ticket!!! Not the $78 ticket but the $148 ticket! Plus sistic $3=$151. :D

I was super awake to go back to sleep when I saw ‘Row 4, seat 9’ I was like… ‘Row 4?!’ Haha. But according to Rabbit, that seat cannot see anything… :C Never mind, we’ll find out on the 28th of March 2009. Feel like forwarding the time. Haha.

Round 3, one day after my actual birthday. In the morning when I woke up, I started chatting with Rabbit, asking her if she wants to go out with me at 12 noon. Then she ask for what, with who. And I was telling her ‘Only we two la. To 享受我们的二人世界’ Hey! What are you thinking about? 二人世界 as in best friends the 二人世界 la… Haha.

In the end, we met at 12.55pm due to some reasons. Long story, don’t wish to elaborate. Haha. I reach out destination first so I asked Rabbit if she need me to lay red carpet for her and she said ‘Okay…’ =.= So I went to hid myself. When she reach out meeting point, she called me and asked,’ Where are you?’ and I told her I’m finding red carpet… =.= Haha.

After we meet, we headed for K-box and we went singing. Haha. Obviously my voice was… @__@ horrible because the night before, I’ve sang for 4 hours with Ducky Mama. But since we’ve paid money, we just don’t care and just sing. After all, there was only the two of us in that mini room. Haha.

After that, I went to DI for cell. During our own cell time, all of a sudden, Scarlet, Rachel and the rest went… ‘Happy birthday to you!!! Happy birthday to you!!! Happy birthday to VENUS!!! Happy birthday to you!!!’ Then my boss (Gladys) came walking in with a cake in her hand. About the same size as the one that the Retards gave me. I was really shocked when they suddenly sang the song… Especially Scarlet… Haha. They were super loud that another cell in the room heard and sang along… Haha. Then Si Er came and was like… ‘Venus! You birthday today ar? Happy Birthday!’ Haha. His facial expression was very funny. Haha.

Rachel said a prayer for me… thank you Rachel. :D And before leaving DI, I heard a super good news from boss but I’m not allowed to announce it so yep… Only three of us know. Boss gave me a card too! That card is from the four super cool Lightstix Leaders!!! Woo hoo!!!

Thank you each and every ingle one of you out there for this super memorable birthday. All the wishes, greeting, presents and prayers. Thank you!!! :D

http://fun.omy.sg/common/media/popup/?type=video&section=Showbiz&playlistPath=/global/media/Showbiz/E-News/Story/OMYStory200903110409-47195&startIndex=1

Haha!!! Go watch the first 5 second... Haha. The way he say '大家好...' Very funny. Is 小猪 not Wayne... Haha. Oh no... Can't stop laughing. Sorry. Took the wrong medicine this morning... :P

http://video.baidu.com/p?word=%D2%BB%C7%A7%C4%EA%D2%D4%BA%F3%20%B0%E9%D7%E0&pos=2&s=2

Once in a life time we get to hear Wayne 走音... Haha. It's nearer to the ending... Rabbit, go listen if you want... =.= ZZZzzz...

Woo hoo!!! I'm finally back from camp!!! WOO HOO!!! So happy. It's super tiring though we had lots of fun. We really did went super hyper and crazy... Haha. We're HIGH!!! Whatever... The camp is over. Time to prepare for tomorrow... Wayne's back in Singapore. Woo hoo!!! He just reached. So cool!!! Waned to go and see him but... forget it. Just came back from camp. Mama won't even allow... :(

It's alright. We're (Rabbit & Turtle) are going to see him tomorrow anyway... :) Marina bay... We're coming!!! :) It has been 3 weeks since the last time we saw him... Haha. Wasn't intending to go if I/rabbit didn't win the ticket. But since we won... :) Win of course must go la... duh. Haha.

During this 3 day 2 night camp... There's so many things I miss... And I wrote in the reflection booklet 'I miss Wayne...' And my camp trainer asked me who is Wayne... The I said JJ. And you know what... He asked me who is JJ!!! And I was like...' You don't know who is JJ?! JJ Lin Jun Jie you don't know?!' and he was like... ohh... That Singaporean singer ar??? =.=

Yep. So one of the thing I miss is JJ. His voice especially... Can't listen to his songs cause no handphone... Can you imagine living for 3 days on planet Earth without music??? Maybe you're not that crazy as me. I need music... Without Music I'm like... dead... 3 days... Finally the torture is over... :)

The next thing I miss is my bed... :) Think that is something everyone miss. Up next is my house... My mama... :) Then my TV... My... COMPUTER/LAPTOP!!! :) Last but not least, all the food at home. I've never once felt full. Each and every time after our lunch/dinner/breakfast, I'm still forever hungry. Please don't be surprise cause I eat almost every second as long as I awake. Except for when I'm in school or out. As long as I am awake and I'm at home, my mouth will never once stop moving... Haha. Food...

Just realised something... I've not posted my 5 pages long of birthday post... :( Never mind... Shall do that other day. Feel like viwawa-ing now. :) Have not viwawa-ed for very long time... :)

See you later!!! :D

Counting down... 4 more days to marina bay, 24 more days to Wayne's brithday and 25 more days to JJ WORLD TOUR 2009!!! Woo hoo!!!

Okay... That's all I have to update before leaving for camp tomorrow. Today shall be the last day I'll be living on planet Earth... ;(

DON'T MISS ME!!!

Counting down... 25 more days to Wayne's 28th Birthday & 26 more days to JJ WORLD TOUR 2009!!! :)

So happy... Sian... Sec 3 Camp coming... Later CNY come and find me... Sian la!!! Rabbit and I have the same worries. CNY always come to find us on the same day... 为什么!!!??? Boring. I'm suppose to be doing my Geography homework that is supposed to be due tomorrow but yet, here I am blogging... @__@

Visited Wayne's blog... My own blog... and Rabbit's blog... Where else can I go... Anyway, I was so happy for Rabbit. Something super Great happened to her that day. But she's not willing to share it with anyone due to some personal stuff. Never mind. Since she don't want to let anyone know yet, then I shall not reveal what it is... =.=

Heard from Mr Lam that we're going to stand on don't know how high the pole or something... the jump and catch the bar... On the Sec 3 adventure camp... I think I'll just imagine that's Wayne... then I'll go... 'JJ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!' Haha... Dotz. Then Ducky will go 'SUPERBANG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!' dotz... =.=

Ignore me... I'm just crapping. By the way, seriously I can't stand her. She's really horribly acting cute. And she's like always... 'Oh my God...' Seriously that sounds very annoying especially to someone who reads the word of God. She's like... for no reason... 'OH MY GOD~' With that stupid act cute voice. Then Rabbit and I will look at each other and roll our eyes... Annoying.

Many events coming up. First up on all BVSS sec 3 pupils should be sec 3 adventure cam... Next for me will be picnic at East Coast Park on the 14 with my boss. Oh ya! By the way, my boss now is no longer Rachel. It's Gladys!!! :D

Okay. I don't know if that's good news or not. Haha. But yup! my once upon a time big boss is now my current boss and big boss. Okay. Let's not make things complicated. Just call her boss. :D Hi boss... :)

After picnic will be Wayne's birthday... Wonder if there will be any events. Then not forgetting JJ WORLD TOUR 2009!!! Super looking forward to his concert. :)

Okay!!! It's past 12 and I've not started on my Geography. Got to be 乖 and go do my homework now... Bye... :D