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《分裂的对话》

彼此赤裸面对面 双目交叉
目睹我身上的疤 你尴尬吗
见证我泪珠滑落 心内疚吗
面对被你折磨的我如何闪躲

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

没有谁没爱过
没有谁没伤过
没有谁没恨过
没有谁没痛过

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

那天的恨是否还存在
折腾我后的你疲累吗
拥抱那颗疲惫的躯壳
流出的泪该怎么掩饰

为了你的空虚而孤单
为了你的孤单而寂寞
为了你的寂寞而难过
为了你的难过而崩裂

最后那一吻温柔却尖锐
割破那颗铁打的心
拒绝你瞳孔闪烁的同情
摈废镜子里的我们

曾经以为你我是异体
各自活在自己的宇宙
如今发现我们的合体
你的伤造就如今的我

最终才明白
口中的你是我
分裂的情绪
一个人的对话


《19天的折磨》

没想过我会有泪水
储蓄已久的回忆
在一瞬间被你捏碎

逃避也是一种勇气
没有人规定面对才是坚强
懦弱不是我的专长
泪水却是我唯一的筹码

痴狂的等待
疯狂的欲望
爆狂的恋爱

剥开所有伤口
撕烂一切回忆
嘲笑我眼角的变化
着疤痕是你的杰作

环绕在崩溃的边缘
我安静的呐喊
内心的无奈

-Her Story
Friday, July 24, 2009
It's finally a time for Turtles to take a break. @__@ Was suppose to go and see the doctor yesterday night but was too lazy. Haha. So mama brought me to the family clinic this morning... That means turtle wasn't in schol today!!! I'm on MC! :D

Bet the class must be super quiet. No unique laughter today. Haha. But just to warn those who came in contact with me... Please please please go see a doctor if you really need to. Cause the doctor sa I have all symptoms of H1N1 but there isn't a need to do that blood test to confirm cause H1N1 is just a common flu. Which I totally agree. Haha. But just for your own safety... Ya.

I'll be on MC for another 1 more day. So I won't be appearing in school till Monday. Today can be marked as the 'Turtle's Sleeping Day' Haha. Cause when I woke up, mum brought me to the clinic. When I reached home, I went straight back to bed and slept till 8 plus. And now.. Here I am. Blogging. :D

I think I'm going back to bed soon. The medicine is taking effect. Can feel my head spining... @_____@ But before that, let me show you a few pictures.




In case you think SMUDGE is just an ordinary word, you're wrong. It means... Still Moving UnDer GunfirE




Yep. To be continued... (I mean my post:D)

安静的呐喊
♥11:33 PM



《未完成的爱》


这次的重逢,让我看到了你的转变。请你不要再用那无辜,渴望的眼神看我。三年前的我,只不过是一个单纯、渴望爱情的小女孩。三年后的我,已经长大了。我不再像以前那么幼稚,不再相信爱情,不再相信你说的一切。因为你,我忘了爱情是什么。除了我自己,我不再相信任何人。

让我爱上你的人,是你。
承诺过要永远在一起的人,是你。

三年前,我把我的真心交给你,你却毫不考虑的敲碎它。

出卖我的人,是你。
背叛我们感情的人,还是你。

你把我心中的爱拿走,留下的也只有冷酷的我。
是你,让我变成今天,这个冷漠无情的我。

我们那未完成的爱...
留下的,只有在我心后,隐隐作痛的疤痕和回忆...


Originated from: Turtle Lee
*With little help from Rabbit's blog & 《放羊的星星》*

安静的呐喊
♥11:27 PM



我只想把这个秘密埋藏在心底。
就像天上的月亮,喜欢躲在云朵的后面。




Did you see the moon last night??? It's super bright la. But this picture was taken between 1am to 2am. Cool right??? Couldn't get to sleep o I decided to come out to look for stars. But I din see any. Instead I saw this beautiful moon. It's God's creation. Woo Hoo.

The window frame makes it look nicer. Yeah? Okay... Never mind. Everybody have different point of view. It's art. But obvously the pictures are all very blur. It's taken using Nokia XpressMusic, 3.2 megapixel camera. Haha. The Moon has managed to catch the turtle's attention. Didn't realise now beautiful the night sky was until last night. It's made me fall in love with the moon.

I'm addicted with the moon. Tonight I'm so gonna stay up just to look at the moon. :)




This moon has also made the Retarded Turtle go emo. Haha.

因为脑里的回忆
因为背后的故事
因为心里的疤痕
对一只像我,笨笨的乌龟来说,要相信一个人,比任何事来得难。
请你不要出卖我对你的信任。
请你不要背叛我的真心...


Originated from Turtle Lee

安静的呐喊
♥11:10 PM

《爱。残忍》

这次的重逢是命运的宽容;
还是另一次不怀好意的玩笑?
为什么我明明对你这么残忍,你却还选择爱我。
看着被我折磨的你,依然还爱着我...这应该是你折磨我的方式
为什么爱一个人一定要那么残忍才能证明爱的深...


Inspired from:《从开始到现在》张信哲

安静的呐喊
♥10:35 PM



也许是因为被你伤害太多次了,所以就算再一次被伤也觉得没关系吧。
你在我心上划下的那个伤口,早已把我麻醉了。
你,让我不再怕、不再伤、不再有任何感觉了。
因为你留下的疤痕,比任何疤痕来得大、来得深...

Originated from Turtle Lee


For the past three years, I haven't been living happily at all. Hatred has imprisoned me for three years. If I choose to let go, will I be happier?


Originated from 《放羊的星星》

安静的呐喊
♥10:32 PM

小豬講英文的繞口令 [好好笑!]

Haha!!! Wad is cook-si??? Haha!!!

安静的呐喊
♥1:23 AM

娛百 娘娘腔(小豬) VS 流氓(小鬼)求婚記

!!! Haha!!! That's so duh! Haha!!! So niang!!! Haha!!!

安静的呐喊
♥1:22 AM

Friday, July 17, 2009
《如果我变成回忆》

累了照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中不听话的
就停止了

听着呼吸像浪潮拍动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏都难掌握

如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心

如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊
若有人可以让他陪你
我不怪你

快乐什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的
最舍不得

如果我变成回忆退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己如此狠心

如果我变成回忆终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊
若有人可以让他陪你

如果我变成回忆最怕我太不争气
顽固地赖在空气
霸占你心里每一寸缝隙
连累依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平请你尽力
把我忘记

安静的呐喊
♥3:35 PM

Baby Beat it - Michael Jackson babies dancing

Ahh!!! So cute. Haha.

安静的呐喊
♥2:02 PM

背后的故事20090531 羅志祥(下) Part3
Thursday, July 16, 2009

T_T that was touching. T_T He really did lost control at the 1st night of the concert when he heard wad his mother said.

安静的呐喊
♥7:31 PM

2009-03-01 背後的故事 pt.1/6 林俊傑 (上)
Monday, July 13, 2009

...

安静的呐喊
♥8:16 PM

2009-03-21大明星小跟班 - 林俊杰 pt.1/3
Sunday, July 12, 2009

:D he look so funny. Didn't know he knows how to cook Curry. Is it even edible??? Haha. I'm so mean!! Haha.

安静的呐喊
♥9:53 PM

Impactor's Anthem
Monday, July 06, 2009

We're gonna impact this generation
Living out the power of Your passion
We will go
We'll sweep across the nations

We'll lead this generation
Hollering the songs of liberation
Cause You Lord, You're our one desire
And we are Yours

*Destiny Impact: God Chasers; Heart Joiners; Light Givers*

安静的呐喊
♥1:01 PM



-She Listens


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-The Girl
*Name: Venus Lee Yan 李缘
*Date Of Birth: 20th Feb 1994
*Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=743058322
*E-mail: Venus_lee_yan@hotmail.com
*AKA: Retarded Over Turn Blonde Turtle

-Her Love
*Enjoying God's presence
*Reflecting
*Making song covers
*Making videos
*Looking at the moon
*Studying the meaning behind every song
*Singing
*listening to songs
*My friends
*Pursuing my dreams
*Writing phrases that speaks what I feel about certain matter
*Every talent I'm blessed with
*Listening to people
*Split personality
*Everything God has given me

-Her Detest
*Empty promises
*Lies
*Cowards

-Her Past
February 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 March 2010 May 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 April 2012 May 2012 June 2012 July 2012 August 2012 September 2012 October 2012 November 2012 January 2013 April 2013



-Exits
*BVSS*
ChUnWeN
JaSoN
TaN hUi JuAn
XiAo HuI
Xi Yu

*DESTINY IMPACT*
DeStInY iMpAcT
GlAdYs
EuNiCe

*DLSS*
BuNcHaNa

*FAMILY*
DaDdY
SaMuEl LeE wEi KaNg

*STARS*
OfFiCiAl JJ LiN jUn JiE 林俊杰's BlOg
Jimmy Lin Chi Ying 林志颖
Show Luo 罗志祥

*SENIORS*
LiNg HuAn

*TEACHERS*
MiSs AnG


-The Talkings


-CREDITS

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